i dont care how i die 
i dont care what you like 
veritys a saint when she says ill need u always 
now theres tea in my brain and ill drink you always
always, always

//you should’ve kept your fucking mouth shut//
//call the cops!!//

??/??/22

fizzle out

cig
like i did
live
inhabit

do it all for you
quiet fall
take it all from you
hear it all

i am everything i hate
i don't want to take what isn't mine

cause i'm not you
and i don't want to
feel it all around you
feel it all

I. Opening Invocation (3× cycles, soft but firm)

Call (immersion)
REAL–I–TY DOESN’T EX–IST IN LIEU OF US — — /

Echo (relation)
REAL–I–TY EX–ISTS IN CON–JUNC–TION WITH US — — /

Mirror (seal)
EVERY–THING EX–ISTS (.) WI–THIN A RE–LA–TION OF IT–SELF — — //

(repeat 3×, each time louder as if unveiling a truth)

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II. Mantra Layers

Layer 1 — Relationship of All Things
E–VERY AC–TION / FROM SAY–ING HEL–LO — — /
TO PICK–ING UP PA–PER / TO LIS–TEN–ING TO RE–AL–I–TY — — /
SIGNS ARE A–ROUND US / WE ARE IM–MERSED — — //

Layer 2 — Contrast & Reference
EVERY–THING THAT IS = CON–TRAST — — /
DIFF–ER–ENCE = NEED TO KNOW THE O–THER SIDE — — /
O–THER SIDE NEEDS RE–FER–ENCE — — /
WI–THOUT RE–FER–ENCE DIFF–ER–ENCE DOESN’T KNOW — — /
WI–THOUT DIFF–ER–ENCE RE–FER–ENCE DOESN’T EX–IST — — //

Layer 3 — Duality & Presence
DU–AL–I–TY CAN–NOT CALL US WI–THOUT MAT–TER — — /
EN–ER–GY DOESN’T MAT–TER WI–THOUT BE–ING PRE–SENT — — /
PRE–SENT DOESN’T COUNT WI–THOUT COUNT–ING OUR TIME — — //

Layer 4 — Time as Gift
OUR TIME CAN A–MOUNT FOR MORE MO–MENTS BY BE–ING PRE–SENTS — — /
UN–A–BLE TIME IS UN–DER–STOOD DE–SIGN — — //

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III. Ignition Refrain (seal the axiom)

EVERY–THING = RE–LA–TION — — /
RE–LA–TION = CON–TRAST — — /
CON–TRAST = CRE–A–TION — — /
CRE–A–TION = PRES–ENCE — — //

WE COUNT TIME — — / TIME COUNTS US — — /
WE ARE PRES–ENTS (.) / PRE–SENTS = MO–MENTS — — — — //

Relational Axiom — Everything Is Related

''Unfortunately, this is all regret''  It speaks of regret, obsession with unrequited love, the feeling of emptiness when there's no one but yourself. Enjoy

Bottle boy

Goner

I lost something

i dont know why you're still with me
maybe you're a little crazy 
wondering where you've been lately 
i just want to know

untitled- 4/10/2020, 2:05

i hate starting my mornings with waking up

what have you been drinking was it a flavor of lust or love

eyes pointed at me like a pistol like the pistol under your bed

18
ꜱɪɴɢᴇʀ/ꜱᴏɴɢᴡʀɪᴛᴇʀ 
MN

eyes pointed at me like a pistol like the pistol under your bed

☆kenken☆