love this for real keep working man i got you all the way

66 MILLION (prod. thislandis)

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Never Forgotten

Art By Esau Andrews

Hook - Lil Xtra

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day 

Verse one - Crydermane 

Can never sleep I'm up all night and i've been smoking weed
Want life to change but happiness well that don't come with ease
Spending all my cheese on liquor clothes and big ass bags of tree
baby tryna chill with me she even saying fucking please
Switching up like every month ain't tryna stay the same
Counting up like every week cause I'm not focused on the fame I want my momma covered up in diamonds every single day
all my focus on this I ain't lying ain't no other way
I've been insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I'mm rolling to sustain
I've been fucking insane ever since a young age I'm just good at hiding everything and look like I'm okay 
I've been smoking away the pain frying up my fucking brain
I don't even smoke to party I' m rolling to sustain

So I’m Sleeping off the pills and 
Crying on a Tuesday 
I don’t really give a fuck what you say 
You make me feel like it’s doomsday 
..Never cared about me anyways 
I don’t want to know how you’re gonna do without me 
I know that you’ll forgot about me 
Haven’t slept since Sunday 
I guess We all escape one day

Verse 2 - Lil Xtra

Yeah, i've been depressed since 6th grade, and I aint ride no Fucking wave 
I just Got so Fucking sick of people saying to behave 
When all I do is wait 
All I fucking do is take 
Everything I managed to plan has vanished in my wake

And I’ve had two attempts, saying fuck I’m through with this 
The time when I’m awake I want to die and that’s some truthful Shit..
But I’m still here at 22, missing you, 
Ever since you were erased 
I wish that I could take your place

And I heard your sister found you hanging in that tree
Saw her post on Facebook, wishing you could meet 
Her kids when she has them or see her graduate 
I’d be lying if I said that I ain't have a mental break 

When I put those fucking pills in my mouth or
When my kidneys fucking flushed them back out and
Every day I wonder what I’m good for 
But I don’t really give a God damn so I’m

Flush - Feat. Cryderman

Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1rPAoLc1qtLgqIew0vkHyU?si=rYNXm0_UQECOzLWQAtGSKQ

Lyrics

I’ve been screaming in the dark
To find another path to walk alone
And I’ve been wishing on these stars 
To take me from this place and bring me home 

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I was fucked up from the start 
Never had a single ounce of hope 
And I’ve been counting on these scars 
To remind me of the man who lives below 
 
Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I won’t don’t that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that 

I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that
( X3)

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I don’t wanna do that I don’t wanna do that, no
No no no, I don’t wanna do that﻿

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5RtXa8nxpo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1eKqAZDp1g

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

waste of time

Some times you have to just say good bye.....

Lyrics:

I guess Im on my own now , people two face , they just too fake ,
I guess its all on me now , people don’t believe , until its too late , x 2
I can finally breathe now, Ill just do me, while you just hate
I guess itll never change huh, hope you love your life when its without me

I tried an then I never winned 
I kill to please you never see 
I cry for help 
you cause this hell 
I never wana live like this
I never wana feel like this 
I never wana take this pain 

This that sip my tea and walk away music
I know you hate your life you blaming me music 
Whats your excuse now if Im no longer breathing
Sianara to a problem hope you celebrating 
I just want peace and quiet 
I just hate that you cry cuz of me
Thats a lot to take in 
All this pain I am here struggling 
Through the day 
Will to live, running thin ,
Like a blade with some legs on my skin , 
Watch it drip like the tears off my face
When this ends , movie clip , to my head 
shoot the scene , splatter red , fill the blanks
shoot again  , read the script , what it says, 
your the reason I am dead,  your the reason I am........

