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lyrics~

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

BITCH FUCK THIS
I’m out of options

You don’t fuck w me? Guess we gotta problem
Bitch you should kill me, before I can profit
You don’t know the real me, I am a prophet
King of my pain, always fuckin exhausted 
I’m not the same Riley, he fuckin lost it
All the heart break, is what fuckin caused it

Bitch it’s explicit, I can’t fuckin feel shit
Numb from the pain, that I fuckin create
I love pushing my limits, how much can I take?
Ive gone insane, but they made me that way
Yes I might cave, but I can’t fucking break
I should go to hell, for heavens sake
But I think that it’s fake, so why should I stay?

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

Watch my hate build up
Ain’t afraid? You should still run
I wanna see real blood
To see if I will feel sum
I do not fucking feel love
My blade, wants to feel ya
If you can get touched
I might fucking kill ya

Bitch I am Damian
Im the insane within
Causing the caving in
Thoughts you can’t make of this

Making you break again
Keeping you caged in sin
Why would I fake this shit?
You don’t know me bitch

I make the room quiet when they see im silent
I’m trying to hide all of the hidden violence 
Don’t ask, “are you okay?”, I’ll say that “I’m fine” and
Really im lying, think soon, i am dying
I wonder why I should I even try
Insanity’s taking away my damn mind
All of the pain that I’ve felt, I can’t cry 
But even when finished, I’m crossing the line 

Enraged, then I blackout
Don’t care if you tap out
I Let the blood drip, bitch I want it to stand out
It’s best not to get up, you shouldn’t go that route
The screaming, I love, let’s hear his grown ass pout 
I’m on my own, I don’t need fuckin handouts
Imma mess, yes I know, but I can’t stand down
Dragged ya dead body across the damn map now
You have gone missing, I wonder what thats bout

All I see is fuckin red
I’m Alive but fucking dead
I have words that go unsaid 
But I’ll bleed till there’s nothing left 

I’m so fucked up 
I’ve been corrupt
I’m still so young
But this life’s, been a rough one
I say fuck love 
Some think that it’s stuck up
But no one knows what’s up
You don’t know what I once was

Damian (prod. DarkHeart)

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Kinda Lonely [feat. sOkay](prod. Kubsy)

Look At The Sky (Prod. numb)

VOICEMAIL prod. Jordan SZN x Di

chew

https://genius.com/Gothurted-hold-me-lyrics

hold me ft. deadfish [prod. sarcastic sounds]

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Lyrics
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I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my...

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Oh, I've been falling into the abyss
The abyss
The abyss
The abyss
I've been counting just please don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
I've been drowning in fake bliss
In bliss
In bliss
Fake bliss

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Fuck Up [Prod. Blade901]

Prod. Kado

You were 
Only searching for love
Only found it in drugs 
Get no love from the world 
Get no help from above 
I’m awake on my own
Never sleep in the dark
I think I’m losing myself 
I think I’m falling apart 
I think you’re crying for help
What am I gonna do 
I would help if I could 
I think you know that it’s true 
And it wouldn’t be hard
If we’d been friends for a year
But a decade and a half 
I just wish you were here 
Now we’re 13and you’re up around out 
Now we’re 16 and you’re all about it 
Now we’re twenty three and you can’t live without it 
I hope you live to see 30 but I fucking doubt it 
So I lie and say that I don’t give a fuck about it
Grab another bottle and I fucking down it 
Don’t let them see the way I feel on some poker shit 
I’m just tryna heal, quit telling me to get over it 
Ain’t no way of getting over this except for separation, I’ll find a way to handle it 
fighting hesitation cause I know you faced abandonment 
Couldn’t watch you becoming a picture on my mantle, shit
We both know that’s how it’s gonna end 
Stumbling around OD’ing on kolonipin
And that was four years ago it’s only gotten worse since
I told you it would kill you if you ever fucked with heroine
We haven’t talked in year I hope you get better
From I what I hear you’re barely keeping yourself together 
Got a couple homies hooked, Fucking trend setter 
Fuck my ex and expect me to say that it’s whatever? Look
It’s comforting to know you’re still alive
I hope you turn it around, I hope you live your life 
Just know I understand I never wondered why 
I just miss my friend he’s been gone for a long time

