LYRICS

Lately I’ve been thinking 
I won’t live past 21 

Please just lock me in my room 
Inside don’t want to see the sun 

Takin meds and smoking woods 
I’ll die my own way I can’t trust 

Take my life I’m talking suicide 
Too soon I’ll jump the gun 

I can’t blame if you don’t trust me 
I don’t even trust myself 

It ain’t even worth the time 
To mention getting any help 

Lookin back you’ll realize 
No one ever noticed how I felt 

I’ve been calm thinking bout it 
Rating percs like I’m on yelp 


Yet I still do it 
I love it 

Admitting I’m an addict 
Type of shit that you gone leave me for
But I can live without you 

Feeling lonely on the outside 
Inside talking to yo three friends 

Alcohol then smoking tree 
Wit nicotine have been yo demons 

Drinking more than I know 
What my liver can take 

Hype me up till I die 
I just want it this way 



Put the knife deep in my chest 
Cuz I ain’t different from the rest 
No way of saving such a mess 
Don’t think there’s value in me left 

Cop a better typa person 
One that isn’t always hurtin
Cuttin up the bloody mess 
Will hurt your stomach 
Start on turnin 

I can’t live it up 
Take my money 
Take my brain 
Don’t take my liver now 

Without it I might go insane 
Planning day to day 
On changing How I live a certain way 
y’all don’t understand 
I love it and you’ll never have a say 

I won’t live again 
Take my soul
Don’t take my meds 
You like to play pretend 
Uh
Without em I won’t be the same  
Feeling pain I wanna open up 
A cut across my neck
I ain’t bullet proof 
But where the bullet goes don’t need a vest

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