UPDATE:  Right before Christmas 2023 The Gift of Life organization that handles transplant donors and recipients finally decided that the family of my for and I could personally communicate with each other. We had filled out 2 sets of forms asking to be able to talk. This took too long. I finally know who gave me life! His name is Neal. I'll keep the last name private. 

He has three young adult children. His death was sudden and unexpected after having severe pain in his head. I had a long talk with their mother Connie who told me about Neal and his children. Two of his children are musicians, one who has released albums. Best of all, except for one son, they live only a two hour drive from me in Pa. This connection has made all of us happy. Neal lives on in me. There is so much that never would have happened without this gift of life to me.
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Ten years ago I had a liver transplant. They never tell you who donated it because of privacy issues but you can write a letter and give it to your transplant co-ordinator to pass on to them and they can contact you if they want to. I didn't do that. The first couple years were touch and go for me and I was in and out of the hospital quite a bit. The years that followed were rough. The medicine I have to take causes cancer and I had more surgeries for that. Liver disease caused my bones to be brittle and I've broken quite a few. But about a year ago my drs said that whatever I die from it won't be my liver. It is functioning very well. The man who gave me his liver has a family. Hopefully their grieving causes them less pain. I wanted to write music for him, for them that expressed my emotions at having ten years of life I came close to not having. My doctors told me I would not have lived another two weeks before I would have gone into a coma. I would have missed my grandchildren growing up and three great grandbabies being born and a fourth on it's way.  I would have not recorded 100 pieces of music as my legacy to future generations. Not a day has gone by that I have not thought about this man. He checked the box 'organ donor' on his drivers license. We rarely know when the end is coming. We need to appreciate every day we have. If he could only now see through my eyes. ❤️

If You Could See Through My Eyes

This is a very different track than the last track i uploaded here (Frozen lake). This is more like acid house. This is perhaps a new type of Acid House; meant to listen to in the bedroom or the living room. Not the dancefloor.

The title is a reference to Fatboy slims track "Everybody needs a 303"

Everybody needs a 303 emulator

HEAL THE EARTH
lyrics and singing by: SENNID
riddim mix and mastering by: IRIEWEB SOUNDS

HEAL THE EARTH - SENNID & IRIEWEB SOUNDS

fine then , find them

Fine Then , Find Them       feat frawstakwa

Write / Lyrics & Voice : EIN MUSIC
Prod. / Mix / Master: Captain Futuro Beat
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3UKvM2M0fR3bN1e8nP7KpA?si=cmi-yqXlRVq1iiK6w64lrw
I am honored to share this song of mine with you.. Taken from "psychiatric reports", my second project, and my first album.. 2018..
Thanks to a true master, who produced this beautiful beat. As well as the entire album! He has always believed in me, and I have always seen a role model in him. I will thank him forever, and wherever I am I will carry everything in my heart... The advice, the music, the friendship... Some people are fundamental in their journey. Thank you🧡
I hope you enjoy
Listen \ Dance \ Repost \ Comment \ Like \ Follow

FOCACCIA GENUINA

EIN RAP - FOCACCIA GENUINA (Prod. CAPTAIN FUTURO BEATS)

stand up for something

One minute past twelve.

4 hour flip.
Vox & Lyrics -https://www.looperman.com/acapellas/detail/22005/falling-like-an-angel-100bpm-dancehall-acapella 
Original track - Freddie Martin - It Happened In Chicago
Track selected by @mreguest
MOSNAR DET - Remixing, Drum Programming

Loop Diggers SRC 145 Deco Doozies Trk 2 - Odarka - Falling Like An Angel

Free as a Monk in Tibet

Astravinds orminhabity_02

Shining
Intuitive Song for Vicki
words & music by Michael Stillwater
30. October, 2025
TriGuna Yoga Studio in Feucht-Moosbach, Germany
hosted by Julia von Ungern-Sternberg

(Scroll down for Lyrics)

This is a spontaneous, intuitive song recorded during the Honoring Ceremony, in which the music is created and recorded by Michael in response to recipient themes.

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Lyrics:

I was locked up inside
I was not moving at all
And I found that the only way for me
After a fall
Was to open my heart to the sunshine
Yes, open my heart to life
Open my heart to the sunshine
Yes, open my heart to life
And I’m opening now like never before in my life
I’m opening now like never before in my life  (repeat)
And love like the sunshine
It’s pouring all over me
Love like the sunshine
I feel that it’s setting me free

Love like the sunshine
It’s pouring all over me
Love like the sunshine
I feel that it’s setting me free

I’m opening up, I’m opening up

I open my heart in a new way
I open my heart right now  (repeat)

And nothing can stop this wave of love
That is flowing right through my veins
Nothing can stop this wave of love
That is making me never the same
I am changing into who I am came to be

And I feel love shine like the sun
Yes I feel love it’s shining  (repeat)

Through every part of my heart it is shining
It is shining, it is shining

Through every part of my heart it is shining
Through every part of my heart it shines  (repeat)

stand up for something

Walkin' in Pa's Footsteps