prod. taymxru

Lyrics:

i feel trapped 
inside my skin
i’ll work it out 
but in the end
i can’t let you in

get out, get out of my head
i can’t, get out of my bed
you think you control my life
i’ll rot in this jail till i’m dead

i used to care about you
the mask you wear hides the truth

i feel trapped 
inside my skin
i’ll work it out 
but in the end
i can’t let you in

get out, get out of my head
i can’t, get out of my bed

get out get out

merry xmas :) 

this is the song i never dropped instead yall got december alchemy

prod h3nce yippie

ushanka (it all gets better)

Skinless bbdalena ft. triste (prod. grayskies)

Lyrics:

Oh I think that I found the one
Staring into her eyes as she loads the gun
Where should I go 
This skin I’m in is not my home
The banging on the door is it gone
I hear your heart beat when I’m gone
when I’m gone 
I hear your heart beat when I’m gone. 
...
Oh I think that I found the one
looking into her eyes as she loads the gun
As you
As you
As you load the gun
Oh
I know that you don’t like me anymore 
You said you wished I would die 
When there is no one to mourn
No one to want
No one to want
No one to want
No one to want
Now I see you
It's a clear view
Images of you inside my head
Oh I think that I found the one
looking into her eyes as she loads the gun
As you
As you
As you load the gun
Oh
I hope that you know I care
When you’re not here its not fair
It’s not fair 
I’m not there

Skinless +triste (grayskies)

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my

[@rlvst]
Give me your bag, I left it in the bedroom
Pack my bags, then I'll tell you why I left you
So decieving, girl I try my best to
Trust your words but, I can't ever trust you

What you did you broke me in two halfs
You broke my heart, I can't go back
I'm crying fixed with some Cognac
I take the train I hope to crash
Why do you hate me so passive aggressive
You're the reason I've been so obsessive
Drugs to me, yeah they act so supressive
You're the reason I've been so progressive 

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

@alkayn 
Its 3pm, haven’t left my bed
Never been the type to reminisce
but there’s this feeling in my chest
and I just can’t stop running out of breath

Holding my own hands, trying not to call
My eyes best friend’s been the drywall
I fucked it up, it’s all my fault
I drown my pain with alcohol
I don’t recognize myself
I keep my feelings on a shelf
I hate my being in itself
I’m sorry I can’t take your help

I’m sick of saying that I’m fine
I wish that I could turn back time
I don’t go up, I just decline
I’m just a prick by my design
Feels like I’m bad at everything 
Just fucking say it, you hate me
You moved on so complacently
My life’s a pot of agony

@1bearr
Both been here before
You saying we should try once more
You're rotten to the core
On your way out make sure you close the door

Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

rewind w/ rl + alkayn

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4vxlW9HN63QH7WS01lXpHG?si=2f389f101cb24862
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I hate the way you say my name
The way you act drives me insane
I see the bluff right on your face
A broken heart’s the price I pay
I see it all, I see it so clear
It’s so cold having you this near
In your embrace I feel your tears
I see your face, I’m filled with fear

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

I’ll say the things that you want me to
Won't speak my mind, I’m stuck in solitude
I don’t even know what I’d say to you
I don’t know what you wanna hear, but it’s not the truth
No, I can’t let my guard down
They all used to hate me, they steady sending hearts now
Said you would replace me but that’s a thing that I doubt
Red in the face as it all starts to go south

So stay away from me,
I think that I’ve lost my mind
If this is what it came to,
I think this should all be left behind

I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent
I won’t break, I suffer in silence
Tie my tongue and act like I’m blinded
I can’t trust, I know you’re conniving
Cut my face, she starts to get violent

stranded

--- lyrics ---
(So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone)

Love from a distance, I've been losing my mind
I can't fix it, vision starts to go blind
Don't solicit, blacked out no time
Lost cognition, I should've listened
I did so much to preserve our love
I don't understand where we went wrong
Vision blurry I'm starting to fall
Seems like you never cared all along

All the effort I would put in, you threw away so our love it is disputed
You treat me like I should've understood and I don't, I won't

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

Seems like our love is misconstrued
I think it's time to conclude
The only reason we're apart is your attitude
I don't have the time to follow through
I'm so tired of the misconceptions
Using my words as a lethal weapon
I feel so stripped down can somebody step in
Consequence you can only threaten

And I'm so sick and tired of the games, I thought I told you that I don't wanna play
You say you're different but I see you're the same, again

So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone
So I'll just sit here, thinking what'd I do wrong
Think of all the times that, I wrote you these love songs
And how I always trusted you cause I thought we were lifelong
Guess all that time we spent meant nothing cause it turned into a bygone

cross

--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

happy valentines day my love <3

*can you tell me what*
*its all about*
*theres nowhere to go*
*were all on our own*

*i cant fight*

the sky
oh why
is falling to pieces
i cant keep on dreaming
ill fight by your side
as long as your with me
the walls wont cave down tonight

dont let me go
without one more kiss
the way it was
addicted to it

im breaking the cycle
or it will not end
im falling for you
but i cant let you in

tell me its always been my fault
the answer wont matter were falling apart
the walls wont cave down on you i know
but you kill softly and this i know
you push me away until i bleed
im breaking these walls down so we can be free

i wont let the distance affect you and me
ill bring down these walls so they wont get in between
you and me
its you and me
its you and me

im falling for you
baby listen to me
i kill for you
and letting my soul run free
its all in the name of us i know
so why are you acting like ive never been wrong
it tainting my blood in the name of you
but i chose to turn my back to youuuu
oh to youuuu
oh to you

YOUR SIDE

midwest

Flesh & Bones
Mastered & Mixed by Christopher Richardson
Prod. Youji
Cover artist - Samantha Argento 



lyrics <3

Flesh and bones
(Flesh and bones)
Rotting corpse
(Rotting)
Time and space
Transcend our souls
For you I'd take
(Take I take I take)
Shape shift I fold 
For you I break
(Break me)
Swallow me whole

Want it more than you
For you I’d tell the truth
Another second missing you
Chances been misused
I know I’ll see it through 
Each one took a part of you

I won’t let you down
No I'm not like the rest
Put me through your tests
I belong to you
(Belong to you)
I belong to you
(Belong to you)
No I'm not like the rest
Put me through your tests
I belong to you
(You belong to me)
I belong to you
(You belong to me)

Never need someone
Till I saw your face
Miles away but somehow
We met through time and space
“Just wait for me my darling”
That’s what she said to me

Promise you I’d stay
I’d wait for you my dear
Things we just can’t change
We’ll make it out of here

Flesh and bones
Please take it off
Connect our soul
Shape shift I fold
I bend I break
Take full control
Flesh and bone
Swallow me whole

cant do nun right

kpopkr¡st

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