more dead than alive

here is my vulnerability. enjoy.

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It’s all been done before
Though I don’t wanna fit in, I will have to conform
My peers don’t understand
My destiny comes with a greater demand

These wounds take time to heal
Maybe someday you can teach yourself how to feel
I don’t wanna be around
When it all goes down and you’re so empty

Wasting all my fucking time
I could die overthinking any second
Telling me you do not lie
That’s a lie anways

You could help by being truthful 
Live as though you’re fed up with being youthful
LSD at 16, it in your pupils
I used to look up to my mentors for approval

At 19 I look back and it’s unusual
You’re 32 and you couldn’t recognize me
You fucking spoke on my childhood like it’s mutual
You walked all over a memory I was used to, I’ll grow out of it, maybe it’s just a phase 

If I wasnt truthful every hour I’d be
Lying in a grave, just a god damn coward
And flowers all around my coffin, daunting encounters
When I was a kid I always wanted superpowers

Always wanted happiness, growing up I got shit-talked for flashiness 

Don’t go, everybody being pulled away from me by fate
Lose a little piece of me every time I create
Motherfucker really feeling the pressure but now I don’t wanna debate
Talking bout tripping and almost overdosing, I can’t relate

Can’t relate
Take my mind off it, here’s another date
I don’t even get along with this girl, but it’s okay
I’m done with enemies, I don’t wanna hate

It’s all been done before
Though I don’t wanna fit in, I will have to conform
My peers don’t understand
My destiny comes with a greater demand

These wounds take time to heal
And maybe someday you can teach yourself how to feel
I don’t wanna be around
When it all goes down and you’re so empty

E-m-p-t-y, I’m fucking empty
Helpless, yet I can’t help but being selfish
E-m-p-t-y, I’m fucking empty
Helpless, yet I can’t help but being selfi-

E-m-p-a-t-h-y, I cannot feel it
You try telling me how to live my life, it’s not appealing
Talk about my problems to my friends, they can’t comprehend
Now I gotta act like I’m not worried, but it’s all prete-

Open another page in my fucking story
I love girls but I don’t love when they ignore me
I’m ghosted again, sorry if you think I’m boring
But just let me know the plan, promise that I’ll understand

Dive head first off the edge, I’m going mental
If they open up you gotta be gentle
Told people my dreams and they just nodded in confusion
Tell me that I’m crazy, tell me I’m delusional

needles

Hurt </3 (minecraft parody)

TALKING TO THE WALL / KEEP MY SOUL 333

godspeed

MV-OTW

Yeah, 
Before I say goodnight and go
There’s something you need to know
How do I tell it to you? How do I tell it to you?
Yeah, as long as I’m alone
Nothing could ever go wrong
I shy away from the truth and I shy away from you

Yeah, why do I even pursue?
Feeling selfish and confused
Fuck the tools I never use
How do I sing this to you?

Oh, yeah, I don’t wanna lie
You watch me all alone
I feel lonely all the time

Hey, tell you how I feel inside
Emotional distress
I can’t look you in the eyes

Oh, to be adored 
Ode to the adored
You won’t need me anymore

In my mind is war
And I don’t know what for
But I’d rather be ignored

Yeah, 
Before I say goodnight and go
There’s something you need to know
How do I tell it to you? How do I tell it to you?
Yeah, as long as I’m alone
Nothing could ever go wrong
I shy away from the truth 

Yeah, as long as I’m alone
Nothing could ever go wrong
I shy away from the truth 

Woah
Woah
Woah (As long as I’m alone, nothing could ever go wrong)
Woah (I shy away from the truth)

MIA and layed away
Games I won’t ever play
Lost the feelings yesterday
Waiting for another day

I could never feel the same
Wishing that I never wake
Can I make your heart break?
Can I make your heart break?

It prompted me to tell you I’m sorry
For breaking a heart again 

And I don’t know why
I can’t change 
You told me
To wait

Would you tell me
I’m a monster
Even if I went and destroyed you again tonight?

And would you say to me
How do you live with yourself
I am a shell
I am a shell

MIA and layed away
Games I won’t ever play
Lost the feelings yesterday
Waiting for another day

I could never feel the same
Wishing that I never wake
Can I make your heart break?
Can I make your heart-

more dead than alive

emeraldgem

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