mitski- cop car (live version)

Lyrics:

You think you can just get away from me?
I promise you it’s not that easy
Honey, you only belong to me
I promise you you’ll never ever be able to leave

I’ll suck the life out of you like a leech
I’ll suffocate, I’ll make it impossible to breathe

I wanna cut you open and crawl in
I wanna live inside your skin
I wanna make sure they know, they know that you, you are only mine

I think it’s about time  
I reach over to grab this knife 
I’ll end both of your lives 
Baby, you’re just begging to die 

For next time I have a piece of advice
Wash your mouth with bleach after you lie
 
I’ll tear out your intestines
I’ll wear them like a necklace
I’ll make sure they know, they know that you, you are only mine

I just want you to want me
My eyes are filled with jealousy 
Watching your arms around her body
Hold her tighter than you held me
I’ll hold her that tight around her fucking neck
Right now, in this moment, I could strangle her to death

You are only mine

Lyrics: Why dont you fill up your fantasy
Track me down and murder me 
Father it’s so easy to see 
There’s not a single thing you’d miss of me

So come here and consume my flesh
Put your little girl to rest 
She’s tired of weeping from all this stress
You fired, she’s screaming, the blood leaks from her head

A deer in headlights before he shot
There won’t be a single piece left to rot 
I’d rather be eaten half alive 
Than keep living, knowing this is how I’ll die

So it seems the end of my time has come
My dreary days on this woeful earth are done 
So this is how I die being eaten half alive, a 44 magnum 
Evidence to ash, it’s all gone in a flash, I won’t see the sun
Again

Daughter slaughterer

I’ve fallen in love with dangerous man 
I wish I’d realised before it began
He’s listening to every breath I take 
Hes watching every move I make

But I can’t help the way I feel 
I’ll just romanticise it and forget what’s real 
I should be more than terrified 
What happened to my sweet little girl... our love is just a lie

I’m not ready to die, but I said from the start 
I’d do anything to make him happy, even if it tears me apart
Soon he’ll decorate our rooms with our teeth and our bones 
Pink ribbons adorn them, so frail and delicate to hold

And I can’t keep saying I’ve fallen in love 
If one day I’m gonna end up
As just a pile of bones above the fire place 
Under that framed photo of my face
Him loving me was a felony and even though I fell for him deep
I know someday hes gonna be locked up for eternity 

Do you think this shall ever end
I don't know how much longer I can pretend
I wanted death all the way from the start
It is what it is, til death do us part 

Until death

Til death do us part

Reach down my throat
Take my heart 
tear it apart
Dig your teeth into it, look me in the eyes as the blood runs from my mouth 

Kiss me
Show me the taste of my own poison

When you’re done with my heart 
Give it to the forest
I don’t know how to use it
My blood runs black, and I’ve infected you 

Take me back, take me back
I wasn’t ready to die
But it’s time to say goodbye

I see your morbid beauty in which I fear
“You’re mine now
I own you
You own me
And together we belong in a universe that does not exist”

The taste of my own poison

Lyrics:
I’m not real, I’m a living cartoon
A living play, hiding behind a mask
I’m not real, I’m a living cartoon
Told what to say, I don’t know who I am

Every week, I’ve got a new identity 
A new state of mind, I lose my memory 
Is there no remedy? I feel incomplete 
I’ve got no friends no, got no life no, got no motivation to be alive 
So everything I make and do is so depressing, disappointing 
So they want me to be I’m someone not
 
I’m not real, I’m a living cartoon
A living play, hiding behind a mask
I’m not real, I’m a living cartoon
Told what to say, I don’t know who I am

I feel oh so out of place 
In society like I don’t belong
So this is another sad song
About how miserable, unhappy and blue I am
Sometimes I wish I could see and understand 
The world like a so-called “normal” person does

Living cartoon (demo)

Lyrics:
Never truly alone
I talk to the ghosts
(she doesn’t know that we talk back)
There’s not a single secret they don’t know

