Eponymous constellation

Goddess Advent

Alice

This is my whimsical impression of moving through dream states.

At some point during our REM state,
we may move from free floating imagery
to suddenly crystalizing within a lucid state...while it lasts.

Upon this startling realization,
that nothing could seem so real,
it also begins to appear
that this new reality soon slips back 
into the mundane fare of dreamscapes...

and suddenly we arrive in Alpha,
when we are realigning with consensus reality,
where we believe everyone is sharing the same dream.


Image by:
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From REM To Alpha

Flashing Lights
Production by Fire Ark Radio

Happy New Year SoundCloud Family
2024

Flashing Lights

Pour une fois, j'évoque un souvenir d'enfance avec mon arrière grand-père que j'ai bien connu, quand il nous emmenait regarder passer les trains sur un pont de chemin de fer. Ce n'est pas volontairement mélo,  c'était une chanson que je devais réaliser avec un membre de ma famille, mais on n'a jamais trouvé le temps. Je l'ai dépoussiérée et réenregistrée.

Voie piétonne je laisse aller
L’ancien qui veut traverser,
Et l’enfant qu’il tient par la main,
Un déjà-vu, oui je me souviens
Quand l’avenir était pour plus tard
Bien qu’il n’y ait pas d’échappatoire,
Mais bien-sûr on n’en savait rien.

Quand parfois l’ennui prenait le dessus
On partait cueillir les mûres tout au long de la rue
Après le puits dans la montée au tournant,
Coudes sur le bord regard au loin on attendait patiemment

Appels de phares avertisseurs
M’ont sorti de ma torpeur
Quelque chose m’a échappé,
Impossible à rattraper 
Ca fait partie des moments forts
Et on en parlera encore
Quand on sera là à traverser

Vague bitume valant tout océan
Tour de force d'occuper nos heures avec du vent
Après le puits dans la montée au tournant,
Coudes sur le bord regard au loin on attendait patiemment

Trop pressés sans doute trop lassés de tout sûrement,
A retourner là-bas  est-ce qu'on y croirait encore  vraiment ?

La chaleur nous écrasait,
Mais tout ce qui pour nous comptait
Etait tout au bout du chemin,
C’était long mais pas si loin
On pouvait y passer deux heures
On repartait à contre-cœur
Sans avoir vu passer un train

On Allait Voir Passer Les Trains

Bingo blow off pt1 . Live recording

Acid house original track with heavy dissonant overtones.

Mute Hold

I Love December
(c) J. Murdock McInnes Vasey

I love December 
It's so cold, 
another year
I guess I'm getting old

In December I see more
All those things now at the stores
Things I thought I might have wanted
Never had, and now don't care
They could have made me happy
But I don't know, time passed
It might be me
I wasn't there

I can't get into the mood
My mind has other thoughts
I cannot find the room
Things I wish I had forgot

I worry about stuff
I read the news, play old songs
No jingle bells, I hear reindeer are dying
and I am sick of trying

These thought pass through my head
I cannot do it
I love December

People's smiles I don't believe
I have nothing I can give
Rushing and shoving at the stores
Out of time, need one thing more

Packages late, 
from vendors that I hate
Spending money I don't have
And I can't afford a cab

Buying things nobody wants
For kids who will ignore them
Disappointed and so bored
Always wanted something more

And friends I would forget
And doing things I will regret
And me in a blue funk
People asking if I'm drunk
And me in a blue funk
People asking if I'm drunk

I think I have the flu
Won't be there, I'm not able
Or may hide under the table
But, yes, I love December

I Love December (Renata)

voici une ancienne chanson d'une vingtaine d'années,
texte et composition : Steph OUNA
coeurs : Lena

Libre

This is not over yet, but...
I hope we take it over and make another world of our own for the future.I'm still working on this track,but also I'm thinking this simple acoustic sound might be OK for this song. Anyway I love to play my guitar,my best partner.

Lyrics
A
These Stars are flow for they only all alone
Befalling , follow ways'll be far away
You said that always to be lonely, I don't care
Truth is hurt maybe, I don't want 
B
Should I tell you why ?
You can stay with me alive 
I swear you'll never be alone

Forest , Wind , Sky
Just can stay alive for love
one for the pray to the all,
If all we waste

C
This is over
We take it over
this is over over over there

We take it over
This is over
Love is over over over there

This is over
We take it over
Brand new days over over there

If all I've ever known is gone 
2C　　　　　"　　　　 away

Goddess Advent

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