LYRICS 

air in my lungs 
I don’t waste it enough 

The things I have done 
Was it all really love?

Look up at the sky 
The stars are waving goodbye 

I don’t want to die 
But everything is a lie 


Ahhhhhh I
Feel 
Ahhhhhh I 
Feel 
Ahhhhhh I 
Can’t be real 
Ahhhhh I 
Can’t even feel 


I can think of it twice 
If you ask me politely 

I can cut up my arms 
But that won’t stop me from hurting 

I have told you before 
I will tell you again 

I won’t be around tomorrow 
Won’t be here till the end

Don’t worry 
I have tried 
All my life 

Why in such a hurry 
You can live out your life 
Just one day at a time 

Ahhhhhh I
Feel 
Ahhhhhh I 
Feel 
Ahhhhhh I 
Can’t be real 
Ahhhhh I 
Can’t even feel

988 on speed dial (prod.Teej)

LYRICS 

Do you feel? 
X4

Your mood can stay forever 
I can not stay for long 

My heart can feel the weather 
Outside not really strong 

You don’t seem to care 
If I don’t ever wake up 

You don’t seem to care 
About me living enough 



You don’t know 
We were never close 

You don’t know 
You’re unable to love 



Our problems knocking on the door 
They won’t go away 

My mental health declining 
I hate living these days 

If I were to stay 
I would be digging my grave 

If I were to love 
Then it would have been in vain 

You don’t know 
You don’t know

care to love (prod.null)

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I'll give up before my lungs do (prod.alexmilano)

LYRICS 

I’ve told you plenty times already 
That I’ve made many mistakes 

I don’t feel like talking to you  
It won’t be a better day 

Just let me lay 
Taking meds 
I swear there ain’t no other way 

I don’t get a second chance 
To fix the things I’ve had to say 

It just stays 
on my mind 
Taking up my space and time 

I don’t do it for the dollar 
My soul simply love the rhyme 

Can you ever really say 
That what I’ve done was all a crime 

Over taking pain is melting 
You just want to run n hide 


Bitch I know 
That I feel it dug 
Tryna live within 

Body aching 
Hella lately 
Taking meds 
To live again 

Oh the end 
I don’t fear it 
Matter fact invite it in 

Pour me up a double 
Cup I sip it all wit vitamins 

You don’t care if I live or die 
Feed me cyanide 
I don’t care if you ride or die 
I can’t trust no lies 
Drink it up let my liver fry 
The vice can not deny 
Roll it up puff it to the sky 
Give me peace of mind 



Like prolly 
I never cared enough 
To say I’m sorry 

For myself 
Ain’t showing up 
Just pourin up when it’s a party 

Cold hearted 
I Can’t say exactly 
When this started 

I just do it everyday 
Without it
Start to feelin nauseous 


Just a feeling that can stop 
Whenever I can go away 

I don’t need to go to sleep 
To realize I was not awake 

Let me keep on rotting on my bed 
won’t live another day

no peace of mind (prod.sorrowbringer)

LYRICS

Lately I’ve been thinking 
I won’t live past 21 

Please just lock me in my room 
Inside don’t want to see the sun 

Takin meds and smoking woods 
I’ll die my own way I can’t trust 

Take my life I’m talking suicide 
Too soon I’ll jump the gun 

I can’t blame if you don’t trust me 
I don’t even trust myself 

It ain’t even worth the time 
To mention getting any help 

Lookin back you’ll realize 
No one ever noticed how I felt 

I’ve been calm thinking bout it 
Rating percs like I’m on yelp 


Yet I still do it 
I love it 

Admitting I’m an addict 
Type of shit that you gone leave me for
But I can live without you 

Feeling lonely on the outside 
Inside talking to yo three friends 

Alcohol then smoking tree 
Wit nicotine have been yo demons 

Drinking more than I know 
What my liver can take 

Hype me up till I die 
I just want it this way 



Put the knife deep in my chest 
Cuz I ain’t different from the rest 
No way of saving such a mess 
Don’t think there’s value in me left 

