KEVIN

PV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtKXThAkQnk

Hi everyone!!! Sorry I haven't posted in so long but you know the drill! 

I started this song in 2018, and it's gone through dozens of overhauls in both the lyrics and music. The song kind of grew with me until it turned into this, and I could finally say what I've been wanting to say with it. 

The point of this song is that you never really stop working on yourself. It's about getting better at navigating the depths of despair and finding a way out faster than you could before. This one specially goes out to those who aren't at their first rodeo.  I really hope you like it. 


CREDITS:
Music and lyrics by Crusher
Accordion by Dmitry Karev
Mix/Mastering by darkbluecat @darkbluecat
MV by Angela M Chong
MV text by Starry-P

special thanks to NEUTROGIC!

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Lyrics:



La la la dee da dee da
La la la dee da dee da






The day of a funeral
The mourners dressed in black
They came to say their piece and go
No, they're not looking back

I was the first to arrive
and the last one to leave
time ticked on without me 
while I waded through the grief






I'm drowning in my goodbyes
when I start to realize
I'm not quite sure who died
Until a chill runs up my spine

Six feet under,
and now I start to wonder
if for all this time,
perhaps the funeral was mine...





I know I can't be mad,
but I'm absolutely livid!
To think that I was dead...!
When I thought that I was living...!!

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and savor all the parts you can, 
Cuz no one mourns the wicked!

La da da da dee da da
Absolutely livid!

La da da da dee da da
A memory so vivid...

No one mourns the wicked!




Here lies our dearly beloved, 
who suffered a lack of common sense
And though we'll miss her,
The best thing to do here is let the dead rest






This is the part where the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown, and own up 
When the harvest begins,
Let it wash away my sins 

Never tilled a field with seeds to grow
Never watered, weeded, picked or eaten
Anything of my own, on my own,
But I know I've got to

Tend to the ends I loosened over time,
And put out the bridges I set on fire, 
That's right, it's gonna take a while
to clean up the mess I left behind, cuz

This is the part where the real work starts,
the real work starts, the real work starts,
Where I reap what I've sown and own up, 
and pay what I owe






If after all this time,
You find I'm all but timid
Bear in mind that turning tides
could leave an ocean winded

My heart will only grow with me,
Who owes to mend it
and as seasons come and go, 
Living on becomes the ending

I know I shouldn't laugh,
but it's hard not to do
The shallow grave my temple claimed...
...was just the hole I dug myself into

Just take me as I am,
A memory so vivid...
and then savor all the parts you can, cuz
No one mourns the wicked!

We all could use some mending!
Living on becomes the ending!
A memory so vivid...
No one mourns the wicked!

No one mourns the wicked...

Wicked (feat. Eleanor Forte)

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Lower One's Eyes (English Cover)【Trickle】「ロウワー / nulut」

Pre-order Solaria here: https://www.eclipsedsounds.com/shop
SOLARIA will be released on January 19th, 2022

LYRICS
--
Oh, when light has gone into hiding
Oh, when skies won't stop falling

When the dusk draws on
I'll be your dawn

Heard the whispers
Say you're caught in the eye of the storm
Heard the rumors
Said you don't know what you're running towards

Oh, but you're the tide coming in
And I'm rushing to you
Ebb and flow of the summer monsoon
As a new day begins
Soon the light will breakthrough
Feel the warmth of the sun
As it comes into view

In the aftermath I'll be waiting here
As a "Welcome back", keeping the sky clear

When the dusk draws on
I'll be your dawn

Heard the cry, the cry
The cry of the constellations
Leading me to you
Heard the night, the time
The sky like a satellite station
Our Fated starry-eyed rendezvous

Caught in an avalanche
Feeling like there's no way out
So come and take my hand
I'll show you what it's like to be found

So don't let the fear and all of pain
Take all that is dear, You will be okay
The night will always lead into day

Every dusk, every dawn will lead into day
Every dusk, every dawn will turn into day

No matter how the dark of the night
I will push it away
Behind the clouds, behind the rain
I am here to stay

Oh, when light has gone into hiding
Oh, when skies won't stop falling

When the dusk is long
I'll be your dawn

Every dusk, every dawn will lead into day
Every dusk, every dawn will turn into…

Dawn

01/13/2022

Dawn (feat. SOLARIA)

to be honest i rlly do nawt like this cover and i only keep it up so peop;le dont reupload my shit without permission lawl
VSQ, music, lyrics - GHOST

【SynthV】Amygdala's Ragdoll【Kevin -BELT/SOLID-】

Enigma ⧸⧸ Kevin (synth V Original) - tart

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH im so proud of this cover !!!

i had just like. a SUPER big surge of motivation and finished this cover in the span of like??? 2 hours ??? fuckin insane

anyway this song has been on loop for me since it came out so i decided to hop on the bandwagon... tuning the "hahaha" parts was so fun

onto kevin uhhhh i was just gonna use my girl stardust but i loaded him in and he actually kinda ate ?? so here he is :3

song/svp: Katachi P
tune/mix: kosmosynth
vocal: Kevin (SynthV AI)

youtube: https://youtu.be/8fBGdVHjzyE

【SynthV Cover】Self Proclaimed Angel【KEVIN】

【SF-A2 Miki】 Metronome / CircusP

Please use other streaming services if you are able to, soundcloud doesn't pay its artists :')

