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What if you lose your language(s)?
There are parts in the song where different vocals appear at the same time which makes it harder to understand. This is intended. After all the song is about aphasia.

The Aphasic
In this damned town I always walk around
searching for the sign I will never find
cannot give up, cannot go on
I feel eternity, feel it right in front of me

I can’t hear what they say/ the same
express it my own way/ every day
what they don’t understand/ can’t find
they try but they can’t/ the words to say
words slipping through my grasp/the thoughts swirl inside your mind
though I try to clasp/but the words just unwind
the words are in the past/the words out of grasp
they can never last/caught in your mind’s trap
I see it in your eyes/the thoughts…
my words a big surprise/but the words…
it’s all in my mind/the words…
I write a few lines/caught in…
but I can’t understand the sings of my own hand

can’t read a single line, can’t read a single sign
the words don’t reach you, though they try to teach you

I’m caught somewhere in my mind, can’t cross the borderline
I’m lonely in a crowd, and I can’t get out
there’s darkness in the light/the same
and light in the dark night/every day
I’ll get along with it/can’t find 
‘cause I’m too strong for it/the words to say
I’m lost in my speech/ the thoughts swirl inside your mind
the words are out of reach/ but the words just unwind
I would like to break free/ the words out of grasp
hope I can find the key/ caught in mind’s trap
some words cross my way/the thoughts…
but they will never stay/but the words…
the words don’t make sense/ the words out of grasp
out of reach, behind the fence/ caught in mind’s trap
I’ll find a way to shine/ the thoughts…
you’ll see that I’ll be fine/ but the words…
I will find my voice/the words…
it will be more than noise/caught in…
you’ll see it’s not in vain, I’ll find my own refrain

can’t read a single line, can’t read a single sign
the words don’t reach you, though they try to teach you

The Aphasic

70's French Movie End

The world is full of colors... That's how I put my feelings!😊
thank you for listening!!👍
Good luck to you!!🙏

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I am excited about collaborating with soprano Maribel Villarroel and arranger and pianist René Calderón. The lyrics are from a Pablo Neruda poem about Easter Island, "XXII La Isla". This poem is from Pablo Neruda's "The Separate Rose", translated by William O'Daly. The Foundation of Pablo Neruda has granted permission.

Canciones para Pablo Neruda" is a book of musical scores for songs based on lyrics by Pablo Neruda and artwork from some of Chile's greatest artists: 
www.amazon.com/dp/9564163218

This song was also performed live at "La Chascona", the former home and now museum of Pablo Neruda in Bella Vista, Santiago: youtu.be/vzz8tY0CYLk?si=ZfYIat6iL69p2FW4

Youtube: https://youtu.be/Joajhp7RsAw?si=dxWFiwL7YHQmqBSb


XXII La Isla

Amor, amor, Oh separada mía
Por tantas veces mar como nieve y distancia,
Mínima y misteriosa
rodeada de eternidad, agradezco
no solo tu mirada de doncella,
tu  blancura escondida, rosa secreta, sino
el resplandor moral de tus estatuas
La paz abandonada que impusiste en mis manos 
El día detenido en tu garganta

XXII The Island

My Love, my love, O separate one,
for so long sea like snow and distance,
small and mysterious, surrounded by the infinitive,
I am thankful not only for your lovely innocence,
your hidden whiteness, secret rose, but also
for the moral radiance of your statues,
For the forsaken peace you imposed upon my hands:
The day caught inside your throat.

Poema XXII "La Isla" (Poem by Pablo Neruda)

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“Symphony for Chamber Orchestra - 1st Movt: Allegretto" was completed in August 2024 in Fairview, TX. Performance time is about 12 and 3/4 minutes. Printed and electronic copies of the score and parts will be available soon from www.CreativeSpiritOnline.com.

About this recording:
The present virtual recording was produced using Finale 27.4.1 and the Garritan Personal Orchestra 5 virtual instrument library. For the best listening experience, high quality headphones are recommended. This recording was mastered by EMastered.

Instrumentation:
Flute. Oboe, Bb Clarinet, Bass Clarinet, Bassoon, Horn in F, Trumpet in C, and Strings

Performance notes:
• Tempo, expression, and dynamic markings should be strictly observed.
• There is no key signature. Accidentals apply to the end of the measure or to the note or notes tied over the measure, and only to notes of the same pitch class, in the same octave.
• Hairpin pairs (e.g.: mp <>, mf ><) indicate a temporary volume change of one dynamic level.
• Passages marked fff or ppp indicate playing as loudly and as quietly as possible, respectively.
• Double-bass “C-extension” is required.

Contact information:
Robert John Brooks, Fairview, Texas USA
Email: robtjbrooks@yahoo.com
Web: www.CreativeSpiritOnline.com
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Engraving by the composer
Artwork by the composer
Copyright 2024

Symphony for Chamber Orchestra - 1st Movt: Allegretto

I'm not sure which is more maddening these days — the situation in Ukraine or the situation in America. Hell, the middle east is also crap. I'm just mad at it all. 

The air-raid siren was recorded in Kyiv by vkvych (freesound.org).

