Lyrics:


CK

VR 1: 
Got the little ones ready for the day
This mornin’
Did my hair and makeup the same way
There was no warnin’ 
Of all I’d lose
Today

PRE:
He had so much up ahead
But the words he spoke
They’ll never shoot dead
Cause everything he did
Is still alive

CH:
I keep holding on to love
I keep holding on to trust
In the Lord above
Even when times get tough
And I know he’s up there speaking
God I’ll never know the reason
Don’t know how I’ll get through this season
But I know I have an angel
And I know this because
Of all of the hatred
You held onto love

VR 2: 
And almost everyone in his life
Is mourning
The way he talked and lived it out
Without conforming
Only the good
Die young

PRE:
He had so much up ahead
But the words he spoke
They’ll never shoot dead
Cause everything he did
Is still alive

CH:
I keep holding on to love
I keep holding on to trust
In the Lord above
Even when times get tough
And I know he’s up there speaking
God I’ll never know the reason
Don’t know how I’ll get through this season
But I know I have an angel
And I know this because
Of all of the hatred
You held onto love

BRI: 
I may never get over you
You stood for freedom
And the truth

So
I keep holding on to love
I keep holding on to trust
In the Lord above
Even when times get tough
And I know he’s up there speaking
God I’ll never know the reason
Don’t know how I’ll get through this season
But I know I have an angel
And I know this because
Of all of the hatred
You held onto love

Held Onto Love (Full-Band Demo)

Lyrics:

I went back to church today
It had been a while
Even though Jesus
Has been with me through every trial
And

He lived a perfect life,
Just to be crucified
And rose again
I was saved, baptized, just so I
Could turn around 
And ignore Him

Heaven help me
When did I
Get so comfortable
Living my life
That I’ve forgotten
Who’s been watching
Over me all this time
Lord, if I ever get that confident
Remind me just who you sent
To save me from my sins
When my faith is running thin

I cracked open the good book
Dust on the page
Can’t remember the last time I looked
Should be every day
Cause

He lived a perfect life,
Just to be crucified
And rose again
I was saved, baptized, just so I
Could turn around 
And ignore Him

Heaven help me
When did I
Get so comfortable
Living my life
That I’ve forgotten
Who’s been watching
Over me all this time
Lord, if I ever get that confident
Remind me just who you sent
To save me from my sins
When my faith is running thin

That was a Turning Point
The other day
Watched a man get shot down
For his faith
And speaking the truth
About how

He lived a perfect life,
Just to be crucified
And rose again
I was saved, baptized, just so I
Could turn around 
And ignore Him

Heaven help me
When did I
Get so comfortable
Living my life
That I’ve forgotten
Who’s been watching
Over me all this time
Lord, if I ever get that confident
Remind me just who you sent
To save me from my sins
When my faith is running thin

When My Faith Is Running Thin (Full-Band Demo)

Lyrics:

It’s funny how you loved my
Insecurities
Up until we would fight
Then you threw them
At me
I could never have done what you did
But I guess that’s where the truth of it is

You don’t get to call me a liar
When all your reactions to how I felt
Ended in fire
You don’t get to say
That my mind has reframed
I was there
Don’t you dare
Try to say we played the same game
I never would’ve treated you that way
When your worst meets my worst
It’s clear to see
Who comes in first
When it comes to cruelty
When anger comes to play
We are not the same

Ain’t it crazy how I can
Now tell
The truth about
How you really felt
About me
I could never have done what you did
But I guess that’s where the truth of it is

You don’t get to call me a liar
When all your reactions to how I felt
Ended in fire
You don’t get to say
That my mind has reframed
I was there
Don’t you dare
Try to say we played the same game
I never would’ve treated you that way
When your worst meets my worst
It’s clear to see
Who comes in first
When it comes to cruelty
When anger comes to play
We are not the same

Ain’t it crazy how razer thin
The line between love and hate is
I guess I know where you stood
The sad part is I loved you 
Like you never could

I could never have done what you did
But I guess that’s where the truth of it is
You don’t get to call me a liar
When all your reactions to how I felt
Ended in fire
You don’t get to say
That my mind has reframed
I was there
Don’t you dare
Try to say we played the same game
I never would’ve treated you that way
When your worst meets my worst
It’s clear to see
Who comes in first
When it comes to cruelty
When anger comes to play
We are not the same

I could never have done what you did
But I guess that’s where the truth of it is

We Are Not The Same

Co-written w/ Alayna Carroll

Lyrics:

You wear your baseball cap
Backwards at the gym
Practically live at work
Don’t do things on a whim
And I can’t get enough of it

And your friends say
“He’s a good guy”
He’s just busy all the time
Takes weeks for a text
Back sometimes

