私とあなただけ。 
超越瞑想。 
私はこのピアノを永遠に弾きます。

Artwork by EXSHA 
twitter.com/imexsha 
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ピアノの独り言

グリッサンド (Glissando)

雲海に漂う

心の散逸

Leaving

Occasionally I ask myself why is it that I feel so lost.
And I begin to fall back down the rabbit hole that is my past.
A swirling fog of entropy fights hard to obfuscate my goal.
Fed each moment by the blackness that affects my mortal soul.

I briefly see my past arrayed, laid out like a mutated river.
It begins to bother me and I worry at it like a sliver.
I briefly glimpse a feeling lost, an emotional I no longer have.
I see a way to get back there and set my boots upon the path.

This all happens within a moment.
A pause in the endless war within my psyche.
It all comes crashing down
“I wonder why anyone would choose to like me.”

The haze settles back around me with all the comfort of a coffin.
And I slip back into the mood that afflicts me far to often.
All thought of self improvement flees from me like a startled horse.
And I take my boots back off of that new and oh so hopeful course.

How dare I try to elevate my life, all that I deserve is strife.
All I need is loneliness, I cannot fix me, I cannot become well.
Repeated mantras course through my head and I settle back into my comfortable hell.
Odd that I fight so hard against any positive change and yet I allow all temptation to further derange.

I hope one day to escape my prison, of which I am both guard and inmate.

Sorry for taking up your time, I truly hope you can't relate.

should I just...

t e l e p a t h テレパシー能力者 - 星間性交

綺麗なFOUNTAIN

From "Enchanted Instrumentals and Whispers" out now:
https://windows96.bandcamp.com/album/enchanted-instrumentals-and-whispers

Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/4JLZmlctwzJ6wnrkc3pu7N

Hypnosis

From the album '一人で'

https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--11
https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--11
https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--11
https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--11

雰囲気

https://soundcloud.com/identitycrisissw
https://gorgeouslights.bandcamp.com/album/remnants

remnants

identity crisis - delayed ascension (from 'remnants')

from my 3rd sample-free slush album "常夏"

https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--19
https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--19
https://desertsand.bandcamp.com/album/--19

プールサイドの夢

Not my track, just uploading it.
All credits to: t e l e p a t h テレパシー能力者

現実を超えて

t e l e p a t h テレパシー能力者 - デジタルライフ

If music didn't exist, the sand wouldn't be warm.

desertsand.bandcamp.com

雰囲気

desert sand feels warm at night