self prod

wud u mourn my body
wud u say ur sorry
for all the times that u swear u wouldn't harm me
said u wouldn't harm me
hear ur words in my head
im so fked up nd ur still in my fkin heart
in my fkin heart
clawing at my fkin veins
hear my ears ring everytime u say my fkin name



i cnt get enough 
yea i feel so stuck
playin w my heart
and i cant get enough
binded by fake love
attachments cuz were stuck
ik u hate me cuz im a fk up

wud u mourn my body
wud u say ur sorry
for all the times that u swear u wouldnt harm me
said u wouldnt harm me
hear ur words in my head
im so fked up nd ur still in my fkin heart
in my fkin heart
clawing at my fkin veins
hear my ears ring every time u say my fkin name

veins

attempting a different style, hope you enjoy

instagram.com/lonelyraver

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lyrics

you bring out the best of me
i only wanna make u c
that ur a part of me

x2

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

(vocal chops)

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

i wont cry
not a single tear left my eye
i wont leave u behind
no

 x2

you look so pretty in that white dress
you tell me not to say it
but you like that
we could run it right back

white dress (dollatega)

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Take it back to then
Ur an asshole
I’m dum mf say it back slow
I’m a bad fuck fuck me till my back sore
Sing it to that song
Yea I know we can last long

Ur a slut ur a slut oohhhh
Omg wtf ooohhhh
Ohh o-o-o-o-o
Ohh o-o-o-o-o
Good drugs all night sing along to all my songs
Knew that she a bygone
Money that’s in my wallet
Take ur time off put my time on it
Looking real fly that’s on my closet
Codeine syrup inna sprite that’s how I rock it
Fat pockets widda fat wallet
Bad bitch only luh the drama
Yk I slay it when I see u comin
Yea I said that shit girl u know my money ballin
Tell it how I call it
I meant to say I want it
Didn’t mean to fucking flaunt it
Yea I’m into all that shit 
Mentally conflicted
Girl y know I’m into it
N u all up in my mentions
If I said it then I said it
If I meant it then I meant it
Ur demented and I hate it
Sedatives to make me settle
It’s my life yea I’m just saying
Didn’t mean to fuckin play that shit
Stole ur life and y jus hate me for it

Take it back to then
Ur an asshole
I’m dum mf say it back slow
I’m a bad fuck fuck me till my back sore
Sing it to that song
Yea I know we can last long

Ur a slur ur a slur oohhhhh
Omg wtfffff ohhhhh


And we play ts for so long
Partying my soul off
Always pouring 4s up
That bitch stroke my whole soul
Juggin till the bands up
Percies pressed and we just play along

im js sayin @omgartixan

digital

prod meeee
ft @misalivee

hating everythinggggg

get myself sick
walkin round hating everything 
everybody like to stare every time i walk in 
smoking crack with a bad bitch XD
luvhex double suicide that's wats happening
change for me or ill nevr love u 
i just blacked out that's the only way i tell the truth 
take me back to highschool make myself sick da ba de bitch i feel so blu 
every time i think of u i just don't know what to do 
every night i get too high i hope that u know i can't let u go

she gone leave me stuck
you gone leave me drained baby idgaf
twisted off my drugs i never gave a fuck
i would kill myself just to see u know im dumb
say what? idgafff
used to think im cool 
now wont ever hit me up
i know im dumb
i just love a ghost
this dont even matter 
she wont hear it so ill go
```

make myself sick ft misalive

produced by @kaneda_7
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lyrics:
your silhouette still haunts me
and its beautiful but daunting
all i have is scars on my body
harsh reality that nobody wants me
another night another bottle that i drink down
holding onto nothing im a complete clown
walk around in this world as a jester
every word that you spoke stuck and festered
skin is peeling
heart needs healing
life needs meaning
can you hear me
can you see me
do love me
lifes a joke but nothings ever funny

did you ever listen to a single thing id say
everysingle day workin thru this pain
i wish i could turn off my brain
all these memories lurking in my conciousness like shadows
i try to fight but i lose every battle
can you just let me know if theres a part of you who still has love
the tiniest bit would be enough
that love could blossom back into us

catching you in lies like a deer in headlights
look so surprised that i know what you did that night
but it doesnt really matter baby coz im so in love with you
and i really dont know what to do
when your heart and your mind are both against you
i know one day i will forget you
and ill look back and ill see i never missed you

you are nothing
you are gone now
youre the embarassing secret i dont wan talk abt
i watched you walk out the door and then lock me out
the drugs im on that i sing about im not proud about
but theyre killing me
and i kinda love it
choosing between a slow death or a bullet i feel gods judgement
honestly fuck it
ill be dead one day anyways might as well go n rush it

silhouette (kaneda7)

prod 444jet
ft @asht0nn

show the world i'm sick now everybody already know LOL

LOL w/ asht0nn

x2
this is the addiction i’m waiting for 
i just wanna leave 
come with me 
won’t you?

baby do you love me?
baby i love you 
you don’t know how to love? 
baby i’ll show you

this is the addiction i’ve been waiting for

hurt (nermal6) [2023]

Produced by Sword and Sickle + Ragnarök
Written and Recorded by Techna

Lyrics:

Was is your plan to kill me?
I just want you to leave me alone
You know my soul is tired
I know our souls are tied baby
Was it your plan to kill me?
Why is my heart beating alone
You know my soul is tired
I know our souls are tied baby

French kiss, gloss lips
Daddy rip my fishnet
I got all these drugs
You can snort if you make it wet
I just want to 
Blow you, yeah I make it wet
Cut me open, stuff me like a teddy bear
Can we face fuck?
Daddy can you tear me up?
Voodoo doll like pin me up?
Dominate and chain me up?
Make a movie, regal
Can I stroke your ego?
Spread me like an eagle
I’ll squeeze on it like kegels

Was is your plan to kill me?
I just want you to leave me alone
You know my soul is tired
I know our souls are tied baby
Was it your plan to kill me?
Why is my heart beating alone
You know my soul is tired
I know our souls are tied baby

i want to be in ur wifi (rough draft/ prod.ortoxone)

xanxdream