Shot your shot, I ain’t bulletproof
It took one look to fall for you
And other guys don’t get me like you do
They can, talk the talk I ain’t falling for
Another bland boy, I want more
Not the same girl I was before
To tell you the truth
I can’t say “no” to you

I wear that leather skirt
That makes you stare at me
Basically all my curves
Makes it easy to tease
And you can’t get enough of me

And all my friends say
“Girl, you’re down bad”
He’s the best I’ve ever had
It’s the fact you’re not mine
That drives me mad

Shot your shot, I ain’t bulletproof
It took one look to fall for you
And other guys don’t get me like you do
They can, talk the talk I ain’t falling for
Another bland boy, I want more
Not the same girl I was before
To tell you the truth
I can’t say “no” to you

Call me in the middle of the night
Say this feeling you can’t fight
Anymore

Shot your shot, I ain’t bulletproof
It took one look to fall for you
And other guys don’t get me like you do
They can, talk the talk I ain’t falling for
Another bland boy, I want more
Not the same girl I was before
To tell you the truth
I can’t say “no” to you

I can’t say “no” to you
I can’t say “no” to you

No To You (Full-Band Demo)

Lyrics:

I can make a whole room
Burst out laughin’
And I can turn them heads
Without even tryin’
But then another guy
Enters my life
And lets me all the way down
And every instance
I put down defense
I regret it somehow

If you’re gonna take the light
Out of my eyes
If you’re gonna make sure
My heart can’t tell my worth
Don’t bother calling
Leave me be
Cause you know damn well
You don’t deserve me

I’m damn good in the kitchen
That I’ve been told
And my curves make it so
That your bed never goes cold
But then another guy
Doesn’t treat me right
And lets me all the way down
And every instance
I let another one in
I regret it somehow

If you’re gonna take the light
Out of my eyes
If you’re gonna make sure
My heart can’t tell my worth
Don’t bother calling
Leave me be
Cause you know damn well
You don’t deserve me

Maybe one day I’ll find a man
Who will love the woman I am
I was made to be a wife
But all these boys just want one night.

If you’re gonna take the light
Out of my eyes
If you’re gonna make sure
My heart can’t tell my worth
Don’t bother calling
Leave me be
Cause you know damn well
You don’t deserve me

You Don’t Deserve Me

Lyrics:

God’s work
Is like a tapestry
The best side
We can’t yet see

He holds the needle
And we have faith
So we the people
Will worship His Name

God almighty father
You are all I need
In the darkness
In the desert
I’ll still sing your praise
When I’m at my weakest
In my toughest seasons
You grow me in ways
That only you can
Cause its all a part of your plan
Cause this world’s tapestry
Is in your hands

God sees
The suffering
Caused by free will
But he gave us things
And said “Know that I am God”
And “be still”

He holds the needle
And we have faith
So we the people
Will worship His Name

God almighty father
You are all I need
In the darkness
In the desert
I’ll still sing your praise
When I’m at my weakest
In my toughest seasons
You grow me in ways
That only you can
Cause its all a part of your plan
Cause this world’s tapestry
Is in your hands

He holds the needle
And we have faith
So we the people
Will worship His Name

God almighty father
You are all I need
In the darkness
In the desert
I’ll still sing your praise

God almighty father
You are all I need
In the darkness
In the desert
I’ll still sing your praise
When I’m at my weakest
In my toughest seasons
You grow me in ways
That only you can
Cause its all a part of your plan
Cause this world’s tapestry
Is in your hands

God’s Tapestry (Full-Band Demo)

Co-written w/ John Mollenhauer

Lyrics:

VR 1:
Before the boy calls
Do you buy new clothes?
Make up scenarios
For how it should go?
When you look in the mirror
Is the person you see
Who you are
Or who he wants you to be?

PRE:
Love doesn’t always 
Come right when you call
Sometimes you’ll wait
And it wont come at all

CH:
I’ve got a long, long history
Of diving too deep
Before they even miss me
I make all my plans
And build them up tall
Cause I always fall
Before the boy calls

VR 2:
Before the boy calls
Do you stare at your phone?
Wishin and hoping
He’d throw you a bone
When it hits midnight
And it still hasn’t rung yet
Do you think tomorrow
Tomorrow I bet

PRE:
Love doesn’t always 
Come right when you call
Sometimes you’ll wait
And it wont come at all

CH:
I’ve got a long, long history
Of diving too deep
Before they even miss me
I make all my plans
And build them up tall
Cause I always fall
Before the boy calls

BRI:
Sometimes you’ll find 
When you’re feeling rejected
Love might surprise you
When you least expect it.
But

CH:
I’ve got a long, long history
Of diving too deep
Before they even miss me
I make all my plans
And build them up tall
Cause I always fall
Before the boy calls

