I said I would stay n wait 
never said that I’d Decay 
(Not long enough to decay)

You said I was a lil too late 
My expense, lost my soul mate

I said I was never late 
You said leave it to fate 

One big trip of a sentence 
I will give this worldly confession 
Wont catch me fiendin in heaven
In fact I’m still trying to find heaven 
I think it was here with the girl with red hair and some tattoos
once more I’ll lose

Back n forth were passin bars
dangerous business swervin cars 
fuck being an emo trap star
more xans to get me to mars 

so we pulling up to function late 
it’s just our thing, it’ll be ok 
either way we gonna get paid 

you never explained what it means to live in reality 

I’m not the one that’s in my head (I know it’s in my head)

I always knew I’d be better off dead

About the 3rd day you left me on read 
I’m still trying to figure this message 
some words to bring you back to my bed 
to safety to peace 
I need you resting quietly on my side 

but you’re gone now I’m dead 

This is regret 
This is me saying im better off dead 

This is regret 
Put the gun to my head pull the trigger now 

You’ll find a way, move on without me

Big Dreams - Single

Big Dreams For A Small Town House Party (Yes This Song Is About You) (prod. hndrxx x Yago)

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Big Dreams For A Small Town House Party (Yes This Song Is About You) (prod. hndrxx x Yago)

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