Crazily

Pill Party

Wire & Guns

did it right?

B.R.E x bnh deluxe - i'll wait

i'll wait by BNH deluxe, B.R.E

DID IT RIGHT by BNH deluxe, B.R.E

u’ve gotta smile

Rivelino on Electric Guitar
Alison on Vocals
Crow on Vocals and Acoustic Guitar

All mixing and recording done by Rivelino

Hearts or Crowns

Stay The Same

i dream of holding you in a way that you would enjoy 
but you have so much to do and im never one in store 
so ill wait for the next train 
so you dont have to talk in vain 

to someone who'd never forget a secret you have said 
cuz each of your word's tattooed forever inside my head 
but ive got some blank space 
holes in paper that i cant lace 

from nights where we'd get so high we'd forget our own names 
you said things back then and they slipped as i showed you my pain 
and like a childhood movie 
your smile faded in memory 

im not one to ask but now i think i know what love is 
i never relied on someone so much just to exist 
but i dont want to watch you leave 
no i dont wanna watch you leave

in vain

A daring holiday album that reimagines Christmas music not as background cheer, but as a theatrical journey through memory, loss, longing, and hard-won hope. Blending classic Broadway torch songs, cinematic orchestration, minimalist piano confessions, and modern pop experimentation, the album explores what the season becomes when youth fades, loved ones are gone, and the glow of tradition collides with the reality of time.

Rather than chasing simple nostalgia, the album interrogates it. Each song lives inside a “memory moment” — snapshots of Christmases past, where joy and grief coexist, and where the temptation to remain forever young battles the necessity of growth, reason, and emotional maturity. The melodies shimmer with familiar holiday warmth, yet twist into unexpected harmonies and textures: winter strings, distant choirs, tango rhythms, glassy minimalist pulses, and intimate solo vocals that rise into full Broadway climaxes.

Lyrically, the record charts the passage of years as both wounds and wisdom. It confronts the habit of always wanting more — more magic, more gifts, more chances — while ignoring the cost that time demands: fading health, empty chairs at the table, and the quiet reckoning that every December brings. Still, within that reckoning, the album finds grace: honoring those who came before, blessing the memories without being trapped by them, and choosing to step forward with sober hope.

Experimental Christmas Melodies is Christmas music for listeners who’ve lived enough life to know that joy is fragile, memories are powerful, and the season’s truest gift is not escape — but understanding.

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