Supernatural 
Delusional  
Not rational 

It’s not a delusion 
Or an illusion 
Or is it my mind that I’m losing

Delusional 
Unusual 
Not rational 

I’m surrounded by pairs of eyes 
Watching me sleep at night 
Stare at me, paralysed 
Watch me til the day I die
I should be sleeping, not weeping 
I keep believing all the lies
Paranoia keep on torturing me all 
All the time

When I step into the shower
I feel their gaze and I cower 
My delusions overpower
My control 24 hours
This feeling I’m being watched
Why, why can’t it just stop? 
Why, why can’t it just stop?
Why, why can’t it just stop?
I haven’t showered in two years
I can’t get past this fear
Delusions (taking over my life)
Delusions (taking over my life)
Ah, ah

Delusional

Lyrics:
My dear, I try every way I can to light up your life
I’ll sing my songs to you, but I know you’re leaving tonight
I’ll wear that dress you bought me in 1959
Baby blue bows and lace, from our first date night

I wish you could see the beauty in this life
I’m more than sorry yours was ruled by pain and strife

Darling, I’m trying my best to get by on my own
I suppose it’s best I don’t learn what I don’t want to know

Your soul will always be with me
And it hurts, it burns, why did you have to leave?

Oh, what I would do see you smile one last time
And lay in your arms illuminated by the television light

Ah-ah, ah
Oh-oh, oh

Always with me

Lyrics:
Just go sleep, I’ll take care of all your problems
Put your mind at ease, I won’t forget a single one of them 

Stay strong, you won’t be broken in tears 
But if you are, I’m always here 
It won’t be long I know you can fight your fear 
Soon your problems will disappear 

I write the words I wish you’d say to me
I sing the same song on repeat 
I’m telling you what I need 
But what I want just can’t be 

I give you the love I used to have 
Hoping someday you’ll give it back 
Why won’t you give it back?

I wish I was kid again
I didn’t appreciate the love I had
Until it was ripped from arms 
And I was torn apart 
But I, I get used to it once I have it again
And I turn into you, an ungrateful little child

Ungrateful

Lyrics: I, I do so much
To keep you innocent
But you’d rather rot in jail
Why do I protect you?
I just wanna forget you
And how you were the day I met you 
You’re not what I need
So listen to me
Unless you wanna pay the fee

I’m scared of what you’ll do
If I finally leave you
And they all believe you
Not what I went through

(You don’t know what he’s like when it’s just us alone
He only really acts like that to prove he’s tough or something!
He really loves me, I swear)

I’ll prove I’m not weak 
I know what’s good for me
Which means you’re gonna have to leave 
I won’t take more abuse
And if I lose 
Well, I can’t speak of what I’ll do
I won’t do so much
To keep you innocent 
I want you to rot in jail

Not scared of what you’ll do
I’m going to leave you 
They’ll never believe you
They saw before I knew 
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh

When you’re dead lying in the ground
I’m the only girl that you ever found
Don’t you want me to put flowers at your grave?
And thank you for all the love you gave?
When you’re dead lying in the ground
I won’t be anywhere to be found
Except guilty of murder, babe
You don’t deserve all the love I gave 

(Oh-oh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah)
Burn alive
Beg and cry
“Bambi I didn’t want to die”

He loves me, I swear

I hate the drums I might put up a version without, it just sounded so empty without :(

Lyrics:
When we first met, our love blossomed 
But now the winters coming all the flowers are starting to decay 
You used to set my heart on fire 
But now the ice has come to freeze the spark away

I remember last Christmas, you got caught up in your business 
And I spent it alone
I forgave you but I craved you
I just wished that I could save you all to myself 

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone and I can no longer pretend 

Wish I could stop the memories from flooding my brain 
Trying to use how we were at the start as an excuse to stay 
Please just go, get out get on the next train 
Cause if I ever see your face again I’ll never want you to go away 

And I know this is for the best but I can’t put my mind to rest
Please, just get this over with 
I did everything I should you did everything you could to make this work 
But it just hurts

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone, I can no longer pretend

Of course I still love you to the moon and back
But my love used to stretch from the earth to the sun
Oh once we were one, those days are gone 
We’re done

Snow on my windowsill

Bambi Baker

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