Deprivation Playlist

Beer

All fucked up now
I’m lying on the ground 
Gone without a sound 
I’ll take my life no doubt 
Hate myself now 
I’m lying on the ground 
No point in trying now 
I’ll end my life life no doubt 

It’s been like this forever 
I want to fucking die
It’s never gotten better 
Don’t have the balls to try
Shoot me with a shotgun 
Drain my fucking life 
I don’t even care anymore 
Fuck my fucking life

No Doubt

Pale face on a winter afternoon
sleep-deprived but I dreamt of you
I made friends with the shadows on the wall
you can win some but you lose it all

I think I'm better off alone
sinking like a stone
i don't got a breath you could take anyways
put me down below
rotting in my tomb
wearing out my bones
I'm better off alone

sweat dripping on a summer afternoon
you called up I said hey fuck you
who you think you are not so fast
you can come over and kiss my ass

Better Off Alone

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing i wanna try

I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I dont wanna do anything
I fucking hate everything

No friends yeah im all alone
Blackpilled all the way to the bone
Depressed i should kill myself
I need to escape from this hell

Nothing ever helps
I should kill myself
My mind just melts
Away

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

Woke up and i feel like shit
Theres nothing that is worth it
Woke up and wanted to die
Theres nothing that i wanna try
 
Fucking hate my life
I really wanna die
Every single night’s
The same

Hold a gun to your head
Cry and say your prayers
Say good to everybody even though nobody cares

I don't wanna do anything

edgelord

Old song I made in 2020

nothing in my brain, I’m on the downtrend
Everything is gray, and I don’t want to pretend 
That Im feelin ok, I’m not gonna make it
Everything is shit and I fucking hate it

Meat cell, I’m in my meat hell, I wanna break out, but I don’t know how x2

I hate my fucking life, I’m completely burnt out
I‘m never gonna change, sit in my room and pout
Don’t waste your time, and try to save me
If you lived my life it would drive you crazy 

Meat cell, I’m in my meat hell, I wanna break out, but I don’t know how x4

Meat Cell

gogo2x (ariel pink cover)

Make Love

you talk 
I speak
we are both freaks
crashed car ripped your clothes
I don’t think they’ll ever know.

we walked for hours
you picked wild flowers 
where we’re going no one knows 
we’ll make our minds up as we go

while all the other people keep pretending
spinnin in a cycle never ending
always finding something keeps you stressing 
I can’t help but say those words
when you come through I find my nerves see

nothing really matters when I'm with you.

we slipped to night
you’re late sounds right
petty crimes and rainy coats
singing long to the stereo



nothing really matters when I’m with you x3

Nothing Matters (with you)

My heads in the clouds 
Can’t focus again
I’m staring silently 
But not listenin’
I’m wondering why
I was born this way
Seems like the drugs they gave me 
Have fucked up my brain

I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating is so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x2

And I just don’t know 
My minds out of control 


I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating’s so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x4

ADHD retard

Welcome to my house of horrors 
Modern life is fucking boring
Staring at my iPhone screen
I hope someone fucking kills me 

It’s all a lie, in modern times
we’ve been deprived of a normal life 
Just stay inside, in modern times 
No will to live, No reason to die 

I’m so bored of my existence 
Been neutered without resistance 
Staring at the computer screen
I’m losing it, I’m about to scream 

It’s all a lie, in modern times
You’ve been deprived of a normal life 
Just stay inside, in modern times 
No will to live, No reason to die

Modern Times

Are you redpilled, or are you blackpilled now?
Are you an alpha chad? are you an incel clown?
Are you a beta simp? Or are you fuckin based?
I cannot understand what ur even trying to say

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Are you a coomer, loser, doomer, zoomer?
Are you a cringechamp, cucked-out Reddit user?
Is this song poggers? Am I gonna make it frens?
I don’t fucking care, just start talking like a normal person 

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords running my brain, Internet buzzwords rotting my brain

Can’t get away, Internet buzzwords running my brain 
Can’t get away, Internet buzzword rotting my brain
I Can’t get away, I can’t get away, can’t get away
Internet buzzwords rotting my brain, Internet buzzwords running my brain

Internet Buzzwords

A broken brain, a broken mind 
I don’t know why I even try  
I feel so low all the time
I hate myself, I wanna fucking die

Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x2

Everyone hates me 
My brain is rotting going crazy 
cant live like this anymore
Life is shit and there is no reward


Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x2

Oooooo

Defect defect, I’m a reject 
I think I need a factory reset x4

Defect

Stacy's Mom

Im so afraid to speak, im scared of everything
everyones watching me, they know that im a freak
im staring at the floor, what am i living for?
i want to be normal, why cant i be normal?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

im staying home again, i dont have any friends
afraid of what they'll think, i shrivel up and shrink
they know im low iq, they know i failed at school
i am a fucking joke, why am i such a joke?

too neurotic, stand and stare im catatonic
too neurotic, always feeling so self conscious

Too Neurotic

lately i have been giving up
theres no reason to give a fuck
everybodys all messed up on meds
the whole worlds coming to an end
all my life people told me to try
but i just wanna lay down and die
i think i am done
i will never give a fuck

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

lately ive been feeling down
i dont think ill ever figure it out
ive been getting more and more braindead
pretty sure in 2 years ill be dead
all my life i thought things would get better
now ive realized that im fucked forever
i think i am cursed
my life is the fucking worst

dropping out and giving up
i hate my life and everything sucks
always has and always will
i just wanna be shot and killed

Dropping Out And Giving Up

Please stop asking questions 
Of what I’m doing with my life
I hate to say depression 
But lately I just want die

Leave me alone 
I want to be six feet below 

Please don’t check up on me 
I’m not doing well at all
I’m going fucking crazy 
Splat my brains against the wall

Leave me alone 
I want be six feet below

Suicide Song

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

I wake up in my bed
plagued with thoughts of regret 
I am stuck in my mind 
I’m falling further behind 

Kill me now
Let me down 
Kill me now 
Let me down 

There’s no hope, no future 
Its my fault now I will hurt 
This is the life I chose 
Spite my face cut off my nose 

Kill me now
Let me down 
Kill me now 
Let me down

Deprivation Playlist

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