a winter love song for friends, community, and family (chosen and otherwise). im so sorry for the crying, this voice memo is from right when I finished writing it and I was VERY emotional. ehheheheheheheheh.  I hope this winter makes u feel warm and loved.

Jimmy's Lullaby

Lyrics
I fill in the gaps with some cement 
Put it to bed that's what my heart said
Call me a quitter 
Call him a winner 
i think its better if we end this

I fill in the gaps with all that i have
Letting go isn't easy
Call it childish 
Call it grown 
I do the best with what I'm thrown
 
Refrain
I fill in the gaps 
Fill in them stat 
Just enough 
To smile when you're walking past
I will forgive 
I wont forget 
The hole behind the cement 
The hole that was gaping inside of my chest
The hole that i filled with cement 

I blow on the patch to help it along
Make sure your tough that's whats my head said
Call me a quitter 
Call him a winner 
Call it a temporary fix

Refrain

I will forgive
I wont forget

I will forgive, I won't forget (voice memo)

i don't know you at all (voice memo)

another one! enjoy :')

lyrics:

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel like
i'm finished talking
when we're finished talking?

why am i pulled to you?
and why does it never feel right
to not pick up when you're calling?

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even though we're both different people now

it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

how did we get here?
it makes no sense but it feels like
a sign from god
that i keep ignoring

how did we get to this place we're in?
it makes no sense but it feels right
and maybe that's god
i probably shouldn't ignore him

you know me so well
even if you don't know my favorite type of cereal
you know me so well
even if you don't know i don't believe in god anyhow

but it's stupid, it's so stupid to miss you like this
i feel stupid, so stupid to miss you like this
cause i told you to go and you went
oh, what did i expect?
so it's stupid, it's stupid, i know that it's stupid
to love you
but i can't help it

stupid (voice memo)

a song about not missing someone (but actually missing them)

i don’t miss you.

a cover of springsteen's "i'm on fire" (inspired by the staves) with my gal, lizzy mcalpine. enjoy

i'm on fire (cover) - ella + lizzy

BIG STEVEN - NBK

lyrics:

i've been falling in love with you from the moment we met
it's been consistent, a constant persistence and it hasn't stopped yet
it's cold but the window is open, and we sit on the ledge
breathing in smoke
breathing in all of this moment
so i don't forget

i've been falling in love with you since september 13th
i didn't know why you were on my mind so frequently
and when you kissed me for the first time i didn't want you to leave
holding you close
holding in those three words
that could change everything

on my couch, watching tv
then you paused it, turned to see me
and you told me that you loved me
nothing was ever the same
there has never been a moment
when i wish you hadn't paused it
on my couch as we watched the office
nothing was ever the same

i've been falling in love with you since the moment we met
and i haven't stopped yet

I will forgive, I won't forget (voice memo)

LETÍCIA