I’m one of those stupid girls, infiltrating your subculture

ambiguous watermelon

Art by $lave
Fell in love with a girl who dosnt even exist
the fact that she's mine is the only thing that matters
im obsessed with something ill never even have
so slit my wrists again and cut through the scabs

these sloots can stay mad cause they know this love is priceless
im jumping out of this 3d plane of existence
with a dakimura pillowcase tied around my neck
holding me tightly as i kill myself

my waifu is waiting for me to join her
life is the problem 
death is the answer

every night i go to sleep and only dream about her
see her face everyday as the background on my computer
liking girls is gay but my waifu is forever
once i hang myself then we'll be together

my waifu is waiting for me to join her
life is the problem 
death is the answer

my waifu

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

E, g#, A, g#

I’m out the door in the ford like it’s my 6 4
To the convenience store to get some 40s and more
Maybe some swisher sweets we can meet at the creek
We can take out our guns drive byes and hit and runs

Drinking lean with boys they will kill you for fun
Bunch of hoodlum Degenerates we got a taste for blood
Let me catch you talking shit and I’ll treat you like a bitch
Make you eat that fuckin curb block me again you fuckin nerd

Chorus
E, G#, A, Am
I don’t want to be a bad guy
Sick and tired of being that guy
Someone gotta be the bad guy 
I guess I’ve got to be that guy

Smoke

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNqDD_OuhlA

hey dad I made new friends 
follow me on instagram
do you have some cash to spend
check out my onlyfans
getting good at sucking dick
selling off some feet pics
in an open ended relationship
when youre simping way too much
addicted to being in love
and youre sad and youve had enough
you gotta stop and chad up
or pretend youre something youre not 
its something that you do alot
spend all your money on ethots

im one of those stupid girls
infiltrating your subculture
i dont have any self esteem
you can shut up and pay attention to me

when you dont have anything to loose
dont ever try to think it through
she finally wants you
like she was supposed to
this is how you deal with it 
even though you feel like shit
a self delusional pay pig

Resist Succubi

untitled (im an alien)

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating

Slowbrain

Goner

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

I miss you so much dude
.
I met this girl and she says shes the religous type.
 I said thats really cool cuz so am I
(Shes so based )
We went on a couple dates and then i came to find (what'd you find?)
that shes not quite the same as I. 
(Shes off the tribe)
I don't know what to do. 

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 

Im scared to like this girl
But she tells me Jesus Christ is boiling in a pot of shit and I
Want her grandmas bagel recipe 
I'm invited to the synagogue but I will not go
Because her last name is Shmoley-Sheklestein
Her dads a lawyer .....
Hes a lawyer ...

Her mom's a doctor and her dad's a lawyer
and her brother owns a bank (or two!)
And i cannot help but see her crooked nose
in her pictures when I wank.
but I cant date a girl thats going to hel
now I cant date a girl thats going to hell..
THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP

She made me sign a prenup and shes charging me interest 
I know the money i borrow usually is not like this
If I could bake 6 million cookies
For her in 6 years
Im dating a fucking jewish girl
And all I know is fear
6 million love letters will not fix this

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 



Goyfriend 2- (My Jewish Breakup) Ft. Lil Watermark

Marking the 50th release from PulseMeld, Dark Shadows is a powerful milestone — a cinematic, emotionally charged electronic rock album produced by Judith Whittaker.

The record plunges deep into themes of love, distance, fury, and survival, weaving pulsing synths, haunting guitars, and raw vocals into a storm of sound. From the relentless drive of Reckless to the heartbreaking intimacy of Tears For You, every track feels like a chapter in a shadowed journey.

Dark Shadows isn’t just another record — it’s a statement piece. Equal parts vulnerability and fire, it blends the darkness of gothic atmosphere with the energy of modern electronic rock, offering listeners both catharsis and connection.

As PulseMeld’s landmark 50th release, this album celebrates everything the project stands for: pushing boundaries, amplifying emotion, and redefining the sound of tomorrow.
credits
released August 26, 2025

Produced by Judith Whittaker

Bandcamp

Die For U

intro: A...C#m...A...C#m...Cm...Bm...D...Dm

A........C#m
I am happy
A.......C#m...Cm....Bm
I am happy to be sad
Bm ...........................................................D.............Dm
I've given up on trying to make you understand

A...........C#m
I am sincere
A...........C#m.....Cm.......Bm
I am sincerely full of crap
Bm...........................................................D.................Dm
When the irony ceases to help me cope with that

A......................C#m
All I make is noise
A........................C#m........Cm........Bm
Trying to express my point of view
Bm.........................................................D....................Dm
Empty words reverberate on nothing in this world

A..........................C#m
I speak into the void
A...............C#m........Cm........Bm
Curses to use against my soul
Bm..............................................D.............Dm
Echos to the eschaton forever to be told

A........F#m..D..........Bm
My oh my, why can't I
A.................F#m...D........Bm
change my life, valentine?

(cancer on society
caustic instability
crass insensitivity
product of modernity)

outro: D...Dm.... (A)

valentine (demo)

straight edgy

drinking by myself in the dark
its easy to see, im pretty fucked
wishing i could be happy but i guess i forgot
to snort up the good times and blow out the snot

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

relationships always come down to simple economics
when you figure out why youre not wanted
nothing will even matter cause reality is fake 
a 2d projection on a 3d holographic display

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

idontdodrugs

https://sikhsamridhi.com/id/read/shabad/REJI/1

Resist Succubi

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