hollis

insane

Boyliife Members That Refuse To Drop

fwb (rel flip)

I GOT DIRT IN MY SHOE
GOTTA EMPTY IT OUT ON THE HARD WOOD FLOOR
AND I TRY SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE
BUT INSIDE ITS A WAR
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 
FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 


DONT BREATHE
DONT BREATHE IN
DONT INHALE
DONT BREATHE IN
ON THE HILL WITH FINN

FINISH
YOU HAVE TO FINISH
FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED
I CANT PLAY MY PART
OSX HONEST
PUT A TOWEL ON ME ANYMORE
ITS TRUE
I CANT CHOSE
NO I CANT CHOSE
YEA

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT FOR YOU
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT
IM IN THE MOOD TO KILL SOMEONE
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY?
OSX WE STAY ON TRACE
SHROOMS IN MY HAND STRAIGHT TO THE FACE
AND WE'RE NOT THE SAME
QUIT PLAYING WITH ME
NOT A GAME

2 PLANS 
GO WITH THE FIRST ONE
ANGER I GO BERZERK UH
GAUNTLET ON ME 
ITS GONNA HURT YA
GOT A GREATSWORD
FEELING THE INERTIA

PANIC ATTACK I CANNOT SEE
NEGATIVITY
I CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM
I STAY IN THE TREES YEAH
I FEEL LIKE A BEAST
NEGATIVITY CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM

shedim

PLACE PLACE PLACE
PLACE PLACE 

THAT LIL MAN HE LOOK
AND HE GO NO FACE (BITCH HE GOT NO FACE)
NO FACE
AND ALL SHE WANNA DO IS SNORT THAT COCAINE
COCAINE 
TAKE A PICTURE WILL I POST IT
(MAYBE NOT, MAYBE NOT)
AND THATS NOT REALLY YOU
AND YOU KNOW IT
DONT SHOW OFF A LOT

PLACE PLACE PLACE

place

IM WALKING STRAIGHT DOWN ON MY STREET
THEY THINK THEY COULD BE LIKE ME
BUT ITS NOT THAT EASY
AND THESE PROBLEMS STAY ON ME
SHAKING THE ANXIETY 
FINALLY GO TO SLEEP
EGO DEATH IS HARD TO REACH
FOCUS ON MYSELF AND THEN,
MAYBE I COULD LOOK AND SEE
OVERFLOW WITH ENERGY
RIGHT EYE USED AS TALKING PIECE
I CANT MAKE THE MEANING

AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS CLOSER EVERYTIME
HAD TO TRY TO STAY ALIVE 
WHEN I SEE IT I WANNA CRY
DEAD MAN IN MY POCKET
FEELINGS I CANT HIDE
PUT THAT PROBLEM TO THE SIDE
GOTTA TAKE MY TIME
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST WANNA LIE
WATCHING ME JUST LIKE A SPY
FLICKING ON THE LIGHTS
LET THE ARROW FLY
NEGATIVITY INSIDE 
I CANT SEEM TO FIND

PUT HIM ON A FLIGHT NOW
LIGHTS IN THE SKY TOUCH MY EYES NOW
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME
META SWING THE SWORD AND STRIKE DOWN
SCRIPTURES ON THE WALL 
ANCIENT MEANING
I STAY ON THE CEILING
EVERYBODY IS BREATHING
COUNCIL OF MAGICIANS 
AND THEY ALL ARE STEALING
MAGIC TOUNGES WHAT IM SPEAKING
IM SLOWLY PEAKING
AWAKE BUT IM DREAMING
DRAGON IM NOT FEEDING

AND THE STAKES HAVE GONE TOO HIGH
RISKING ON MY LIFE
QUIT IT. ILL KILL YOU, DECIDE.
I MAKE NATURE CRY
...
I MAKE NATURE WANNA DIE
DONT EVEN TRY
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
TRY TO BREATHE TO STAY ALIVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH
CLOSE MY EYES, SEE THE SKY 
AH YEAH YEAH
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

conflictions

THESE DAYS ALL I DO IS SIT BACK
THINK ABOUT SOME BULLSHIT
ITS TYPICAL
RUN UP OUT THE DOOR
LONG SKY
MAGE IN THE SUNLIGHT
ITS ALL PHYSICAL

GREEN SPORE VALLEY
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
GREEN SPORE VALLEY 
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
(IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND)

STRINGS OF THE VALLEY

HIGH MAGE OF THE WYNTER REALM
THRONE MADE OF ONE MILLIONS LIGHTS
METATRON SURROUNDING 
FOUR MILLION SHAPES INSIDE MY EYES

DONT PUT UP YOUR DISGUISE (UP YOUR DISGUISE)
I CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH IT (THROUGH IT)
AND YOU PRAY TO SEE MY DEMISE (SEE MY DEMISE)
I JUST GO THROUGH IT YEAH
I FALL SHORT IN THE FIELD OF THE BEAST (THE FIELD OF THE BEAST)
I TRY TO FIND SOMETHING
LOOK AT ME
WHAT DO I BRING?
THE FUCK DO I BRING?

THESE DAYS ALL I DO IS SIT BACK
THINK ABOUT SOME BULLSHIT
ITS TYPICAL
RUN UP OUT THE DOOR
LONG SKY
MAGE IN THE SUNLIGHT
ITS ALL PHYSICAL

GREEN SPORE VALLEY
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
GREEN SPORE VALLEY 
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
(IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND)

green spore valley

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

rommulas - Mira (Snippet)

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