Before The Boy Calls (Full-Band Demo)

Co-written w/ MK Strother

Lyrics:

They caught that 6am
One way bus to Texas
Little shoes on little feet
A mom at her wits end
A brown-eyed dark haired girl
Just shy of seventeen
Golden cross around her neck
And a wood one on her keychain
It would’ve been so easy
To look the other way
But that brown haired girl
Asked if she needed a break

PRE:
Took that baby in her hands
Played pattycake and bakers man
A moment small but big enough
To leave a little grace and love

CH:
When you
Leave a little Jesus
Wherever you go
It mends the broken pieces
Of someone you don’t know
Cause when you
Leave a little smile
It softens the heart for a while
We all
Need a little Jesus
To remind us
There’s still good in this world

VR 2:
His daddy slammed the door
On his way in
Then all of a sudden
His folks were fighting again
He held his little brother 
Right there in his lap
As he read him the Bible
A greater torch was passed

PRE:
He could’ve locked himself 
In his room with no one else
A gesture small but big enough
To show his brother real love

CH:
When you
Leave a little Jesus
Wherever you go
It mends the broken pieces
Of someone you don’t know
Cause when you
Leave a little smile
It softens the heart for a while
We all
Need a little Jesus
To remind us
There’s still good in this world

BRI:
No matter where we go
There’s only one way home
And

CH:
When you
Leave a little Jesus
Wherever you go
It mends the broken pieces
Of someone you don’t know
Cause when you
Leave a little smile
It softens the heart for a while
We all
Need a little Jesus
To remind us
There’s still good in this world

Leave A Little Jesus (Full-Band Demo)

Lyrics:

I just got out of that 2-way truck loan
He got me into
Deleted all those texts off of my phone
And now I’m sitting back
With a .40 on my lap
Praying to guard my heart

So before you call me baby
And promise me everything
Don’t you go and start

If you don’t go to church
Bye
If you don’t see my worth
Bye
If you can’t deal 
With how I feel
Bye Bye Bye
If you don’t have friends
No
If you only see me in bed
No
If you don’t have the time to play the long game
No
Until I find a guy
That’s my type
I’ll be happy saying “No” and “Bye”

I just found myself again
Thank God I saw the light
Cause Heaven knows the way it goes
When you revolve around a guy
And now I’m sitting pretty
And my girls are all with me
Saying to guard my heart

If you don’t go to church
Bye
If you don’t see my worth
Bye
If you can’t deal 
With how I feel
Bye Bye Bye
If you don’t have friends
No
If you only see me in bed
No
If you don’t have the time to play the long game
No
Until I find a guy
That’s my type
I’ll be happy saying “No” and “Bye”

If you don’t go to church
Bye
If you don’t see my worth
Bye
If you can’t deal 
With how I feel
Bye Bye Bye
If you don’t have friends
No
If you only see me in bed
No
If you don’t have the time to play the long game
No
Until I find a guy
That’s my type
I’ll be happy saying “No” and “Bye

“No” and “Bye” (Full-Band Demo)

Lyrics:
Goin’ out with the girls tonight
Got the lip stain, boots up high
You can say what you want to
I’m getting over you

But I ain’t getting drunk as heck
Won’t be no one new in my bed
There’s still a cross around this neck

CH:
Boy, you know I wish you well
Even though you put me through all kinds of hell
I ain’t just living for myself
Yeah, despite your greed, I’m a different breed
You’re sinful heart won’t get the best of me
I hope you don’t choke
Blowing all that smoke
You already know
I’m taking the highest road

VR 2:
Jesus and the Bible taught me well
How to forgive, when this world rebels
You can do what you want to
I’m already over you

But I won’t hook up with the band
Spend all my money just to flaunt name brand
There’s still a Bible in this hand

Boy, you know I wish you well
Even though you put me through all kinds of hell
I ain’t just living for myself
Yeah, despite your greed, I’m a different breed
You’re sinful heart won’t get the best of me
I hope you don’t choke
Blowing all that smoke
You already know
I’m taking the highest road

I hope you don’t choke
Blowing all that smoke

Boy, you know I wish you well
Even though you put me through all kinds of hell
I ain’t just living for myself
Yeah, despite your greed, I’m a different breed
You’re sinful heart won’t get the best of me
I hope you don’t choke
Blowing all that smoke
You already know
I’m taking the highest road

I hope you don’t choke
Blowing all that smoke

The Highest Road (Full-Band Demo)

Country songwriter & musician from Dallas, Texas, currently living in Nashville, Tennessee. MTSU Commercial Songwriting alum.

“No” and “Bye” (Full-Band Demo)

Lauren Teel

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