Song is inspired by @guardin fate shouts out to him

Hey you
I just called again to say 
the weathers feeling nice and I was hoping you could stay
listening to guardin while I’m deciding my fate
all your freckles are just like the stars I cannot look away
hey you
I just called again to say
I saved us both a spot I found a place up on the bay
we’ll have ourselves some drinks and talk about our fears all day
This song ain’t quiet as long enough I have to much to say
and this is just the start because I’m not going away
and I know you don’t believe me when I tell you I’m okay

hey you
baby don’t lead me astray 
cause photographs I have of you Encrypted in my brain
I would hate to see the day that you’re walking away
cause the ghost inside my room would just Possess me anyway

smoke a bowl then spray the room of your 

scent so I sleep
and I wrap my myself with bandages and termites from last week
and I’m paralyzed inside my room I’m sinking in my sheets
and my laundry’s pilling Up and I’m not really getting sleep
graphic images inside my head of him and her asleep
but I try to fight the feelings without sounding like a creep
Because she is all I know no other women could compete
wish her hands was in my dreads so I could fall right fast asleep

but I’m Imagining the things that could just happen as we speak
it’s like the world wants us apart but we’re together every week
my voice is shaky I get nervous when she’s starting right at me
I love her look when she gets mad but I get sad when it’s at me

Hey you prod. jxsie

LoFi / Chill beat(816391)

DEEP END

please don’t take me back
you know that i
was blind to see
i thought that it was love
but if
it was
i wouldn’t hate your guts

is it wrong to be in love,
if it never was enough? 
if i said just “one more time”
id be drowning tonignt 

something new happens and i can’t go on 
i’m getting sick of writing fake love songs 
i wanna stay forever laying in your arms 
but you’re making me fall apart so

don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you’re out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back 

*bridge*
(i hate falling in love)

i’m so aware that you need me now
but i sleep poorly in our broken house
if i wanted you gone id tell you “go to hell”
but can i ask of you: “please don’t cast no spells on me”

one more thing happens it’s the end of our world
then after that our whole universe 
i wanna be smiling and i wanna be laughing
but not with you cuz you break me into 3


don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back 

don’t lie babe
i know you see me when you close your eyes (when you close your eyes)
i know you out here talking to other guys
you were a one of a kind
but please don’t take me back

DEEP END

Lame Lad