Good Bye (fear. Jon Ace) prod by. IOF

https://levelmusic.lnk.to/feelings_maxwells
EP w/ Bobby Johnson drops next month <3

Mixed/Mastered by Matt Riefler

LYRICS

i got big gas goin so my feelings gone 
shawty wanna stay but i said so long
if its right right now then it cant be wrong 
fly away with the clouds by then of this song 

[VERSE]

now im dropping this 
why i turn around and they watching me 
yeah i know its been costing her 
I know its a loss to her 
and everyone who hip damn near sob for her 
u ever think its possibly not for her 
not even cuz of her
maybe im that just needs help
some days i get past the point of fed up 
only thing that help me is prolly fuckin my self up
so much in my head that the words hard to develop 
heart beat so hard til i feel it swell up 
i go on and on until she said stop 
swallowing the truth but im throwing all the rest up 
always lie jus to u, tell u the best uh 
see it in yo eyes cant believe all i invested

Show Is Over

Feelings (Prod. Bobby Johnson)

better (prod. born hero)

Lyrics:
yeah my day ones always know me and they say that im the best
yall support me at my lowest you know i can pass the test
shouts out Daniel and July and Nolan, Traviks all the rest
know ill make it to the top one day i wont take any less

got my fans and all my fam i wake up feeling very blessed
keep my friends all in my circle i wont let them get finessed
buy a rolly if i wanna and ill get it on request
just a kid from out in nowhere in the mountains who'da guessed

sip wit shawty and she naughty got a body and she not a thotty
tell somebody i aint sorry sippin coffee on me
pay for saki teriyaki anything its on me
i been jolly olly smokin holly like a hobby

shawty wanna ride cuz she say that she glad now
chillin in the smoke in the night its a mad house
coolin on the couch sip patrone bouta crash out
see the world i float while i move up the rank now

know you be rockin and rollin cuz you be feelin the flow
i got some money in pocket and i aint lettin it go
but first i buy some new o̶m̶i̶t̶t̶e̶d̶ yeah boy you already know
im piling stacks to the ceiling you know im ready to go

i know that yall been heard my name cuz who the fuck dont know me
and yall best come at me different cuz i am not your homie
and i aint tryna write a rap with randos i dont know G
so ima stick to myself and im gonna grow on my own G

yeah my day ones always know me and they say that im the best
yall support me at my lowest you know i can pass the test
shouts out Daniel and July and Nolan all them and the rest
know ill make it to the top one day i wont take any less

got my fans you all my fam i wake up feeling very blessed
keep my friends all in my circle i wont let them get finessed
buy a rolly if i wanna and ill get it on request
just a kid from out in nowhere in the mountains who'da guessed

foxe

Prod. DELIVERTHECRUSH

https://soundcloud.com/deliverbonjovi

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Cause I want you to watch me die
I've got a death wish and I don't know why
I just want to fill my cup 
And be a mile high when I join the 27 club
Aye she wanna fuck she ain't bad enough
Pass the bud never have enough
Yeah I'm on a mission dodging prison haters tripping know 
I'm different you don't get it I don't give a fuck
I just want to ball like I did when I was young
Run up in the mall snatch something just for fun
We might die tomorrow every night we going dumb
I made it through the fall but the spring never comes
Don't want to wake up in the same old places
Wake up to the same damn faces
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know

Go to sleep I'll be there in the morning
If you can wait then it's not that important 
I hate the way you make me feel I thought that you should know
Sleep now and I'm dead by the morning 
Fucked up but the syrup keep pouring
I hope I don't wake up again I thought that you should know

Thought U Should Know - Prod DELIVERTHECRUSH - Spring Never Comes out May 1st

all day w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. by Penacho)

Pretty Little Liar Ft. SpaceMan Zack (prod. Odece x Northeast Lights)

produced by @hkfiftyone2
youtube - http://youtube.com/watch?v=125F2Jdn6XQ

Either Way

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There really isn't much for me to say about myself here, I simply am someone that struggles with depression....if there is anything that I want people to get out of my music....(if you are depressed) its you are not alone.... (and if you are not depressed) its to sonically experience emotion..... so close your eyes and listen to the abstract thoughts of mine......

Good Bye (fear. Jon Ace) prod by. IOF

Mr.Abstract

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