Cop a better typa person 
One that isn’t always hurtin
Cuttin up the bloody mess 
Will hurt your stomach 
Start on turnin 

I can’t live it up 
Take my money 
Take my brain 
Don’t take my liver now 

Without it I might go insane 
Planning day to day 
On changing How I live a certain way 
y’all don’t understand 
I love it and you’ll never have a say 

I won’t live again 
Take my soul
Don’t take my meds 
You like to play pretend 
Uh
Without em I won’t be the same  
Feeling pain I wanna open up 
A cut across my neck
I ain’t bullet proof 
But where the bullet goes don’t need a vest

21+ (prod.NXMERCY)

LYRICS

I been counting 
Calculating all the years I have left 

Taking one good look at myself 
Breaking making such a mess 

I can’t even count it right 
I’m taking meds just take a guess 

Cut my life in half don’t doubt it 
soon enough put me to rest 

Swim or drown 
Let me down 
Le-le-swim just let me me drown 

I can’t tell you anymore 
When Ill be goin outta town 

Any day that death can pull up 
I know he will come around 

I don’t wanna chill the fuck out 
I can’t live within the bounds 

Low high 
You know I can’t live without it 
Staying sober going over then I hear the spirits calling 

Shouting WE I RD O! 
Swear my head is in distress 
But trust me I care even less 


I never thought my life 
Would be like this 
When I was just a kid 

Takin meds 
And sippin drank 
Then Sweatin pullin out the blick 

Went from playgrounds 
Run n chasing 

To the bloodhounds 
Smoke and lacing 

Self induced pain 
Feels amazing 

Pourin up 
N gettin lazy 

As of Lately it don’t phase me 
Call me back don’t call me crazy 
burn me you can try to hate me 
Even more 
I don’t feel love like a ghost  
Runnin out of ways to medicate 
I tweak out on the low 
Oh oh

Losing Count (prod.hypnotize)

I wonder where I will be 
Five to ten years down the line 

I have made some sacrifices 
I will never be alright 

I’ve tried to live without regrets 
Has given me a decent life 

But when I look into the mirror 
All the truth comes out to light 


There’s a man in the mirror 
Tells me not to look away 

Telling me that I don’t got it 
Not to live another day 

Talkin bout I don’t deserve to live 
That I’m a waste of space  

Saying I should cut my wrists 
The world would be a better place 



Bitch you know I got meds 
Kept away a safe space 

I don’t care if I don’t wake up 
I don’t care if it’s laced 

Wakin up everyday 
Have too look him in the face 

Tell me lies im okay 
Death is winning this race 


Keep a red rose Glock 
In the back of the whip 

Keep that hoe real steady 
Bring it up past my lips

Bitch I don’t breathe heavy 
Ima take my own tips 

Grip that shit no sweatin
I don’t need the whole clip 


Then I get started 
Talkin bout it 
All the things I hear at night 
I grab a knife I chop it up 
Bitch you won’t need an alibi 
I have a letter on my shelf 
I’m talkin dirty suicide 
Don’t blame yourself 
I’m raisin hell
And you won’t get to say goodbye 


On dat shit I been 
See me up in the clouds 

Ima swim no fin 
I been smoking that loud 

Take away my stick
Head be fillin wit doubt 

Ima take a Lyft 
I can’t be in a crowd 


N-N-N-No joke killa 
Reaper walking down my lane 

Now you can look me in the eye 
But we will never be the same 

We can leave get out of sight 
But it won’t take away the pain 

Been feeling better late at night 
The sight of blood will make you faint 


This life is short 
I’m staying ready 

All my loved ones 
Know it’s messy 

When I die 
There will be plenty 

Smoke my ashes 
y’all can have me 

I just want Marlboro reds
And my fuckin meds 

Put a six pack of modelos 
Then put me to rest

me vs me (prod.sphynx)

