How can you not like me?

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i just feel really lost and alone rn

lyrics: witchunter

i been stayin up late tryna keep u alive
u say u tired of the pain u dont wanna survive
and its hard cuz im the only one u got in this life
feels like whether u breathe or not depend on if i try

u say u bipolar u say u broken inside
i see the tears in ur eyes every time that u cry
u told me few days ago u aint wanna be alive
and i held my breath thinkin this the day u rlly might die
n nobody call ur phone nobody check if u fine
so im holdin all ur weight like its glued to my spine
tryna lift u from the dark but im losin my mind
tryna save u from ur hurt while im drownin in mine

and i love u yea i swear i rlly love u
but its heavy when im the only one above u
tryna keep u from the blade when it cuts u
tryna heal u while im bleedin in the cut too

i been stayin up late tryna keep u alive
u say u tired of the pain u dont wanna survive
and its hard cuz im the only one u got in this life
feels like whether u breathe or not depend on if i try

im scared to sleep cuz what if u gone in the night
im scared to leave cuz what if u pick up the knife
u say baby im sorry but that dont make it right
i dont need sorry i need u here holdin me tight
i just want u to fight even when u feel numb
even when the trauma hit and ur body go dumb
i know depression got u thinkin u done

i cant lose you

How can you not like me?

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