.....eyes closed drifting into the dark secret place in the mind ......
at 10k plays new song drops.....

Lyrics :
I don't want to die alone when I feel this way
I been thinking about life 
Am I really alive 
Or im seeing memories
Of a persons past life 
Am I really feeling this 
Do I have a purpose 
What I'm doing is it right 
Feel like Ill learn this 
First before I live my life 
In another world I
Feel like I'll do well 
First I gotta suffer now
From truth In this hell 
Work towards a better way 
Knocking on the pearly gates 
Asking can I come 
Enjoy me some heaven 
Peace and quiet 
Living out my dreams 
And never die 
But we all know that in this life it's not that way

I Dont Want To Die Alone (prod. by Jon Ace)

Some times you have to just say good bye.....

Lyrics:

I guess Im on my own now , people two face , they just too fake ,
I guess its all on me now , people don’t believe , until its too late , x 2
I can finally breathe now, Ill just do me, while you just hate
I guess itll never change huh, hope you love your life when its without me

I tried an then I never winned 
I kill to please you never see 
I cry for help 
you cause this hell 
I never wana live like this
I never wana feel like this 
I never wana take this pain 

This that sip my tea and walk away music
I know you hate your life you blaming me music 
Whats your excuse now if Im no longer breathing
Sianara to a problem hope you celebrating 
I just want peace and quiet 
I just hate that you cry cuz of me
Thats a lot to take in 
All this pain I am here struggling 
Through the day 
Will to live, running thin ,
Like a blade with some legs on my skin , 
Watch it drip like the tears off my face
When this ends , movie clip , to my head 
shoot the scene , splatter red , fill the blanks
shoot again  , read the script , what it says, 
your the reason I am dead,  your the reason I am........

Good Bye (fear. Jon Ace) prod by. IOF

Lyrics :
waiting …… wanting to get high 
cant stop feeling all this pain
I can feel this drain  its….. running through my veins 
and I dont cut myself , but Im bleeding right Now, 
wishing this go away 
screaming in silence 
I wish I can run away
screaming in silence 
I cry till my vision fades
everything I got I take it
right until Im numb and fake a 
smile to my mom as she watch my life breaking apart 
I hold myself together better with the marajina papers burning heavy like my pupils I can barely see my future ,
blurry now just like my vision, take my time but keep on going , 
is all I hear....???
is all I hear...???
is all I hear...???
is all I hear..???
pull through drag though life
dont you give up now 
if you dont see light 
open up your mind
waiting …… wanting to get high 
cant stop feeling all this pain
I can feel this drain  its….. running through my veins 
and I dont cut myself , but Im bleeding right Now....

Blank (Prod. by Jon Ace)

I you could feel the color blue...... 


thank you for the wait more is coming soon <3

The Color Blue (Prod.Jon Ace )

The first episode of my series that starts out with a man on a balcony that wants to jump for what he's always wanted........

The Jump (prod.Jon Ace)

Episode 2 the one on the balcony walks back inside to their lonely home wishing for only one thing.........

Santa Can You Please?

Episode 3 the one who was crying out realizes Santa was listening the whole time and finds the one who he was asking for ......

Lala Land (prod. by Jon Ace )

Episode 4 Into the silence......the beautiful fairytale was all in me head

Into the Silence ( prod.Jon Ace)

Another weekly release <3 for all y'all quarantined love you

That Toxic ( produced by Jon Ace )

Another weekly release during this pandemic enjoy <3

Covid 19 Freestyle ( prod. Jon Ace )

Cant Like I ( prod. by Jon Ace )

A phase of life that we are all passing through <3

Dest In E ( Prod. Jon Ace )

There really isn't much for me to say about myself here, I simply am someone that struggles with depression....if there is anything that I want people to get out of my music....(if you are depressed) its you are not alone.... (and if you are not depressed) its to sonically experience emotion..... so close your eyes and listen to the abstract thoughts of mine......

Mr.Abstract

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