Shame (Jammin' Out Solo Version) by Mitski from her album Retired from Sad, New Career in Business

Shame (Jammin' Out Solo Version)- Mitski

I Hate Everyone But You - Single

I Hate Everyone But You

Sick Girl

Sick GIrl

2. Perverted

I’ve fallen in love with dangerous man 
I wish I’d realised before it began
He’s listening to every breath I take 
Hes watching every move I make

But I can’t help the way I feel 
I’ll just romanticise it and forget what’s real 
I should be more than terrified 
What happened to my sweet little girl... our love is just a lie

I’m not ready to die, but I said from the start 
I’d do anything to make him happy, even if it tears me apart
Soon he’ll decorate our rooms with our teeth and our bones 
Pink ribbons adorn them, so frail and delicate to hold

And I can’t keep saying I’ve fallen in love 
If one day I’m gonna end up
As just a pile of bones above the fire place 
Under that framed photo of my face
Him loving me was a felony and even though I fell for him deep
I know someday hes gonna be locked up for eternity 

Do you think this shall ever end
I don't know how much longer I can pretend
I wanted death all the way from the start
It is what it is, til death do us part 

Until death

Til death do us part

Reach down my throat
Take my heart 
tear it apart
Dig your teeth into it, look me in the eyes as the blood runs from my mouth 

Kiss me
Show me the taste of my own poison

When you’re done with my heart 
Give it to the forest
I don’t know how to use it
My blood runs black, and I’ve infected you 

Take me back, take me back
I wasn’t ready to die
But it’s time to say goodbye

I see your morbid beauty in which I fear
“You’re mine now
I own you
You own me
And together we belong in a universe that does not exist”

The taste of my own poison

Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don’t remember what I’m supposed to feel

Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would’ve been?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh

(I don’t think I belong on this planet
This galaxy, this universe 
I don’t think I belong at all)

What am I here for? 
What is my purpose? 
Or am I even here?
What can I trust?
I don’t know who really exists
I don’t remember who anybody is

Do I know them?
Can they see me?
Can they hear me? 
Can they feel me?
Do they know me?
Do they know who I am?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
I can’t feel, time’s not real 
Life’s not real, no I’m not real

I’m lost
I don’t belong, no 
I can’t do it, I don’t know who’s real I don’t know what’s real 
Anymore, ha
(No more, no more)

Derealization

I hate the drums I might put up a version without, it just sounded so empty without :(

Lyrics:
When we first met, our love blossomed 
But now the winters coming all the flowers are starting to decay 
You used to set my heart on fire 
But now the ice has come to freeze the spark away

I remember last Christmas, you got caught up in your business 
And I spent it alone
I forgave you but I craved you
I just wished that I could save you all to myself 

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone and I can no longer pretend 

Wish I could stop the memories from flooding my brain 
Trying to use how we were at the start as an excuse to stay 
Please just go, get out get on the next train 
Cause if I ever see your face again I’ll never want you to go away 

And I know this is for the best but I can’t put my mind to rest
Please, just get this over with 
I did everything I should you did everything you could to make this work 
But it just hurts

Snow keeps falling on my window sill 
Reminding me our summer months have come to an end 
You know the sun could’ve been shining still
But it’s gone, I can no longer pretend

Of course I still love you to the moon and back
But my love used to stretch from the earth to the sun
Oh once we were one, those days are gone 
We’re done

Snow on my windowsill

Selfish

Traditional Irish folksong Celtic Harp / unaccompanied

She Moved Through The Fair

This won't be going up on Spotify. Don't ask me why

https://mroosevelt.bandcamp.com/album/m-roosevelt-mitski

If when I die, my desire is buried with me
Would it sprout up into a tree?
Would it bear fruit
And who would taste you in it?

If when I'm burned, my desire dances up to the sky
As it rises with the smoke
Could it still be mine
And who would smell its fire?

If I desired nothing, 
Could I be as nothing as desire could be?
Would my desire leave me?
If it left me, what would I be?

Can you see it also
How you make my skin glow?
I hear my brain go yeah yeah yeah
I will kill my ego if you let your heart go
Listen to your gut go yeah yeah yeah

Snow on my windowsill

Bambi Baker