keep the hope...

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街灯 / street light
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どうか
想い届けと　風をあつめて
祈る　ゆびさき

どこか
帰る場所など　有るが如くの
急ぐ　あしおと

命があるか　ないかの
二色で塗られた景色だけ
吹き荒れて　佇んで
暗闇ですら　ない

自分のような　何かが
自分の姿で演じてる　そして
泣きぬれて　狼狽えて
こっちを覗いてる

ひとり
灯る街灯に　寒くないかと
憂う　ゆうぐれ

いつか
閉じる扉など　有るが如くの
急ぐ　ひとなみ

命があるか　ないかの
二色で塗られた景色だけ
吹き荒れて　佇んで
暗闇ですら　ない

自分のような　愚かな
自分の姿を忘れてる者が
泣きぬれて　狼狽えて
こっちを覗いてる

街灯 / street light

100$ (I want that)

This track was composed entirely using hardware synthesizers, presenting a unique creative challenge. I specifically utilized the Yamaha MODX8, Roland GAIA 2, Roland TR-6S, and Bass Station for all sounds. Not a single virtual instrument was used in its production, making the creation of this piece a truly hands-on experience.

150bpm

Ready for Departure

90er Rap Style ( 11.07.2025 )

Acid in the Rain

Do they meet
Do they gather
Do they talk about the shit
That really really matters
Are they the ones who make the rules
And are we just their fools

You ever wonder why
Nothing makes sense
Why are we getting dumber
Why our thoughts are less intense
Why we have to comb through history
For signs of intelligence
Because it's all forgotten
We've forgotten who we are

Yeah,  technology advancing
But let's face it
We're all still just dancing
With customary shit and institutions
That no longer serve a purpose
Keep us buried in delusion

Some people think
That this earth is only a few thousand years old
No matter what they've been told

Now it seems that the purpose of the nation
Is to effectively dismantle
The systems of education
Because a smart person is a threat
And we only have value
If we're in debt



In Debt

So you wanna hear
My backstory
Well there ain't no tragedy
Ain't no fucking glory
Just a lot of fucking trauma
That would bore you to death
But it put fire in my breath

Let me tell you about you
You pathetic worm
You think you got it figured out
But I see you suffer and squirm
Go through the motions of a lost life
Become a slave to the wage
Is it existence or mindless strife

When you go to church
And sit in the pews
Do you think
This is what God wanted for you
You can create But you destroy
Spend your time and money
Playing with children's toys
Too dumb to think
Yeah. Its too tough
Let others make the rules
One vote is good enough
Because you're convinced
That there is nothing you can do
Thats what's wrong with the world
Full of people just like you

People like you
People like you
Useless as rocks
Sorry but it's true
And the real fucking problem
Is you think that you have value
And others
They believe it too

But some of us can see
The shit on your fingers
The stench of your soul
The odor that always lingers
The ways you're all so false and fake
You see it's not just me
You give God a fucking headache



God's Headache

Death of the Literate

Well
I'm in pain
Again
Suffering
Seems to be my only friend
And I don't know
When it began
Or when it will end
All I know is
That I'm in pain
Again

Don't come at me with shit
I don't want to hear
Take it somewhere else
Get the fuck
Out of here
I hurt so fucking badly
Right down to my bones
And I just really want to be
Alone

I don't want your sympathy
Pity isn't pretty
To me
And I don't want your company
I'd rather die and be free
Drift for all eternity
Alone

Alone
I just want to be alone

I just want to escape myself

I just want to be alone

I can't escape myself

The pain inside of me
Something I'll always carry
Because
I just can't escape

Myself



Pain

I hope I die soon
But my doctor says I won't
I want a gun
But my therapist says don't
So I do a lot of drugs
And I hope they'll cause my death
Every time I take a hit
I hope it takes away my breath

Yeah yeah yeah
Fuck it all 

I hope I die soon
But my doctor says I won't
I want a gun
But my therapist says don't
So I do a lot of drugs
And I hope they'll cause my death
Every time I take a hit
I hope it takes away my breath

Yeah

Hope

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Acid in the Rain

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