In high school, I discovered Bauhaus, Love & Rockets, and Tones on Tail…
The Album Pop is amazing. I collected all the crazy colored-vinyl 12” records.
Of all their songs, from goofy to darkly magnanimous, I love this one the best. So many cool elements – the bleeps, the low droning synths, the backwards stuff, the bassline, the reverse-reverb vocals… they all add up to a seriously epic masterpiece…
- - -
She said, Time to crush this feeling
Writing very long letters as soon as it rains
Ooh the rain

To dance the night away
He watches topless pin-up faces
A million different jackpots
With a thousand different gazes
Ooh the rain

But it’s time to crush this feeling
As soon as it rains
Ooh the rain

But it’s time to crush this feeling
As soon as it rains
Ooh the rain . . .


Tones On Tail - Rain

Many thanks to Sabila and Mist for their excellent creative interpretation.

Be sure to check out Humanfobia's BC page for many more great dark sounds...

https://humanfobia-official.bandcamp.com/

L'Oiseau De Chadarnook (Humanfobia remix)

Created from samples of unreleased tracks by the artist .EXErcist.  Thanks to this artist for letting me use them...

You can check out more of .EXErcist's music, at these sites:

https://www.youtube.com/@dotEXErcist
https://soundcloud.com/exercist-524272168
https://dotexercist.bandcamp.com/

Interloper (Remix of Sounds from .EXErcist, by PMC)

bored today - done a thing 
it had me dancing 
but coudnt sing ....so instrumental it is -hope you dance too

loopy

This track I made 20 years ago using Reason 3.5 . I was working in a factory and one of the company directors was named Martin . His right hand man was a South African guy . I recorded my own voice and also impersonated said South African guy . This file was originally a wma file that I've converted to MP3 .  A good friend of mine " Mr Hooverweight " convinced me to share it 

Galactic Gondola

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#Glam/Art pop #Rock #Cello #Introspective #Vulnerability #Dreamy #Theatrical #AnxietyAwareness #MentalHealth 

 “Misunderstood” – my new track,

🌑💔 Feel the raw vulnerability as this story unfolds…
A journey of someone battling severe anxiety 😰🖤 – their daily fight to break free from its suffocating grip.
Fear spirals until they can’t leave the house, trapped in a bottomless black hole 🕳️.
They ache to step out, to show the world what they’ve GOT 🔥✨ – but judgment and overthinking every stare hold them back.
🎧

The coverart 🖼️ is meant to look like “David Bowie”  This song is dedicated to him, I tried to recreate his vocals using AI, he is national treasure and legend. I wasn’t his biggest fan but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t a great artist.  He was baritone singer able to register in the vocal range of B1 to Eb6, he was able to hit high falsetto’s using Tenor agility. He had a Very rare and unique singing style. 🎤 🎶 


Lyrics, 

[Verse 1]
I’m a humble man
with simple intentions,
I’m not perfect
And I find it Hard to fit in! 

[verse2]

Ooh, I’ll shake the sleep dust from my eyes
As a starlit dreamer, I’ll pierce the skies
Shouting my words — I’ll break free!
Let the real me shine for all to..see!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Verse 3]
They’re staring again, with eyes like eager vultures
They think I’m strange, an embered pulse in a lonesome post
No, no, no, it’s not as it seems!

[verse4]

Ooh, I retreat to my home,  
Away from their harm and circus schemes.  
I won’t walk through oil-covered fields,  
Alone in my sorrow, where fear feeds,  
Swallowed by a black hole’s cosmic scream!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Bridge]

Anxiety — let me go!  
I’ll break your hold!  
Dancing to the comet’s call —  
Astral flame, set free!

[ Final Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[End]

MISUNDERSTOOD

Piano played by Simizy 
Artwork by Simizy 

Simizy & Oj22- Terrorist Bootleg

Galactic Empire

AI





Uhhhhhhh

Ughhhjhjj



I think too much
I know its true
I think about death
And what it means
For me and you
I know the stories
I know them well
I know the possibilities
We may end up in Hell
That may not mean
Much to you
But it really does to me
So here is the opportunity
For you to see
What I see

I know about the demons
Monsters made to kill
I've seen them in the movies
And art when I sought thrills
Yeah, that shits disturbing
But I don't really get the chils
Because if I have to deal
With them for eternity
Eventually,  I'll get used to them
Im pretty sure I will
Then they wont really bother me
Just another fucking pest
I see these mother fuckers
In people like you and all the rest
So, fuck these fucking demons
They can kiss my ass
If thats eternal damnation
The suffering won't last

And eternally burning
Would really fucking suck
If you're just engulfed in fire
You're just shit out of luck
There's nothing you can do
But absorb the brutal pain
Maybe cook down to an ash
Then start all over again
Eventually
It seems to me
Another example of monotony
Shit I deal with already
In that situation
They'd have to strip from me
Every thought in my head
Every memory
Because the routine
Of endless suffering
I've already had to endure
If I can still look inward
Then I might have a cure
I might have an escape
From the prison they put me in
If I can stir up a thought
And let the process begin
And if I do this for eternity
Eventually hell won't bother me

If in hell I meet others
Those who share my fate
Is there a potential to party
Will they wonder why I'm late?
Will we swap stories and jokes
Of the horrible lives we had
Will others be shocked
When they find out I'm not bad?
Will others wonder
What is wrong with me
Will my hell then become
Eternal mockery
This, yes, this would bother me
But its just another
Example of life
That I know very well and see

No

No

If you must know

What truly terrifies me

If what I think of sometimes

Too deeply

And I really hope

This doesn't happen to me

And I don't really like others very well

But I hope no one experiences

My Vision of hell

Imagine the blackest pit of space
Reserved just for you
Sit or stand
There's no chair
Nothing to see
Nothing to do
No one
To ever talk to
Just you

Eternal loneliness
No one cares about you
Anymore
Ever again

And you know
You'll never see another light
And the temperatures so cold
Endless blackest night
Eternal starvation
Eternal isolation
Memories of hope
Only way you'll cope
Eternal and final separation
Freeze in your empty damnation

That scares the shit
Out of me
I pray
That's never
My reality

My Vision of Hell

NoTechno(original-mix)

▪️▫️◼️◻️⬛️⬜️⬛️◻️◾️▫️▪️

NoTechno(original-mix)

MrDjBigHouse