Atlas

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Prod. @reedkun
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Lyrics:
Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


It just hurts
It just gets worse
It just hurts
It just gets worse

I been on my own, I been in the dirt
I been all alone, i just wanna skrt
Where i wanna go, gotta make it work
Ice on my bones, i feel like a jerk


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time


I dont know where my life is going
I hope my heartaches never showing
Sometimes i feel time slowing
Im stuck here and im smoking

Drugs ill sniff so i keep on going
Why she up on me till the morning
Blood on her lips and her fangs are showing
Fantasy girl, pretty eyes are glowing


Im exhausted with the state that i been in
Im emotionally drained and on a thin line
Of not giving a fuck bout anything
Or getting so depressed bout everything


Circles forming under my eyes
I lost count of days gone by
I just want to make someone mine
Even if i die Imma try, 
imma try

Im sorry for all those times
I sat there and made you cry
Lately i been getting high
Wasting time, wasting time

🔄 Circles 🔄[Prod. Reedkun]

Painless prod. whereisdanny

Reaper lil $inner X Robstar Prod Kuroime

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

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Left On Read

So guys its been a long ass time since I posted, i've been taken a massive break in fact I couldn't make any music for half a year I was just posting songs I made around summer time and before, and music was just making me super depressed in general, I still don't think my music is amazing, but I made this song just before the countdown for new years and it means a lot to me, its about the fight between myself and the feeling of having multiple people in a single vessel, hope you enjoy, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2021, this year will be better for all of you!



Producer: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxmP7h4uRJDsnGZEVQNP2ew
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/puta_22
Mixing & Mastering: https://www.fiverr.com/oyusof73?source=order_page_user_message_link
Artwork: https://www.instagram.com/vermouthnoir/

^^^ Big thanks to Hxnvme for the background vocals make sure to check her out above ^^^


Lyrics:

so you said I should change
change my thoughts
you said I keep lying
but what the fuck about yours
you said I can't face it
and this pain is yours

keep moving forward nigga
but what about now?
what about now?


yeah
everythings the same
cause I know i'm not fucking changing it
you think i'm insane
but i've seen life and its amazing bitch
talking to yourself
well you must be fucking crazy shit
I think its amazing your still standing here
cause your a  fucking ugly
useless
stupid ass bitch
you think your worth it
do you
nigga fucking quit
I can't take it
fuck you
hope you slit your wrists
bitch I hate you
love you
your still such a kid

man I hate you
fuck it 
I don't wanna be you
i'm stuck here
lost
and I can't stand to see you
i'm helpless
alone
in a mind so deceitful
I guess i'm just gone
and I don't need a sequel

i'm gone

fuck it i'm gone
I can write life
like I write in my songs
I can keep moving
but it aint moving on
I can keep saving
but when its all gone
nah fuck it i'm gone

yeah
nah fuck it im gone

nigga im gone

nigga im done

nigga im gone

message to myself. (prod by. goochy)

Cell Games (feat. Santos Santana, Prompto, B-Train, Blake Basic & Drugsta)

Together Forever

Together Forever (prod. IOF x King Theta)

Koi The Alchemist: 
- https://www.instagram.com/koithealche...
- https://soundcloud.com/koi-the-alchemist
- https://youtube.com/channel/UCvUt8WP5...
- https://twitter.com/KoiTheAlchemist
- https://music.apple.com/us/artist/koi...
-https://open.spotify.com/artist/4QaIO...


Sadfriendd:
https://soundcloud.com/sadfriendd
https://www.instagram.com/sadfriendd/

Koi The Alchemist - EATTHEENTIREASS ft. Sadfriendd

im a idiot who likes games,music,art,anime,dancing and other..stuff lol

Reaper lil $inner X Robstar Prod Kuroime

my name is Miguel

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