Meat Computer - convo with god

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

talk about(prblm)

so tired.. l’ll let u go 
.. the me that u don’t know
look at the photograph, yea it’s still in my bag
it never stayed the same, ur heart u want it back? 
look & you’ll find me and the crow
he doesn’t let it snow
so tired, can’t hide it 
I’ll never be there for u
i make it come true, rip my face off ; brand new

say I’m gonna leave but u know I can’t 
can’t talk to me so u write it on my hand
nothing to see, it’s all a dream
i’m obsessed w u 
ur love in my bloodstream
i want something I can’t escape that makes me feel this way
before I put it in my pocket, I kiss it ; I lock it
blood medallion ; every step it swayyssszzZ

bloodmedallion.wav [nono g beats]

you tube (featuring Spira me)

prod n vocals me
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h8A4vHFIdQU

i wasnt trynna cause no problems
i said
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
uh uh
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems

its bad now
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain, mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
theres something missing
theres something missing
theres something missing 
theres something

nowadays nothing really looks appealing
down real bad i cant even touch the ceiling
i no longer know what i believe in
lost my passion lost my reason
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
reached for the top ended up at the bottom
its a reminder im still falling
its something really bad and its coming back like autum

real ass bloke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
my bodys going numb and im freezing when its hot in
i couldnt even tell you bout this all you gotta know
its bad
im struggling to eat
and i havent really slept well in weeks
i feel the dirt upon my sheets that i lay on
when i cry its real pain mom

(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(i feel the dirt upon my sheets)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
(when i cry its real pain, mom)
really damn broke when im stepping out in london
baby im on tour and thats why im not responding
i wasnt trynna cause no problems
theres something missing 
theres something

I think we ought to start our life old
And we have all the pain, and we're feeble
And we look at our friends, and they're feeble too, they're 100
But every day we get younger, and we have something to look forward to
No need to kill yourself you know, there's hope
And then when you reach 20, 19, 12, 10
Every day is really a new day
And it's really a miracle
And then you're a baby, and you don't even know your life is ending
You just suck on your mother's tit and then you die

exclusion from nerd-tactics: a standalone saga

Produced & Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv
Written & Art by https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it
Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it

Are you stupid or what? I’ll make an assumption
Turn my whole life into a private function
Real life moments seeing this stuff
You get what you want If you need it enough
I’ve decided my story will be about victory
Step on a devil that don’t mean shit to me
Kill all pretenders I’ll try something new
The flames so hot that it’s actually blue
One story about victory
One small man and his will to win
One nobody and his chance
One nobody that you’ve never met
One somebody you can’t forget
One nobody who changed himself so in a way everything’s changed

Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it
Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it

Real grove shit what’s up goes down
No ig, I’m I.G. right now
Tapped with the roots that’s under the ground
So I keep my head high when I’m walking around
No words needed we knock on wood
The world's everything that you wish you would
Wait too long and you’ll wish you could
Never did what’s good, I just did what I should
They said live your life and wait till you're dead
Get judged after everything’s been said
Long ass story's gonna get read
But I’m here right now judge that instead
Never been you but I’m getting the gist
Black fletching go past like mist
If I send an arrow it never gets missed
How’s chivalry dead if we exist?

Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it
Once in a life time? I like my chances
Prorsum always, knights and lances
Wait till you're dead to start giving it up
There is no after, we’re living up it

[We're alive right now, we're living it up
We're alive right now, we're living it up
We're alive right now... we're, we're]

Once In A Lifetime (prod. Shinjin)

HAVEN- I Run (Parks Remix)

@taylor 
pop song&&& i know i slip up im ssorry

all good ⚽ (prod taylor morgan) #EMBARASSING

medicine (kiryano)

produced by @opal707
featuring @d1vwv
mix/master/cover-art by me

ok lets do this
i never knew shit
always getting treated like the new kid
i swear im just human
theres nothing to it
i wake up eat my breakfast and get to it

everything been diffrent for a while
it changed for the better
ever since i met her
id hate to be the one that waste ur time
ngl find it hard to maintain a smile

i hate when it happends, tragic on tragic
i love it when i get to be with you i feel fantastic
touch feel like magic, better then imagined
remember how it felt to be alone i  cant go back there

i cant do it again
(i dont think this shit is fun i wont do it again)
ill do better this time

im just trynna sleep away the days babe
wanted u to stay so i made place
calling out names like i was never there
i cant seem to cope i disappear
one last try can i just love myself thats all i need
will i hide all of the things we kept underneath
idk what to call it im lost for words
the way that i forget it thats all its worth

maintain + d1v (opal)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCd9Gr0OFSMWGDs6pjdK05gQ

Meat Computer - convo with god

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