some thing i made at the beginning of 2021 idk why

Playboi Carti x Joy Division - Cancun Will Tear Us Apart

Dancing Silhouettes

BATHE ME IN LEAD

THE DARKNESS OF THE AFTERLIFE IS ALL THAT AWAITS YOU NOW

I SAW DEATH APPEAR AS A FEMALE IN MY DREAMS, I FELL IN LOVE

...MAY YOU FIND MORE PEACE IN THAT WORLD, THAN YOU FOUND IN THIS ONE

Leave Me ft. PonyBoy

[Verse 1: Lord of Cinder]
Eyes peeled shut from dried encrusted mucus 
Severed heads infested deep within the darkened crevasses
Endless sobbing ecos in the dark depths that secluded us
Why just make me blind everything around me so intertwined
My back hunched I wonder in pure pitch black
Dim flames awaken from each step theres no point to lack
Placed in this cell im so filled with madness 
I lost my reason ive only found unpleasant sadness in ruins of pure darkness

[Verse 2: Lord of Cinder]
I cradle in my filth i lost my ease
When I breath in i wease 
Voices whisper "Black lungs black lungs?"
"how come your neck isn't hung?"
Screaming in silence 
malicious intents of harming through fucking violence
I sob in fright from this tempting instinct
Relief through self mutilation till I self extinct
Figures just drag me through hell by my feet
I squirm till they strike, stab and rape and beat
Pay no mind ill watch my demise







HEMATIDROSIS

[ Verse 1: Orphan of Kos]

Guided out the crater in a swarm of flies next to my tombstone 
A rotting corpse walking, a nameless hollow lost without a spark of light
Brought into a crumbled world because of im a worthy sinner
I die every second because I'm unfit to be a lord of cinder
I fester in dark pits with no one to guide me out to render 
My birth was forgotten I mistaken I must not even be
Awake me 

[Verse 2: Orphan of Kos] 

Im forced to walk in silence hoping i can get some guidance 
Choking through the mist of fumes
I feel my soul has been consumed
should've known better than to have been exhumed 
I face my foes all bloody from much excite
I lift my greatsword with deadly might
One swing obliterates everything in sight
Down the pit they go becoming one with a spike
I punish bastards with menacing spite
The fright i see in there eyes just before they fucking die


DYING IS A LUXERY I CAN NO LONGER AFFORD TO ASK

[Ponyboy: Verse 1]
From pale to red sheets now they reek
There laid a dead carcass yeah that's me
Stinking up the room for about 8 weeks
Putrefaction stains the bed spread
Claiming that my death bed
Holes in the ceiling with my neck red
Look at me now, now im dead
What could I say, easier done than said
Now let's take a walk with death
In the mist lurking down the life i fucking left

[Ponyboy: Verse 2]
Sinking, Sinking Always sinking 
That's why I'm always thinking 
I just sit and watch it as it's fucking gaping
This cycle so endless I know there's just no escaping departure from my ways its was my only saving
It's hard to say it. But im Drowning
From the moment when my head was fucking crowning 
A boy who would face inevitable horrors inescapable i knew i would stand weak behind so many crumbling doors

[Ponyboy: Verse 3]
At night I just toss and turn always inside of my mind
Only time I get some sleep is in the daytime
The things that I think of are causes of all my disturbances
Got me shaking like im in some type of fucking turbulence 
Only closer, closer i am getting im right by the edge
Just let me wed i think that its my turn to have my dance with death 
Baby I knew I was just a fuck
That was it, now im left inside my stuck
Deep in the mud thats my fuckin luck

[Ponyboy: Verse 4]
Always feels like words just doesn't seem to work at times
Never enough to fill the blanks within the lines 
I don't choose to stay secluded stuck inside this mind
Playing back the memories from when I used to have a better time
This itching feeling creeping telling me to back out
To slump so low so slow until I black out
Is this what life is really all about?
I scream so loud so deep inside I can never get out

I AM THE NIGHT, COLOR ME BLACK

They just keep getting stupider! Fupa Goddess rolling in with another steaming pile of distorted drivel. Released 1/03/23 through XLAX Records Digital.

Fupa Goddess - Jiggly Jiggly I'm Coming For Your Booty

XLAX Records