Suicide (feat. Flowers For You) [prod. Lil Biscuit]

i stay high all the time
i don’t know why i try
i’m so sick of this life
i think i’d rather die 
so i stay high all the time
i don’t know why i try
i’m so sick of this life
i think i’d rather die
i been poppin oxy
mix it with the xanax
i feel like i’m nothing
can’t afford to panic
shawty tell me how you really feel
is this even fucking real
i don’t know
i don’t know what i’m doing
i think i might be delusional
i been poppin laced pills
hope you’re there at my funeral

i’m lost
i don’t know what to do
i’m so fucked
oh my god you were my glue
i needed you
i’m so stupid
i’m so fucking clueless
livin life was a mistake
everyday i fucking i waste
i hate it
i’m always so sedated
i’m so toxic
i had everything i wanted but i lost it all

funeral [prod dead yami]

ikeepfalling4u

scars

air (feat. seele x vacant)

aint afraid of a broken heart

i’ll see you at a party next weekend 
i already know you’ll leave me bleeding 
you’ll tell me that your sorry when we’re leaving 
but that’s shit doesn’t matter, i can’t believe it

i can’t believe you 
the signs were see through  
no i don’t wanna ever trust no one again 
the blood that we drew 
it can’t just please you
your actions and decisions i can’t defend  
never again

where were you in this ghost town?
where were the smiles when i would frown? 
can’t expect tides to not let you drown 
so why’d i think you wouldn’t let me down 

so why’d i think you would let me- 
down

tides (prod. neverforever)

Recorded 12-22-17

lyrics:

The only thing I keep sacred
Holding onto my hatred
Situations i'm facing
Can't take it face it I'm racing 
Ahead of pace I'm just pacing
Patiently i've been waiting
Breaking out of the pavement
The underground where I make it
Tracers Tracers Tracers
Sipping drink without a chaser
Feels like I'm in danger
All my friends have turned to strangers
All I see are tracers
Looking like some lasers
Tracers Tracers Tracers
Got me feeling like Darth Vader 

Break 

I am a no one
A not shit nothing so what
Getting faded
So wasted
I'm angry anxious I hate this
Someone save me
From the same thing 
Everyday is another bottle empty
It's in the same house
On the same street 
With the same job
And the same dream 

Verse 2 

And that's why i've been up late
Making mixtapes
No more mistakes 
I've been misplaced
Need space so I can elevate
I need to medicate
so I don't feel the pain
Levitate while I'm getting brain
And then I meditate 
So I don't go insane
Feeling type of ways
Wanna get away
Runaway from this ashtray 
Tracers Tracers Tracers
Sipping drink without a chaser
Feels like I'm in danger 
All my friends have turned to strangers
All I see are tracers 
Looking like some lasers
That fruity shit your saying
Just save it that ain't my flavor.

One More Last Time

Tracers (Homesix)

follow your dreams plz

random bs intro

i feel like i lost my spark too soon
i cant even groove to my own shit 
like why can’t everything be barbie so perfect
goddamn i been feelin so worthless
bottle on the counter and i drink till ima fool 
why tf i follow dreams if their so stressful 
cannibal i eat my pain make pain 
i’m sleepy and drowsy how am i awake

good times good times i felt them
but i think the ends lurking near 
bacardi clear i could die tommrow and i probably wouldn’t care
yeah my friends gone but it’s on myself 
i don’t talk much don’t want help don’t need that 
no i don’t need that 
just gimme my phone and earbuds lemme rap

AWAKEEEEEEE
AWAKEEEEEEE

why tf r dreams so stressful (NE’ERDOWELL x cl6udy)

#settlescores #emojerk #hyperpop #fortnitecore #sonicadventure2 #bop #swag #99swags

Settle scores feat Brecken prod. Cxrter.wav

@joshuasageart
@iamstarinthesky
@yung-jza-shawty
(JSA Hook)
When I think of you I start to go crazy
Crazy again and again
And if I’m honest I’ve been on my own lately
That’s facts I cannot pretend
There’s been lots of sleepless nights here lately
I think I’m better off dead
No I’m not, maybe it’s true
Maybe I was just dead to you
(Josh verse)
And I know that I’m sinking to the bottom
And I know that things aren’t the way they were last autumn
Yeah yeah
But if we talking bout some hits I got em
And if we talking about your shoes I bought em
And if we talkin bout your coats I bought em
And if we talkin bout your rings I really bought em
But you treat me like I’m worthless...

(JSA hook)
(Starinthesky verse)
When we met I told u I had problems
And that I do drugs and drink to solve them
Now I'm poppin off and everybody callin
I'm just poppin pills if I can't crush them I dissolve them
If I can't bring my weed I'm not goin
I paid for all your shit but I feel like it was stolen
My heart is broken
but I'm steady flowin
I don't need a pulse
To keep on growing
yea, ice in my veins
Yea, ice in my chain
got a vice on my brain
And a price on my head
Paid my own price with sweat and pain
Fought the rain
Stayed in my lane
I'm not ever looking back
Things will never be the same
Big body Range
Making big change
I did everything for you
Why'd you have to throw it all away?
(JSA hook)
(Yungjzaisdead verse)
I swear I’m better off dead
I swear that we were better as friends
I remember every word that you said
Swear you love me but I know it’s pretend
And you tell me you’ll be there but you ain’t
I knew these feelings would change
Feel like we’re so far away
It haunts me everyday
You still haunt me now
I’ll change ??????
Yeah I wish that I could
But I can’t change a thing now
Oh I wish that I could
Yeah I wish that I could

tides (prod. neverforever)

Fiction