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Dream Noise (Part 1)

["..ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ’s ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ sɪɴᴄᴇ ʟᴀsᴛ ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴡᴀs ʙᴏʀɴ...."]

Status:
Offline: ♦️
On/Off: ♠️
On: 🎰
App Hopping: 🃏
DNI: ❌
Feeling alone: ♥️
Asleep: ♣️
Mental spiraling: 💉
Cramping pretty badly:🫀
Struggling to fall Asleep: 🩹
Migraines/Headache: 💊
Watching Youtube: 🎬
Unwell: 🩼 
Playing VideoGames: 👾
Moving to placement: 📼
Su1c1d4l th0ughts: 📞
Drawing: 🖌️
Bad mood: 🔪 
Admiring my corn flower: ✨
Being Bluudud: 🍭/jk
Insomiac: 🌙
Non-verbal: 💾

ɴᴇxᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇ: ᴅᴇᴠᴇsᴛᴏ/ᴀʀᴛғᴜʟ ᴏʀ 1x4

🪲: They/He/Xe [I also like to use Ze/Zem and Nightshade]

* Identify info
*   Nicknames; Spawn/Elliot/Nightshade
* Age; 18

* Birthday; August/8/2007

* Genders; non-binary masculine, Asexual, i am not comfortable in a poly relationship from past trauma and neglect.  

* Relationship info: Go follow mi amour: soundcloud.com/obsessed_with_doomedyaoi 

* 1m th3 r34l Bluudud, h4t3rz w0uld s4y 1m f4k1ng (*ˊᗜˋ*)

*   Interaction status; Open
*   Interaction rules; Be mindful and be patient.
*   Roles; OLDER BRO [cg?]
*   Activity; posting here and there 
Tsundere, easily embarrassed. Quite blunt when messaging. 

*   Fixations; FORSAKEN, Sonic, FNaF, NICO NEXTBOTS. REGRETEVATOR. Dsaf, vocaloid, Traumacore, Gorecore, Scenecore, Butcher’s vanity. SCP. Trevor Henderson. Butchercore. Nightmare before Christmas/Corpse bride, halloween. Jumpstyle. Brandonworks. Rochas 313 ARG [any arg tbh]

Kins: Elliot [Forsaken], Two time [Forsaken],  Chance [Forsaken], 1x1x1x1 [Roblox hacker], Coolkidd [forsaken and not forsaken]. Infected [regretevator], Lampert [Regretevator], Slingshot [Phighting]. skateboard [phighting]. Cappy0 [Roachas 313], Brandon [BrandonWorks], Bluudud [Forsaken], 007n7 [Forsaken]. past Azure [Forsaken]. Artful [DOD]. Noob [Forsaken]

I have Autism and mild depression. I also have a weaker immune system and recovering from a forced ED when i was younger. I suffer with anger management issues [it means i just explode on someone without thinking]. And mild Hyper-sexuality. I am also getting diagnosed for ADHD and undiagnosed arthritis 


DISCORD: Spawnholic

Im ugly..disgusting. so filthy for sure…

#FreeShlep

I dont know why i bite, im not a vicious animal…


“You are not alone if there are trees”

“I cant tell if that’s supposed to be a peice of encouragement or a ominous warning”

“That is entirely up the trees”

“I loved you like a dog, and you betrayed me like a man”


I’m jealous of those extremely long playlists people make for their partners. I get treated like i dont exist

Dream Noise (Part 1)

ShemarX