(This tune is downloadable.)
I compose in MIDI, using Logic Pro and sound libraries from EastWest. 
© 2025 Rebecca Williams All rights reserved.

Run For Cover

The long anticipated;) follow up has arrived.  I begin the song with a brief reprise of "Two Faced" to set the stage.  After the cold and bluster of March, the gentleness of spring and early summer is felt with a walk in the park.
Thank you all for the overwhelming response to my ode to March and especially the interest shown in the little teaser, epilogue now a more complete thought.  As they say, "take time to smell the flowers":)

A Walk In The Park (David, acoustic guitars)

'universe of fun (in utero)'

Verity. We like verity. Music delivers us verity. It's like a universal tool to hone and send verity to our heads as therapeutic wonderfulness...

We are very proud to present the first of many organically grown collaboration between One Man Verity Show and The Beautiful Dark. This was effortless. I guess thats the other amazing thing that real musicians can share... For years we stare through our instruments at the world of music and then someday we connect and the visions combine. We'll keep comparing our world to the world of fake music until it is the fad that it should be... AI cannot deliver you a connection like we just started. You may get a remotely similar result but heres whats real... AI has never has our eyes to look at the woerld for 40 odd years with and it never will. Heres to real human connections and real music. Cheers Scotty

Lyrics

BPM 153
Timing 2/4
Tuning 440 Standard
161 Bars
Roots // Cx5, D, G // x 4 /// // G, E , D, C x 2// x 2 /// // C, C, D, D // C, C, D, G // x 2 ///  // G, E , D, C x 2//


Lyrics

To fungi moulded brain
Ha, who said we'd go insane!
To moderation main
Lined musical brain plane

To psilocybin liberty cap
Old medicine love to fill knowledge gap
Hallucinogenic conscious calm
Serves melodic thought through mouth and palm

We let finger run
Good psilocybin
Add to the birdies fun
Just doppler effect to dumb
One day, we'll all catch on
Sign ourselves to sound and sum
Good, self inflicted
Pure positive prone
Liberties begin to clone
We spread and hone
Bottoms up good planet of one

Let the fingers run
Run 'em for the Sun
Moon rise dear man
Flashbacks from fungi fun
The Universe we stun
Universe of fun

universe of fun (in utero) (with the Beautiful Dark)

Simple track, music made in GarageBand :)

Lyrics:

Love can be such a beautiful thing, if you just let it out
Don't hold back your love
You can't expect others to know
If you can't show what you feel inside, no one can see the real you
So don't hold back your love
Just let it out
Let it flow..

If you dare to give a piece of your heart
You can get so much in return
Give as much as you can
Even if you risk getting burned

Love can be such a beautiful thing if you just let it out
Don't hold back your love
You can't expect others to know
If you can't show what you feel inside, no one can see the real you
So don't hold back your love
just let it out
Let it flow...

No one can do it for you
But someone can do it to you...

No One Can Do It For You  (Original)

Eternal Music

lyrics

life is so short
why would leave me 
life is so short
it's time bereave
life is so short
why do you insist
on living without me

short, so short
it's napoleon 
it's napoleon
it's napoleon

life is so short
why would you waste your time
waste your time
waste your time without me

no more

life is so short

Made-with-AI
The inspiration for this song came from memories I have of watching an old movie as a boy called The Lost Horizon. The story of this song though, is somewhat different. The ruler of a land fights a battle, their side loses and they end up left for dead. Some pilgrims on a journey to a sacred paradise find them and carry them to the paradise known as Himinyala (from the Old Norse word Himinn). There they find paradise, but after a time, old desires for power and reclaiming their house and so leave, but vow to return after they set their affairs in order. But, in the end, cannot find their way back.

[Verse I]
Upon the field
where the red rain fell,
I lay among
the dying shell.
Pilgrims came
through smoke and flame,
They bore me high,
they spoke my name.

[Chorus]
O Mists of Himinyala—
mountains shine
the fire of life,
hearts are free
of greed,
of ire,
of strife,
And mercy grants
the soul’s respite.

[Refrain]
I am shadow,
I am sorrow,
For I turned my steps away
Now I wander
the endless tomorrow,
Never finding
back my way.

[Verse II – The Paradise]
I woke where meadows
kissed the sky,
With blossoms bending,
sweet and shy.
Clear waters rang
like crystal chimes,
And laughter wove
through all the times.

The people’s eyes
were kind and deep,
Their joy was pure,
their word they keep.
They took my hand
and called me kin,
And healed the wounds
that burned within.

The people’s eyes
were kind and bright,
Their voices soft
as stars at night.
They called me kin,
they gave me rest,
And love was placed
within my breast.

[Chorus]
O Mists of Himinyala—
mountains shine
the fire of life,
hearts are free
of greed,
of ire,
of strife,
And mercy grants
the soul’s respite.

[Refrain]
I am shadow,
I am sorrow,
For I turned
my steps away—
Now I wander
the endless tomorrow,
Never finding
back my way.

[Verse III – The Call of Power]
whispers rose
from my old hall,
The gold, the crown,
the banners tall.
I swore I’d rule
my House once more,
And then return
to blessed door.

