Lyrics:

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
Questions flood my brain like a hurricane
It's about time it overflows

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
What are my favourite colours, how much more to discover
Feels like its all brand new

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

<3

Identity's Arithmetic (p. keano quinn)

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 

Stuck under storm clouds
the forecast said lightnings 'round
You saw me, looked me in the eyes
and turned around
You turned around
You don't care now
Now I'm left begging the gods for..

Rain, rain wash it away 
Rain, rain wash me away 
Rain, rain end all this pain
Rain, rain I'll go into the sewers, drown	

Darkness coming
I can't escape it, it's approaching rapidly
The sun's setting
I love the cold
But without you it's consuming

You are my sun
Now you are setting
You are my world
Now my world's ending

I love the cold even though it stings
inflicted pain from beautiful things
Sick of the summer
It lies through it's teeth
I breathe in the Winter
this is what it means to be me

Down in the sewers
Rats scatter and scream
"please don't hurt us"
Don't worry
The storm's come for me
A fitting ending

(Rain, rain I beg you to wash me away..)

sewers / drown (prod. Saint Mike)

Not cursed (overdose cover) hope you enjoy x
I do not own the rights, sincerely covering this beautiful song of my friend not cursed. Please do check out the original 
Lyrics:

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

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Overdose (Notcursed & Safeatlast Cover)

Break me apart? :) w/ the bros <3
Vails 

hole in my heart, feeling fable 
Left my house, keys on the table 
Heading out and I won’t know when
 you’ll be back …
You’re the prettiest girl that ive seen
But theres plenty more fish in the sea 
I just gotta learn a few things about me 

Will you remeber my last words?
Will you tell me that you’re okay?
Will you remeber my last words? 
Text my phone and tell me you’re okay!
Yeah the moonlight, looks real pretty right? 
Just hope you arent out with another guy 
Another guy that you can break apart 
Right from the Start 🥲

Autumnisending

How many victims will you tear down?
Before you realise, that you’re in the wrong 
And I let you get the best of me now
And I find myself now crying to my mum 

Vails 

Yeah this cigarette tastes real good when I’m sad
But the alcohol inside me , just makes me feel bad
Cus I remeber the times like last night 
Where we would chase away into the stars 
Sat outside, by the fire, the leaves are red, and my heart turnt hard

Autumnisending 

It’s all my fault, it’s what you tell your friends
But it’s not, it’s so much more worst than that
Maybe it’s just your beaten complex  
Maybe it’s just cus you’ll loose a lil street cred
Maybe it’s cus you’ll find out who you really are

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Break Apart w/ Autumnisending

Lyrics:
only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies (x2)

trying to keep it together but im falling to pieces
you promised me forever, so why are you leaving?
you know ill keep holding onto you
even if you're the boy who cried wolf

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies 

wish i could get out my mind
the exists too hard to find
getting too tired to try

only feel okay sometimes
i often never feel alright
knew one day we'd say goodbye
fed up with all these lies

Only Feel Okay Sometimes

[lyrics]

[brecken]

got me here all over again

lost attention span
I dont know who i am
i wish that it all got better
I wish that it all got better

heart on my sleeve
still wear the sweater that you had got me
I can’t remember do you still love me
you treat me with kindness 
then you go decieve

now days no i cannot sleep
everynight i be up until 3
every night i see you in my dreams
some i like and some make me bleed

one time i had me a dream where u grabbed a knife and you made me leak
you said come inside
but i tried to leave
i said my goodbyes but you dont want peace
so i tried to hide
and when you came to seek
you left me right there in the corner to bleed

is that really what you wanna do to me

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

[evergarden]

i dont feel at home
u realise its set in stone
ive given all i owe

its gone for far too long
and its such a tragedy
hard to take action
it feels so out of reach

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

I've Been Stuck On This Road

I've Been Stuck On This Road w/brecken x evergarden (prod.king theta)

epic song ft. vails @alex-thomas-fox
prod. @pastencounters

LYRICS

Push me down to broken bricks, ill build back into double
Dust and ashes, crumbled stone, forage thru the ruble

Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Took a rotten path back home to where i dwell
Some friends may leave but the real ones are still here to tell
Things will change, time moves forward
Forgive your mistakes, but i wont forgive your words

Wording how i never felt, put me in the wrong
You were one of my best friends, in a second gone
guess one-sided connections, dont last long

Lone soul on another journey
Grab my bag, but i'm not leaving in a hurry
Blood may spill, but my truth will always cure me
I know who i am, fuck the judge and jury

[vails]
And all these thoughts I’m having lately all just seem too Copesthetic 
When I struggle with my mental health they call me so pathetic
 It’s a lot to fuckin handle, 
and it’s hard to face a smile
 I can pretend like I’ve been fine
 but my reflections in denial 
I’ve been a lost cause, a lone wolf in my eyes 
It’s been so hard, way too real to be lies 
I’d swap paper for a bitch but seems that bitches want the paper “Not a hater”, see you later? Thinking twice about it maybe I’m a lost soul

[Blospar]
Lone soul, i took action
Lost all, control, 
severed good ties to my faction
I pray i still got home

Running thru the forest and the trees where my lifeline
Even if i had a portal back i could never find the right time
Or the right life, just to get by, cause in this timeline, im never satisfied

Lone Soul ft. Vails [prod. Past Encounters]

New track featuring one of my fav artists at the moment, @sobafm - he is extremely talented and makes a lot of music like this song as well as some other really cool and unique music. I learned a lot from making this song so it was a really fun time collaborating on this.

Infrared feat. soba! (prod. Wonderlust Beats)

Vails, Vito , The Sound Clown , Mackk present:
Restwhenimsober
Vito soundcloud : 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tM1jSZE9vWwE7Los5

Hope you enjoy ✨✨✨

Prod. the sound clown
Master. Vito 
Hook. Vails
Verse2. Vito

Can’t remeber what you said
Got these voices in my head
Can you tell me again but slower
Wish I was someone else instead
So then maybe I could rest 
For a little bit, can I feel sober?

Im catching these feelings like pokemon 
But I’m a monster that can not escape 
I Wonder if I will ever belong 
Cus there is so much at stake
Yeah
burning inside you would think this is arsen
But I’m no Brie Larson, cus nothing I’ve done is fuckin saving the world yeah my life a mistake 
I struck a bargain , with the devil he’s laughing cus he knows ima gone fuck it up now 
I can fairly admit that my soul he has gained


#vails #vito #thesoundclown #mackk
#emotrap #emorap #emo #lilpeep #trap #music #rap #hiphop #soundcloud #rapper #goth #producer #beats #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #sad #sadtrap #gbc #sadrap #gothboiclique #alternative #juicewrld #trapmusic #newmusic #liltracy #trapbeats #typebeat #bhfyp #punk #darktrap

restwhenimsober w/ VITO (prod. The Sound Clown, Mackk)

prod by barstow (who refuses to get soundcloud)))

A pawn to the matchstick, a light to the flame
the kingdom was burned down, the crown left no reign
A tyrant was tired of ploughing the fields
And the serfs were down broken a callus to heal

Centuries of pain and suffering has lead to this,
 a monarch, without skills cant handle blood upon his fists
Despite the blood and battle he has put upon his kinfolk
Thats downright sinful, he still claims to rule at the hand of god
Divine right, nothing but a facade 
But a smart man learns nothing at all, repeat the same mistakes 
And the same pitfall
Engulf the world in flames, thats the power of pawns

Turn the queen into the gambit, matchstick light the world afire
watch it engulf

a pawn to the matchstick [prod. barstow]

I MISS YOU pt. 2, the sequal to part one this time feature Vails again but also LA LUKO. Thank you guys for the fire features!

I MISS YOU pt. 2 feat. LA LUKO & Vails (prod. IMMORTAL)

let the sound carry you
(Cineraria on other plats!)

sewers / drown (prod. Saint Mike)

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