prod me, ft @j4mxo
•••

im not tryna party
i just wanna be alone
all up in my feelings
sometimes wish i had a clone
do all the shit for me
while i plug up my headphones
music helps me cope wit it 
but i still dont wanna be grown

sometimes i second guess it
is it so critical
need to stay in the present
why am i paranoid fo'?
i stay thinkin about the (what?) unimportant
all the negatives 
i absorb them

i never learn my lesson, i really have to leave. 
and i don’t wanna play these games , this ain’t monopoly.
eat sleep and then repeat , my phone won’t pick up dnd, 
she playin wit me are you kidding me , just broke up wit her are you shittin me?
feel a lot of things but i can’t feel the pain,
stayin quiet idk what to say, try to stay focus i stay in my lane. 
and who gave you the okay? emotionally damaged i’m going insane
I’m doing my best yea you see it okay, I’m tryna make you see that i’m doing good things

im doing good things good things
now why can't i appreciate appreciate
never satisfied and i never will be
but i can try to try

good things

Feat: @babypuppy000 + @ki2k + @irisgardnn
Produced by @ki2k and @babypuppy000
Mixed by @ki2k
Creative Director: @yungkickflip

©P.O.A (Pimped Out Artists)
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lyrics:

upload, go wait, refresh, no comments
transmit, ill fate, excess, its progress
new post, misfire, you choke, they spit

upload, then wait, refresh, bot comment

ay, i'm thinkin bout takin a selfie
nvm maybe ill just sit in the background 
im not very photogenic
or at least i think so
all my friends told me that it's fine
but i have doubts
and i wanna tell u it aint ur fault
i was on the internet at too young
so please be patient with me
so please be patie-

all of my life tried to live up to these standards
done with stereotypes, but now i gotta worry bout cam'ras
 searching up the trends, copying my friends
just so i can look presentable
there's no complications as long as theres validation

*photogenic (babypuppy + ki2k + irisgardnn)

prod - @chewy

art - @atakee https://www.instagram.com/atake__

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kxly/softie
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i think im too fragile i think im too soft
cutz up on my wrists until they blush
fragile like a flower peony bunch
i think you're too sour toxic crunch

bipolar too sensitive cant even drink coffee
i dont like pot but im stuck here coughing
i know imma stop cuz tired of just wasting
wasting my life away on something with no craving

im a softie
im a little softie
im a tranny
with an ugly body
i got scars on my wrists n thighs and tummy
could you love me
could you even love me

waste my life on something i dont even crave
atleast i dont do it daily
atleast im not going crazy
on my meds but sometimes i wish for mania

someone [who is] like me
someone who breaths
im so ugly
could even you love me
i cant love myself
so why would you
i think i hate myself
i think you'll hate me too

i look at razor blades
but i wont relapse today
n she says that i should pray
but why would he care
for our mortal affairs
if theres something there
he wouldnt care bout fair

im a softie
im a little softie
im a tranny
with an ugly body
i got scars on my wrists n thighs and tummy
could you love me
could you even love me

im a softie
im a little softie
im a tranny
with an ugly body
i got scars on my wrists n thighs and tummy
could you love me
could you even love me

spotify + more

softie (heroine)

lyrics
https://genius.com/Afternoon-robin-distrokid-diss-lyrics

robin (@distrokid diss ) prod.xstro*

Produced and mixed by november02 
Lyrics:
I’ve done a lot of work on my code 
I think it’s time to implement it 
Vinyl the vocals, my flows eclectic 
I like my energy gold and my foes reddish
Heard your beats by the boat (load)
Your sets are copper
Loop the track  
Loop the track 
Lemme hear that proper 
Obsolete hardware, you ain’t on my docket 
I’m electric with checks, you like socket watching 
You be farming for views 
Imma really harvest, farther 
Cause it ends up how I mend it to be 
I’m assertive to build, I’m allergic to greediness
You still lurk on my cell and it don’t hurt when I see it
Cause I’m still workin from hell, and it feel perfect to me 

My flows eclectic 
I like my habitat gold 
F-f-foes reddish
Heard your beats by the boat 

I think my drive infected 
Might be time I checked in on the lows 
Line my ill intentions up and shred them
Way too real to get that cold 
Antivirus on my mainframe, autopilot off, on go 
Get inspired by my design and then decide to do the most 
I let angels write my program that’s my cheat code 
Still stuck off a blunt then addys 
Seven years of manifesting what I see (blink blink) 
Now my cup runneth over when I breathe 
Federalè Dutch, light it up like a beam

Beam

are you [lightmix8/1]

cover art by satomikazunori on ig.
demo i made back in february 2023
produced by @h45.

verse 1
we're running round with our heads all inside in out
grass all on the fence with her hair on the floor
take all the thoughts that you have out ur head i say
cuz the summer's bliss is all that we have for now

1/2 chorus
cuz our heads are on the surface
and no tears will come out ur eyes
(u get up and i fall down) x4

verse 2
i'm drowning while he's just making u watch
head underwater with all of ur hair in ur face
wake up and realize the things he has done
help me get out of this mess that im in

full chorus
cuz our heads are on the surface
and no tears will come out ur eyes
u stole all ur feelings
and she ripped her heart out her chest
(u get up and i fall down) x4

u get up, i fall down (p. bb)

all by me :3

sensitivity im fragile
and u said you knew
and i cant tell thats the truth
n u said you'd fix me up
now ill look round the room
dont know what to do
if its me you're talking to
i dont really think you can

"can you see it in my eyes"
she says as she starts to cry
"swear ive known you all my life
wondering why you cant try
just 1 time apologize 
know your wrongs and know your rights
take your wrongs and make them right
ill give you another try"
"i get dressed to want to die
i send pics to live a lie
swear they make me warm inside
i cant do it anymore
makes me hate all my insides
for a second
of my time
i swear i just waste it all
this just isnt worth my life"

Beam

November Day

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