demise

prod. @notmorgn

new day new song new problem
new clothes it’s cold in autumn
leaves fall right to the bottom
i miss u but i won’t call you
bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye
i don’t care
the pain make me
i’m post death
till my heart stop aching
ill fucking scream till my voice box breaking
it’s fuck life till the reaper take me

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours
do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

i put in the work
no 9 to 5 
she get outta work 
im kind of hype
your girl was in my dm’s 
for the pipe
but im not a plumbing
so it dont feel right
this feels nice in my car
night ride
if the function sus 
then fuck i gotta slide
cus when i have anxiety
i wanna die
but when im by your side
it feels kind of nice
everything coming clear grey goose with the ice
i like that shit cold have me feeling kind of right
and for my heart you have that shit tied
when we kiss i get warm inside

bags on my eyes
they think that im high
you said you loved me
but then you said bye

do u wanna be mine
like i wanna be yours

do u wanna be mine

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

lyrics:
so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

wake up in my bed
with the thoughts stuck in my head
my wrists are looking red
cuz of all the blood i shed
texting you at 2
baby you know what to do
call me up again
i wanna hear your precious voice
let me haunt your dreams
with the time that we were teens
hear my final song
while you hit your parents bong
i know that you don't care
i'm wishing i was there

so tell me that you miss me
i want you to kiss me
drown it in the whiskey
love you till i'm dizzy
love you 
till my heart stops
in your hands
in your hands
the ghost of you
floats in the smoke
i'm a joke
every aching night
stay awake
burning photographs
tell myself
i won't ever relapse

do it for the fans
never switching plans
heart in my own hands
throwing up a couple grams
you never even cared
talking shit like i'm not there
but i see you in his hair
like the weed that's in the air
baby i know you've been playing me
you got me torn in my heart
watching it all fall apart
watching it all fall apart

tell me that you miss me

SPOTIFY

tell me that u miss me

lyrics:

same small town with the same old bullshit
everybody hate me but they dont show it
made ten stacks and these hoes tryn' hold it
baby hold on i cant fucking focus
breaking down but aint nobody notice
i been on my own lil bear shawty been broken 
angel from hell i think your bitch think im precious
that bitch aint say a word i think i left her breathless
i been through some shit so go ahead and try me
running from problems like my first name nike
i dont go to parties cuz nobody invite me 
and you can tell your boyfriend stop tryna be like me

broken heart tattoo cuz i miss you
everytime we fell apart i would fix you
now im on my own in my bedroom
thinking bout the times that we used to have
imma go to hell and back just to get you back
counting up these racks while im wearing black
fucking up my stacks then i make it back
hit the plug back boy im spending that
ive been smoking thrax thought i told you that
hit the devil back tell her that i love her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna fuck her
i dont trust her 
i still wanna love her 
i would sell my soul for you
put me in a hole for you
6 feet under cuz of you
6 feet under just for you

hell and back (feat. lilbearshawty)

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

Feel Some Way

Feel Some Way (Prod. Guillermo)

Black Dress Shawty [Ft. Pink Cig] (Prod. by Domyno)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

Prod. $nork

Lyrics

(Verse)

Throw up the white flag
This is my chance to escape 
All this hate 
I know nobody loves me
Memories fleeing 
Looks can be deceiving 
No clue what I’m seeing 
Stuck always in grieving
This is the pain, this is the gain, this is the game
Stay in your lane 
Or you’ll get fucked up
Not from me but inside of your brain
Gucci no main
All of these ho’s, They all act the same
All fuckin plain
Nothing new special I’m fucking the same bitch all over again 
Like hey what it do
I’m seeing a future, do you see it too?
And I’m feelin blue
Is this happiness or depression I haven’t a clue  (but)
My bloods fucking seeping 
Watch stars as they’re gleaming
Look deep in my soul
And I’m crying while weeping
I’m dying while sleeping 
I’m battling Demons
The wars almost over 
There winning, I’m beaten
I take all my drugs
Ending this pitiful life for a much better one
I’m quitting, I’m done
Remember when R.I.P Hollow was all just for fun
Walk down a street 
But there’s no one, just me
Until I see 4 horses 
The light just turned green 
And I come down from space
Blood all over the place
Callen, TuMaggz, MVKO
All dead inside the Wraith
Just gotta ask why 
Happens all the time 
I try to feel happy
End up dead inside 
Just wish I could fly 
Come down and then I’d crash
Then I look at my life 
As it all fades to ash 
Burn me in fire 
Don’t put me to waste
Put me in a blunt 
Smoke all me away
Look in the mirror 
See nothing but me 
The reflection looks back
And I just wanna scream 
Sparked up a blunt
And I’m on my way
I pause in a flash
And it all turns to grey
Down in my grave where I rot and decay
I’ll always remember that beautiful face
Wish I could wake up and see it everyday 
But you fucked that up when you said “I need space”
Well If you need space bitch I’ll give you the world
I’ll kill myself over a stupid ass girl 
If you wanna reach me you’ll see me in hell 
Remember me as that one Angel that fell
And if you’re upset
And you think about me
Remember, you’re fault 
That I am 6 feet deep

(Hook)

Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me, said
Suicide just gets to me
I let it go so easily
Take me home just piece by piece 
Put me together, call for me

Laying Down Arms

Jarid was a beautiful man. He will be missed, rest in peace little brother.

Jarid Soryn "Arizona" Anderson 09/27/2000 - 05/22/2021

Feel Some Way (Prod. Guillermo)

Soryn (@goodllux)