LYRICS 

Staring into the abyss 
I feel it staring back

I’ve been living on the edge 
And I’ve been tryna to stay on track 

Wish I didn’t need the meds 
To fill the void I’m feeling now 

Wish I didn’t learn to swim 
In life cuz I’m just tryna drown 


All the nights that we go out 
I don’t feel alive 

Just pretending to enjoy it 
Bitch inside I want to die 

Looking forward to the day 
That I won’t have to feel the night 

I won’t bug you when I do it 
Quick cuz ima do it right 


Bitch I sin I don’t zyn smoking dutches with the zip 
Trying to find a way to live my life the margin paper thin 
Momma told me always do what’s right I take another hit 
When I die there might not be a light but I don’t give a shit 


Watch me fly By Whippin it 
Now I ain’t scared to die 

I don’t need a hoe to ride for me 
Bitch I can tell me lies 

I just need the meds and hennessey 
I’m pulling out the nine 

I don’t need to be depressed 
So that I want to take my life 


Got that blood red whip 
Smokin sticky on the go 

Shawty wanna be official 
But I keep it on the low 

I don’t want to break her heart 
She’ll find me seizing on the floor 

Veins cut open praying hoping 
I don’t wake up anymore 


Cuttin up a body 
Sprinkle salt and lime 

Mixin and we crossing 
Wanna test my life 

Bitch I’m dying young 
Why should I even try 

Motha fuckers buggin 
Ain’t no tellin why  

Rollin up another 
Wanna numb my mind 

Finger on the trigger 
Wanna live tonight 

Married to the meds 
Now I don’t need a bride 

You should live your own way 
Bitch I’m livin mine 


While I’m still Sau 
Ain’t nobody gotta know 

Smokin stoggis feeling lonely 
Wakin up inside a morgue
 
Hittin licks wit Kirby keys 
We get to steppin on that hoe 

Grab the bottle hit the throttle 
Keep on sinning till I’m cold

Abyss (prod.sorrowbringer)

LYRICS

Where do I Belong 
I don’t even fucking know 

All these people 
Been around for years 
They’ve seen me fall and grow 

Lots of expectations 
Gotta make it 
I could never fold 

They have seen me Smile 
see I’m fine 
I’m putting on a show 

Wonder if it hurts to hear 
That I’m really not around 

Shit I wonder if it hurts 
To see me when I’m bleeding out 

Now I passed out 
Been abusing how I live 
Even Love ain’t no excuse 
To think I’ll find myself again 

In the end 
It’s just me and you 

When you hear me talkin bout it  
Am I getting through
Can you listen hear the silence 
I feel in my room 
Gotta tell you I’ll be out late 
I won’t be home soon 

Or ever again 
I can’t show my face 

All the pain that I have caused 
Won’t simply go away 

All the meds that I’ve been takin 
Foggin up my brain 

When I’m gone I know that 
It will never be the same 


I can’t say that I’ve been 
Feeling better voices get loud 

I can’t tell you how I’m doin 
As I’m Leaving the crowd 

I won’t tell you how I fall asleep 
At night feeling down 

I won’t tell you anything 
Don’t want to worry you now 



Why do I even try 
Try to be awake on time 

I’m replaceable 
They say they need me 
I’m just hearing lies 

I am loved and I am wanted 
Maybe in another life 

All these meds can love and want me 
I’m still a finna take my life 


I’m not ready for a change 
Don’t think I ever will be 

I’m not capable of loving 
Having any feelings 

I don’t have another option 
I can’t stop the sinnin 

Can you love a person Like me 
Will you ever see me 

As a human 
I don’t expect you to try 
I’m a weirdo livin lonely 
Stuck in place and time 

I’m a person that is waiting 
For the day I die 
I can’t be with you tonight  
But I still hear you cry 


Slide smoking 
I’ve been rollin 
One in the chamber 
If it just ain’t workin 

Tried to be better 
I just keep on hurtin 

Too tired to remember 
What I’m living for then

2late4me (prod.curtes)

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