tell me to quit this shit i wont
you really think that i hate you but i dont
spending my whole life inside my home
dont talk to any1 im better alone
turn off my phone
dont want you to know
what really happens when im all on my own
my head takes control
n my body goes numb
i wish i was normal that's all that i want

wait~
the walls are falling on top of me
wait~
the ground is breaking underneath my feet
wait~
will you be here tomorrow 
wait~
will you still love me tomorrow

people are chaging like timezones 
im not activision but im in a warzone
can't stop thinking bout things that i shouldnt
asking myself if i would but i wouldnt
do anything to harm myself 
but i slowly keep destroying my health 
cigs and the drinks 
drugs and other things 
that keep me away from feeling feelings
i am so numb i feel like residential
17 christmas parties in none i've felt presidential
bitch wanna love me she must be fuckin mental
cause my love is an expensive (rental)

wait~
the walls are falling on top of me
wait~
the ground is breaking underneath my feet
wait~
will you be here tomorrow 
wait~
will you still love me tomorrow

wait (nohidea + killedmyself)

Dream Girl

Aiden Hilton - Dream Girl (prod. kira)

featuring @xobroken
produced by @smokerosebeats x @flower
clip from "you"

@lottaheart:
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

think i've gone a little crazy
but don't mind me
but don't mind me

i think i'll be straight, i think i'll be straight
i cant help but feel like i've been betrayed
i think im okay, i think im okay
don't look back at me when you walk away

i bought you a bunch of fucking roses
but you never loved me, yeah i know this
you were only being so controlling
you were only in it for the moment

lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

@xobroken:
don't mind me
i got lost again, i hope these b****** don't find me
i think that im dying and they think i'm not trying
falling for your ghost cause you're not here beside me,
while im dying

only leave my room when it starts to rain
addict for a reason, it's to numb the pain
loving myself less, i've been such a mess
used to be a person, killed myself, now there's nothing left

i might've got lost on my way to you
i got all these pills and they bagged in blue
don't let go my hand, im afraid to lose you

what should i do?
i got lost again and i've been thinkin about you
need you by my side, i swear you're my muse
you my lil baby, you might let me die too
you don't got a clue

@lottaheart: 
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

lost w/ xobroken [flower x smokerose]

Find My Way

Find My Way w/ Hero.

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

lyrics

it feels smooth like it’s streamline 
i’m heading for the top and when i’m done take a steep dive
u wanna come with, i’ll cradle u in the mean time
i’ll act like i got it all together for 
just for u

just for u x 8

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

trip me i wont fall
tip me just like a seesaw
feel i’m on the edge but i’m right against the wall
hurt me, i want more

standing at the top of a glacier
it’s all fog, im so cold, i think i’m lost
snow prints from the ground show a mannequin
at what cost, the wind blows, i’m so lost

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

made a mistake, tied too many souls with this fate
need to escape to somewhere that can hold peace, like a lake
i can explain but these thoughts just travel off like it’s bait
you gave it time of day, thats what they call wrong time wrong place

hold me like theres no other way
don’t stare at my tusks i was spawned in the grey
i’m like a creature too aware too hide in its cave
so i crawled out think but think that i’ve made a mistake

but i want to experience the life it would take 
coz i’ve always wondered what its like to be great
it’s tied like our souls it is sealed in our fate
i wanna love so fucking hard but i think its too late
girl i think its too late

no other way

no other way (jacob vallen)

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

yeah
you fucked me over again i
swear that this was the last time
i brought you flowers and sunlight
while you fucked another guy

i wanna kill myself but it aint good for my health
settled down for you, an embodiment of hell
hate the way youd say you change
you're still the same as yesterday
at the end i went insane
and you're the only one to blame

yeah ive got too much shit stuck up inside my head
i dont want to care about the things you did
i was taught to almost always forgive
but i dont think i can do that for this this

i hate that i still fuckin love you
after all you that put me through
you ripped me in two, i didnt assume
that you would hurt me
i never knew you

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

Miss Understood (ushanka boy)

nothing,nowhere - time out

follow @moonhater http://moonhater.bandcamp.com

off the upcoming album, "I'll Be High For Christmas" dropping December 25th.

Lyrics:
windows down, rolling weed in the open
windows down, smoking weed in the open 

cops drive by when I’m high wit the guys
like why did I smile and I wave back hi
I think we good, let’s get high got the fye
wanna dab I’ll slide right by
rolling a wood
but they overpriced
and half the ones I buy are dry 
I’m like why. 
get a little water in package and I shake
it up roll it tight, oh thats fye
I be rolling round. Breaking something down
playin somethin cool
cooking something up, 
I don’t give a fuck
what they gonna do
one life, one opportunity 
For you to be you
if u don’t wanna eat good u could leave cuz that’s all that we do
u be in the studio spending racks 
I’ll be here in my room
real shit wake up everyday impending my doom
me and my friends on the come up
We’ll be at the top soon
every album that I make a hit
so I gotta get it tattooed

nothing,nowhere - time out

synergene

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