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DaBoo

This is the Carmel High Collaboration album of young singer and songwriters who have shared their work. Thank you for listening. 

My Iron Teeth

Taken from the album Ratrose


I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

You don’t really wanna know about this, 
it’s just the jealousy that builds, I know you envy me for real bitch 
cus I produce by myself, I never asked you for help
I’m with my river city homies and we’re chilling in hell

I’m living cheque to cheque right now but I’m gonna change
You’re gonna see me rise up, so remember the name
I’m just that piece of shit that you knew was sad
I have a bad reputation for always losing patience

Sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man
Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic
Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down
You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head, 
you love it there; you want me dead
you claim I owe you so much,
yeah, you’re still a fucking joke

I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

flash hit my eyes and I just fade out
another blunt down and ill just sink in my doubts
you came up to me and said I wasn't real
just a hallucination to cut you open when you wanna feel

something more than this hate inside, yeah
cutting when your brains fried I know you don’t feel alive
fading and fading into the background here I go
losing my ways when you say its all for show

sending abusive messages to me when your drunk man
Tried to cut you cus you were so toxic
Dragging me, dragging me, dragging me fucking down
You’re saying all this fucking bullshit, but did you ever really know me, yeah

I cut you out of my head, 
you love it there; you want me dead
you claim I owe you so much,
yeah, you’re still a fucking bitch

I built this by myself yeah,
I see that you’re looking here
Deep in my eyes, it’s what I see
I know it’s me that you fear

Looking back at me, looking back at me yeah,
Watch me make my moves, watch me break you on the stage yeah
Push it back to me, push it back to me 
Cus I’m thinking that I hate, thinking, thinking that I hate ya

fear

Taken from the album Ratrose


What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
Its to late, to late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me

Every day I feel like I’m talking about the same sad shit,
All the same friends, all the fake friends
Wanna take a bite out of me,
part of my clique, gonna get hit

I still remember my first cd, hybrid theory,
I was only fucking seven man, I’ve been pursuing since then
Man, happier days were said to be found
I’m slowly getting there but man I still feel alone

Yeah, it’s what I really just know
I’ve cut off all the people who did me wrong
Why can't you just let me go

Its just depression, manic bipolar
Fuck all this new shit another disorder,
Downing with pills, lost how I feel
I wanna come up and see if you’re real

What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
It’s too late, too late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me


Man, some of the best days I had were with you, 
yeah,
But lately, it feels like you just wanna say you rate me
Coming at you when you say were through

Cus I’m sick of this fucking on and off shit
Set your fucking story straight before you come and yell in my face
Cus your saying I owe you, your saying I should know you
I don’t wanna do this anymore cus you’ve changed

Manipulate, you wanna say you relate
To all these songs but man I feel your so fucking fake
I was lying on deaths fucking door, 
but I see you watching me, you smiled, and you left


It’s just depression, manic bipolar
Fuck all this new shit another disorder,
Downing with pills, lost how I feel
I wanna come up and see if you’re real


What comes around, comes around
Sooner than later it's found
It’s their lips, they say that you’re guilty
I feel absolutely nothing

A fist to the face your down
Knock your ass straight on the ground
It’s too late, too late to change it
I know that you really, really hate me

karma

Taken from the album Ratrose


its like i'm trying to swim with broken bones
you say i know i feel the same
you don't know my name, i'm gonna get known
you had to know i had to change

trying to make sense of this sick soul
you said that you have just been maimed
i tried to fix you, but you had to go
it makes me sad to see your face

struggle down down deep, i'm loosing sleep
restless eyes cant find any peace
pulled left to right, until i'm two
a painting, memories burnt straight through

try to carve me down but it dosn't work that way
scrapped art left abandoned, cast downed now decayed
i'm hanging by a thread, but i'm still here
playing shows with broken bones just to get my name known

cus i wanna be something, just someone,
to nobody else but just me
you wanna cut at my throat, leave me undone
it feels like your just gonna leave

repetition, my obsession, messes up everything 
intermission, my decision, i just cant bear to see
sitting in a shallow grave, forgot to pray i lost my faith
in friendships and best friends, no it doesn't end

shattered glass, cut feet, on my knees, bleeding, 
conscious leaving, brother screaming
constant fights with death i guess i'm lucky that i left
things wont work out the again, your know i always second guess

which is the real one and what is fake
whats the difference with dreams when all they do is just take
different parts of me, i'm sinking all between
i'm left with  suicidal thoughts and an emptiness to just flee

again, again, again, and again, repetition, on itself, look at me, it doesn't end  
sinking with a self made anxiety, casket closed, so lie to me,
would to take a look inside, and say its just alright to me

no you wouldn't, its all lies, nothing new, these scars no, no they wont hide
should i be honest for once in my life and say ye i'm just fine.

i'm glad

16 not feeling great
bite your teeth you push me away
lately, everybody wants to fuck with me
I just stay alone inside my room

still faded from yesterday
you know exactly what ill say
cus you wanna find reasons to hate me
but you always beg me to stay

plagued with suicidal tendencies,
messing with the frequency inside my head that says I love you
expose my soul and break my bones
I guess I’ve just lost this time

ill try explain it to you that it’s just inside my mind
but you don’t understand cus you’re so consumed with yourself all the time
I guess its best if I leave
I don’t think I’m coping

2Pm- 12 Hour Shift

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