Dizzy Paranoia Girl ft. Kasane Teto

got taken down from youtube so i'm unprivating this 🔥🔥🔥

tarantula ( jayzeroey )

【KEVIN】Language of The Lost【SynthVカバー】

Watch the MV here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3EumJm6iw8

credits:
Composed and Written by Tsusutauseries
Arranged and Mastered by Steampianist
Video by Shius

Special thanks to morbid-morsel for the animated walk cycle and Alphonse for giving helpful advices to shius

Kaleidoscope Haze

Born in the shadow of a shuttered coal mine in southern West Virginia, Smokestack Holler is a four-piece band that channels the grit, grief, and ghostlight of the Appalachian soul. The group is made up of two brothers—Jesse and Caleb McCrae—whose harmonies carry the dust of generations; their sister, Mae McCrae, whose voice cuts like wild honeysuckle through fog; and their lifelong friend Elijah “Lige” Booker, a fiddler and banjoist whose playing conjures spirits from the holler and fire from the strings.

Raised on gospel, grit, and the sound of trains that no longer run, the band blends Appalachian folk, swamp blues, and mythic storytelling into a sound that’s both haunted and defiant. 

Whether playing bowed banjo under moonlight or howling harmonies in a one-room church, Smokestack Holler is a living elegy for a place that never stopped singing—even when the mines went dark.


I Wish I Was a Mole in the Ground

Alcoholic Nightmare

Credits ｡.｡:+* 
▪︎ Original: DECO*27 & NAOKI ITAI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOvfM0fe-FE
▪︎ Mix: Zero (https://twitter.com/zer0skye)
▪︎ Vocals: rachie (hi!!!)
▪︎ PV: nag https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5VatOKtU2o
▪︎ Lyrics: Cotton


✻ Lyrics ✻ (Feel free to use but credit cotton please thank you!)

“I stole it?”
“No, I don’t know what you’re talking’ ‘bout”
You bluff away with this charade that I can’t figure out
My darling
You cross your heart, and then you hope to die
So keep on lying to my face and see if I comply
 
“I stole it?”
“No, I don’t know what you’re talking’ ‘bout”
You speak clichés and reap the praise of all the fools in doubt
My darling
Why can’t you see that there’s no fooling me?
Our love is much more of a mess than even you could be
 
Blah, blah, blah, blah, do me a favor and shut up for now
You think you sound clever, but ‘cause I know better, you sound just too loud
Try to escape and you’ll see that you don’t have a place left to hide
So speak of the devil, but know that you’re summoning me to your side
 
1, 2…1, 2, 3
 
Dance away, you li-i-iar
Your loving burns like fi-i-ire
Only you, only me, let’s tear these vows to shreds
And let death do us pa-a-art
 
Poison me, you li-i-iar
Our love is old and ti-i-ired
So cover your nose and swallow me away
I’ll get into your vei-i-ins
And then we’ll meet our end
 
“I stole it?”
“No, I don’t know what you’re talking’ ‘bout”
You bluff away with this charade that I can’t figure out
It’s hidden
It’s tucked away somewhere that’s safe and sound
I hear you loud and clear, so baby, there’s no need to shout
 
“You got me!”
“No wait, I’ve got no clue, what could you mean?”
Caught you again today, again you slip away from me
You’re sinking
Digging your grave deeper and deeper down
For all your talk, I see you’re nothing but a helpless clown
 
Everyone and my own mother is starting to make fun of you
‘Cause nothing about all the lies that you tell yourself seem to sound true
But in the end, you’re the beautiful liar who’s stolen my heart
You’re just the devil, but I’m on your level, so drag me down now
 
1, 2…1, 2, 3
 
Dance with me, you li-i-iar
I’m gonna take us hi-i-igher
Only you, only me, we’re guilty as they come
And though our love is wro-o-ong
 
Now I’ve got you, li-i-iar
So look me in the ey-y-ye now
Hello, how are you?
Our punishment and crime
Will never go awa-a-ay
No, it’s far too late
 
Dance away, you li-i-iar
Your loving burns like fi-i-ire
Only you, only me, let’s tear these vows to shreds
And let death do us pa-a-art
 
Poison me, you li-i-iar
Our love is old and ti-i-ired
So cover your nose and swallow me away
I’ll get into your vei-i-ins
 
Dance with me, you li-i-iar
I’m gonna take us hi-i-igher
Only you, only me, we’re guilty as they come
And though our love is wro-o-ong
 
Now I’ve got you, li-i-iar
So look me in the ey-y-ye now
Hello, how are you?
Our punishment and crime
Will never go awa-a-ay
No, it’s far too late
All the things that I should hate
But the moon is in the sky
So I guess
This is goodbye

Enigma ⧸⧸ Kevin (synth V Original) - tart

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