Say When

New first single off upcoming EP :- The Magic Pill

Magic Pill

Una nueva composición que surgió durante una charla con mi pareja.

Invocando la Calma

Invocando la calma

Invocando La Calma

Lyrics (Written and Sung by Lisa Abcarius):

HAVE YOU EVER FELT YOU’RE INTO DEEP
YOU CAST YOUR DREAMS BUT FEEL SO INCOMPLETE
SOMEHOW YOU LOSE ALL CONTROL

LIFE GOES ALL THE WAYS
NOT THE ONCE WE WANT
BUT WE NEED TO BE STRONG AND NEVER LET IT GO
RUNNING DOWN IN CIRCLES WE CAN’T LET GO
TRYING TO HOLD ON
HEARTS TURN TO STONES

WE HOLD ON TO OUR PAST
HOLD ON TO WHAT’S NOT (NEVER FREE, WHY ARE WE)
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WE SPEND ALL OUR LIVES AFRAID AND JUST TRYING (TO FIT IN, WHY ARE WE)
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WHY ARE WE (WE COULDN’T SEE)
OH WHY ARE WE (OH WHY ARE WE)
OH WHY ARE WE
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WHY ARE WE (DEEP WITHIN)
WHY ARE WE (RUNNING IN CIRCLES)
OH WHY ARE WE
I WILL NEVER WANT TO BE FREE

GOING UP HILL WITH MY TRAIN OF THOUGHTS
WE ARE ALL CONECTED SEEING HOW IT GOES
FEEL THE SPIRALS, YOU ARE NOT ALONE
ONCE WE MOVE ON IT WILL NEVER SLOW

BREAK THESE SPIRALS
BREAK THESE SPIRALS

HOLD ON
WE’LL HOLD ON
HOLD ON
WE’RE HOLDING ON

WE HOLD ON TO OUR PAST
HOLD ON TO WHAT’S NOT (NEVER FREE, WHY ARE WE)
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WE SPEND ALL OUR LIVES AFRAID AND JUST TRYING (TO FIT IN, WHY ARE WE)
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WHY ARE WE (WE COULDN’T SEE)
OH WHY ARE WE (OH WHY ARE WE)
OH WHY ARE WE
RUNNING IN CIRCLES
WHY ARE WE (DEEP WITHIN)
WHY ARE WE (RUNNING IN CIRCLES)
OH WHY ARE WE
RUNNING IN CIRCLES

WHY ARE WE
OH WHY ARE WE
WHY ARE WE
OH WHY ARE WE
RUNNING IN CIRCLES

Circles II (Combstead💀, Keystone Studios🗝, Lisa Abcarius)

So Happy To See You Again (Radio Edit)

Project Looking Glass - (Raccoons, 2021) - Bonus Track*
"My Generation"

My Generation

🎬 Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition)
by 4Me2BeFree
🔻 Song Insight

Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) drifts through the wreckage of love and survival — a slow, haunting reflection on watching someone you can’t save disappear into their addiction. The world feels empty, colorless, and cold; every echo is a memory, every silence a goodbye. It’s not just about losing someone to drugs — it’s about losing the version of yourself that believed things could still be repaired. The song unfolds like a cinematic elegy: spoken, aching, hollow. A voice trapped in time, whispering through the ruins of what could have been.

🔻 Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see.
You’re just a poor boy, but now you’re gone — threw it all away.
Your body’s aching all the time; you’re feeling like you just want to die.

[Chorus]
Our life had just begun, but you wasted it all away.
Even though I loved you, you chose another way.
Open your eyes, look up to the sky and see —
You’re just a poor boy. Is this the real life, or is this just fantasy?

[Verse 2]
Remember the nights we held each other tight?
Now it’s all gone, you’re lost in the blinding light.
You chased the high, left everything behind.
Our love was real, but you were too blind.

[Bridge]
So many nights I cried, hoping you’d come back to me.
But the man I loved is lost — gone with the memories.
You were my everything, now you’re just a ghost,
Haunting my dreams, breaking me the most.

[Outro]
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
You were my everything, now you’re just a memory.

🔻 Personal Reflection

This song was written in the aftermath of a love I couldn’t save. We had finally reached a moment in life where it felt like our time — the kids were grown, the chaos had quieted — but addiction stole that chapter before it ever began. Watching someone you love fade into their own self-destruction is like standing in a burning city, powerless to move. Lost Fantasy became the echo of that helplessness — the sound of grief in slow motion.

🔻 4Me2BeFree

At its core, 4Me2BeFree transforms lived pain into cinematic truth. Every song is an emotional film — layered with raw honesty, sound design, and storytelling that blurs the line between memory and art. Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) embodies that mission: it’s not just a track; it’s a requiem for what love becomes when it meets its own apocalypse.

🔻 Copyright Notice

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Lost Fantasy (Reimagined Cinematic Edition) by 4Me2BeFree

Covering Tom Petty's Learning to Fly. 

Tom is/was an absolute legend. It was so hard to pick a good song to cover - do I go with one of his dozens of hit singles or one of his hundreds of highly underrated deep cuts & b-side? I ended up choosing Learning to Fly because it's quintessential Tom Petty. So simple, yet so passionate & moving, & still seemingly underrated among his singles. RIP to the legend. I hope this does him some justice. 

On my Covers Vol. 1 EP - out January 17th 2020

Covers Vol. 1

Learning To Fly (Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers Cover)

Listen on Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/central-unstable-live/1569271533?i=1569271534

central unstable -B- (live @ Pulsing And Shaking 2/25/20)

Yoba дэнсинг

DRAGGING MY KNEE THROUGH THE TURNS ON MY MOTORCYTCLE HOTNESS...uh-huh....Mr. Fleck> tHE bEAT aRTIST<drums...FAST AND FURIOUS... MELT YOUR FACE...PEEL THE PAINT OFF YOUR CAR...POUR VODKA ON THE BAR AND LIGHT IT ON FIRE...and it's kinda' catchy too...FAST... FAST...FAST... melodies and solos featuring PANIC and his brother FREAK OUT

BYE, FELICIA ❥☠ ❥☠❥☠❥

Jim Robinson and Mark Butler are both Army veterans, and the founding guitarists of the ‘90’s metal band Spectre.   Today they are professionals who spend their limited free time collaborating on new music from their respective homes in the Midwest and the Lone Star State.  Keystone Studios is their online playground, an ideal virtual location to exchange their ideas and create inspiring and positive-vibe metal music.   No doom and gloom here - just high octane tunage.  They believe that life is too precious and too short to waste focusing on the negative.  Buckle up and enjoy the ride!

Circles II (Combstead💀, Keystone Studios🗝, Lisa Abcarius)

𝙆𝙚𝙮𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙙𝙞𝙤𝙨 🗝