I kissed farewell
with trembling breath,
And left that land,
O it felt like death.
I told myself
I would return,
And marked the path
with ash and fern.

[Chorus]
O Mists of Himinyala—
mountains shine
the fire of life,
hearts are free
of greed,
of ire,
of strife,
And mercy grants
the soul’s respite.

[Refrain]
I am shadow,
I am sorrow,
For I turned
my steps away—
Now I wander
the endless tomorrow,
Never finding
back my way.

[Verse IV – The Regret]
Through mountain storms
I searched in vain,
Through valley dusk
and snowbound plain.
The path was gone,
the gate concealed,
The secret lost,
the way re-sealed.

The years have burned
like falling stars,
My soul is chained
by grieven scars.
And still I cry,
though none can hear,
For the land I lost,
once near.

[Final Chorus]
O Mists of Himinyala—
mountains shine
the fire of life,
hearts are free
of greed,
of ire,
of strife,
And mercy grants
the soul’s respite.

[Final Refrain]
I am shadow,
I am sorrow,
For I turned
my steps away—
Now I wander
the endless tomorrow,
Never finding
back my way.

O Mists of Himinyala

Black Sigil_ Shadow Quest – MEQUAVIS Invocation V2

Paroles et trame musicale de François Andel

Mastering by Audio Colors


Belle-Île

Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie




Un p’tit coin de terre en mer
Couvert de landes et de bruyères
Un coin sauvage et solitaire
Noyé d'amour et de lumière

Une jolie plage de sable blanc
Baignée d'écume et d'océan
Au bord des rêves et du néant
T’es belle mon île cheveux dans le vent

T’es belle mon île sous l’vent du nord
Quand le vent chante jusqu'à Bangor
Quand tu te caches dans ton vieux port
Tu sais t’es bien plus belle encore

Une citadelle et un grand cœur
Port de Palais port du bonheur
Un petit hôtel couvert de fleurs
Pour les amants venus d'ailleurs

Des coquelicots et des ajoncs
Depuis Goulphar jusqu'à Sauzon
Sur tes plages blondes et vagabondes
T’es belle mon île du bout du monde

T’es belle mon île sous le soleil
À Port Maria quand tu t'éveilles
T’as le corps nu et les yeux clairs
T’as fait l'amour avec la mer 




Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie






Notre île Belle-Île
À quelques milles de la ville
Notre île Belle-Île
Un petit coin de paradis

Notre île Belle-Île
Bercée d'amour de poésie
Notre île Belle-Île
La Bretagne est si jolie

Belle ile

Heavy Punk Rock 'n' Roll band turns into Synthwave nowadays! Brand NEW album "Ultraviolet Cosmos" available NOW!
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As a composer, I am fortunate to have collaborated with incredibly talented artists from SoundCloud. This includes my latest album with the truly extraordinary soprano Maribel Villarroel and the masterful arranger and pianist René Calderón for 'Canciones para Pablo Neruda.' These songs are based on the poems of the great Pablo Neruda, and permission has been granted by the Pablo Neruda Foundation. Please listen, Maribel is a tour de force and her and René's interpretation of Neruda and these songs is so heartfelt. I am so deeply moved and appreciative of their artistry.

Other albums are 'Entre Jupiter y Marte,' and 'Reflections.' The remarkable tenor Ricardo Tamura, accompanied by the accomplished pianist Lucy Arner, performed 'Entre Jupiter y Marte'. Ricardo and Lucy are both amazing. These songs were co-written with the acclaimed author Antonio Skarmeta, which is my most special and dear honor. 'Reflections' is a collection of my earlier works that were wonderfully interpreted by the gifted pianist Javier Gonzales.

Additionally, these albums are accompanied by musical scorebooks filled with beautiful art, created by great Chilean, American, and Japanese artists. These books, with the same titles as the albums, are available on Amazon.com.  'Canciones para Pablo Neruda" has been registered with the Ministerio de las Culturas, las Artes y el Patrimonio de Chile.

Another special collaboration among many is with Paul-Maurice Roche, the incredible pianist and composer.  Thank you for taking a song to new levels of nuance and emotion.

I compose all the time, so there are many other songs here. Thank you for your support!

Pamela


Here is the Link: 
https://www.amazon.com/dp/9564163218/ref=sr_1_1?crid=27HRORXIDL3J8&keywords=canciones+para+pablo+neruda&qid=1696872208&sprefix=%2Caps%2C134&sr=8-1

Two of my albums appear on Pandora Radio: "Entre Jupiter y Marte" and "Reflections". "Entre Jupiter y Marte" was performed by the incredible tenor Ricardo Tamura, and the accomplished pianist Lucy Arner. "Reflections" features the talented pianist Javier Gonzales.
Here are links:
https://www.pandora.com/profile/pamelatatsuoka
https://pandora.app.link/1WjFRUy9Zeb
I hope that you enjoy the music and thank you so much!!
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Poema XXII "La Isla" (Poem by Pablo Neruda)

Pamela Illanes-Tatsuoka Composer

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