Whatever This Is

Lyrics -

I just need someone to keep me company 
Not someone from a company 
It's up to me I know it but this suffering 
Has backed me to a corner 
Now each passing day disgusting me 
I wonder what discussion is erupting 
From the furthest reach 
The area I leave to keep my demons on a bundled leash
I wonder what I'm fit for 
My area of expertise 
I've tried to conquer everything
But never seem to fit the niche 
My inner peace is harder to discover 
Than initially intended on this search 
I wanna hint to you this verse 
Is my exploding point my urge to get it out 
But I can tell you the inertia made it worse 
But I'm the first to interject when incorrect 
I'm imperfect but it's ok 
Cause I've accepted that 
Neglected all these flaws throughout the course of life 
I've overhyped myself to the extent that I can't live it up
So in a sense of urgency I'll tell you all my inner thoughts 
I'm feeling so damn inner-lost 
I wonder who I was at all

一人で

Wyatt West