Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Waking up, I drag myself out of bed
I can’t escape this overwhelming sense of dread
When it finally feels like I can spend
My life like I want
I’ve got a new thing, but im down the same hole again

Try my best at writing
Some meaning into whining 
Rhyme hypnotize with nacho fries
Like it means anything
All the kids around my age
Are planning out their dreams
Im still trying to figure out
Why I’m so bad at everything

Riding in a bus at dawn,
to go back to the place I hate, 
everything is hanging onto,
another one of my mistakes
There’s someone I knew in highschool sitting right across the aisle
I knew she wouldn’t recognize me
She’s got a gun inside her Bible

My thoughts betray my conscience 
Feel like I’m lying to myself
What difference would it make
Its what I do with everyone else
No one’s called me in 6 months
No one cares if I need help
But yet they come to me with problems
That they could have fixed themselves

Can’t help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
I feel like I’m sinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
Can’t help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
I feel like I’m shrinking 
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)

New Thing

banana fight

i've forgotten how to love
please don't take it personally
i don't feel a thing at all
i can't even write this song

work and eat, fall asleep
stare at phone for dopamine
i don't care, i don't care
i care, i don't care

you'll be sorry when i'm gone
expectations are subversive
it's not even cynical
life and death have been inverted

sinister irony
all-consuming apathy
i don't care, i don't care
i care, i don't care

i care

I won't mind dying young
living this life isn't fun
living like this is such a bore
I don't wanna live like this no more 

going nowhere a bunch of times

I hate this world I call my home
I need a less fucked up biome
passing though life without a way
I want my life to stay the same

going nowhere a bunch of times again

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Going Nowhere (feat. Swaggy Joe)

popkill cover

Hate my life like Ronnie McNutt
When I get bored I'll grab a gun
I won't see the next rising sun
'Cause this world is no fun

My life is in a rut
I don't like when things get tough
It won't be pills
It won't be cuts
I'll blow my head off like Ronnie Mcnutt

I'm on stream, all alone
Got my friends and family on the phone
Lost my job I can't pay my loans
No gf I'm on my own

My life is in a rut
I don't like when things get tough
It won't be pills
It won't be cuts
I'll blow my head off like Ronnie Mcnutt

My life is in a rut
I don't like when things get tough
It won't be pills
It won't be cuts
I'll blow my head off like Ronniе Mcnutt

Ronnie McNutt

I’m standing alone in the corner again
Why the fuck am I even here
I wish I was back inside my room
Where I can look at pictures of you

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

Why do you stay inside
Are you just waiting to die
The girl I love
Doesn’t love me back
I guess my life doesn’t mean jack

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

Now your all alone
Playing on your own
Do you think maybe you did this to yourself
Perhaps it’s not your fault
Some women are just whores
And People are so cruel
They use you like a tool
Think of you as a joke
Never want call you up
Someday you will wake up
And snap

No more tears
No more pain
It's all ok
When you see her face

when you see her face

never cared at all

song for g4mer
lyrics:
The floodgates open
At this point it's coping 
Not worth saving 
Not worth saying 
It all crumbles beyond 
Til you regret every bond
Not worth trying 
Not worth dying 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

3 in the morning paranoia roll in
Up all night and turning up in a coven
MDMA with my witches and we’re rolling
Pushing off coming down Mondays omen
Carb so on monoxide poisoning
Black mold walls I’m breathing in
Risen out I’m the revenant
Eye sight fade and my ears ring in

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish 

Skin peels back
Cut yourself slack
You're acting brackish
You’re acting brattish 
Nothing more than counterfeit
Why won't you cease to exist 
You're acting brackish 
You’re acting whoreish

Brackish

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HUMANITY IS OVERRATED W/skillbleed

Let it all fall to the floor,
let it out forevermore.
Ain't that what this life is for?
You find there's always more and more.
I've wasted time, I've wasted love,
and I have had about enough
with nothin ever lookin up.
Everything just fuckin sucks.

In my life, I've been wronged,
been broken up and split in-
today I woke with a smile.
I got me and that's enough.

Time it feels it's standin still,
sittin by my windowsill.
Watch the sun go up and down, 
and round, and round, and round, and round.
I've been doin all I can,
all the wasted time be damned.
I have too much faith in me,
to cave right back into the sea.

In my life, I've been wronged,
been broken up and split in-
today I woke with a smile.
I got me and that's enough.

Split In Two

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