This has honestly been my favorite song since it came out, I absolutely love it ❤️

Lyrics: 
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

wipe my tears cause I gotta get the cash now
no more fears but I feel it when the lights out 
world so cold it’s like I’m living in the arctic
so unknown sometimes I feel like I’m arson
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions 
tell me that you hate me tell me that you loathe me
tell me that I ain’t shit tell me that I’m nothing
heart filled with emotions can't share em with no one
yeah that's why I numb the pain with all these drugs and potions

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

all the shit I done and all the things I seen
made me build a wall to block my memories
yeah, these drugs they got me falling like some leaves
need some novocaine but it ain’t for my teeth
I been fighting all these demons in my sleep
yeah, I’m faded yeah, I’m faded off the lean
don't give a fuck if I don't wake up from this dream
pass me a rope so I can leave reality

I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends
I been crying I been crying on my own
I don't need no one don't need no one at all
cause I never ever ever had a friend
loneliness is like the pain that never ends

The Pain That Never Ends

✦ VIDEO OUT NOW

https://open.spotify.com/track/0kGEfTojej9LDTVW5dp7Nv?si=bBa1OLOVQUmclPaZsWp8Iw

prod. 4evr

cold (feat. thebreathingbackwards, yesterday, & stairwell)

(PROD. BY @prodlxve x @kvnny)
engineered @kvnny

lyrix

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

every single day
moving faster like a race
and im hoping that i crash
saw 200 on the dash
fuck a red light
stop sign
i cant give a fuck no
i aint got time
stopwatch
that rolly dont tick tock

woah

if i said it then i mean it
i choose you like
eenie meenie
told you that im never leaving
and you still do not believe me
so i put it in the past 
i cant see you like im stevie
so ill put it on a track
so you see me on the TV
im a rockstar
cant stop till they know it
really hoping i dont blow it
cause i really wanna show it
show show up with the flex
let em know that im up next
yung ghosty with the checks
yung ghosty with the checks

woah
yea i got the checks like its nike
running round my town i think they like me
neck and wrist is icey
baddie treat me nicely
yea
shes bad for my psyche
yea

must have met you in a past life
odd are i loved you then as well
but right now you make me so mad
make me feel so sad
woah

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

empty (p. lxve x kenny)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm

Soundcloud

 https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl

Merch

https://lilxtraofficialmerch.bigcartel.com/

Insta

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/

Twitter

https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL

Youtube

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA/videos

Facebook

https://www.facebook.com/LilXtraAtl/


Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

@lilxtraatl <3

[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves 

[verse]
she fucks with my head on daily
she fucked me like she really hate me
she love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can’t breathe when she speak I see stars in my dreams

every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can’t even cry I wouldn’t date me
and if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so,

I don’t even cry no more
but, lately I been cryin on the floor, like
I don’t even want this life
why, does it have to so bright

I, know
i, know
i, know

you're not alone
[chorus]
ripped black jeans and Snow White hair it’s like no one sees or no one cares,
its like all I crave is her
but I’m not what she deserves

[verse]
yeah i know i'm not alone but it sure does feel like
everyone hates me i just don't feel right
and you said, you're not alone, but when i show up there's no one home

its not easy believe me, when i'm standin' right here and you still can't see me i'm, in your ear but you still can't hear me i'm, speaking truth and you still don't believe me

i've been broken before and i'm broken again
i guess i'm being punished for my sins
lately my nightmares feel like my friends cause
only they understand me in the end

you're not alone

not alone w/ lil xtra (prod. boyfifty)

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

@syndrome-beats

Never gonna stop
Climbing to the top
Even when I flop
When I wanna swap
Cannot let it drop

Vision that I see
Sit so perfectly
Know they will agree
Only you and me
In our reality

Printing out the counterfeit
And talking like a hypocrite
But we know what they commit
Is destined for a dark summit

Echoes calling to my ear
But I know their insincere
Objects not as they appear
Only try to interfere

Always find myself alone
They don’t when I’ll be home

And I
Will always be by your side
Until the day I die
I’ll tell you why
Out of time

All of our morality
Leading to finality
Reaching the mortality
Only a formality

But I wanna be
Floating in a sea
Cut ties, set me free
Endless eternity

Always falling down
Don’t keep me around
Sideways turning frown
I won’t make a sound

They wanna see me die
But I’m gonna fly
Wings set to the sky
All I’ll do is try

Don’t leave me alone
I can’t let go

And I
Will always be by your side
Until the day I die
I’ll tell you why
Out of time

trouble music video

out of time (prod. syndrome)

this track is pretty different for me, i hope you guys like it. 💙 

big shoutout to Sunny Hughes for killing the art!! make sure to go show her some love!! 💙
https://www.instagram.com/sunny.hues/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/SunnyHues

lyrics:

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I cannot wait

cause I'm losing my hope
losing control
feel like I'm losing everyone I keep close

I walk down this road but I do it alone
summer or winter I'm still gon feel cold

I know things have changed but I can't let it go 
glad that I'm hopeful, it's great
but the distance it grows

introspection got me mixing messages
like I used to mix the pills with the dro I'm

confusing
elusive
out of my mind half the time

way too lit
not lucid
lost where no one else could find

I been on autopilot
I can't watch my life pass me by

but I don't wanna leave my vices behind
and let go

but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate
on the ways

I can keep myself out of an early Grave
cause as of lately

I been lost in
my mind like a pit
that I can't help but fall in
I

feel way to toxic
I hold it inside
cause it's only my fault
and I 

I feel exhausted
I'm falling apart
while my loved ones are watching
knowing they can't stop it

good intentions are empty
when they're disregarded 

I need to find new ways to cope

past reaping the profits off wounds that I sewed up

cause inside I still feel alone
my heart is a home with the windows and doors shut

and I still feel so much damn love
I know that I don't have to do this on my own
but 

I'm still getting lost in the drugs
lost in the lust

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

spotify

I don't wanna let go

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

CHORUS (Snøw & Powfu)
tears are falling
always crying
you keep calling
love is dying

i’ve been stalling
i’ve been trying
i can see our
love is dying

SNOW
i know that you’ve been calling
ignoring you is best for me
dont tell me you think i believe
anything you’d have to say
anything
anything
you’d have to say

POWFU
never gave me love
never gave me what i needed
saw me falling down
but then you chose to leave me bleeding
wonder why i hate you
girl i got too many reasons
all over the map got emotions like the seasons

SNOW
dont say i
dont say i didn’t try
so many restless nights i
hearing you cry your mind
i swear you love to fight

COZYBOY
i swear you love to fight
you love to cry
you never give it up
in the middle of the night
you love to be right
you dont care to even try
you love to be right
so i gotta say goodbye

out of time (prod. syndrome)

two:22

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