dexd w/out u

@sleyeofficial
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kq_kM5cuBY0

cursed

Cursed w/ Sleye [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC]

Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

Stream On Spotify

Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

emo fruits - https://soundcloud.com/emofruits
ART - https://www.instagram.com/sry2disturb/
Lyrics //
HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED 

IM THE EDGE 
HOPING IT WILL BREAK MY LEGS 
SO I FEEL THE PAIN INSTEAD OF AN INSTANTANEUOS DEATH

HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED 

HEARTBREAK INTAKE WTF JUST HAPPENED 
HARD TIMES I ESCAPED LEFT ME LONELY RAPPING 
CANT FIX ME IM BETTEROFF DAMAGED 
DESPERATE AND YOUNG MY CHOICES LEFT ME PANICKED

Heartbreak Intake ft. Emo Fruits (prod.Rapid)

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/GJAjA-ZmKNM
@splashgvng
LYRICS: 
Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end 

Fallen off into the deep end
Everyone I’m sorry but this time I’m really leaven
Please don’t hit my phone like you really have a reason 
Often nodden I’ve been droppen pills till I’m not  breathing 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 
guess it’s better if I loved than never lost at all
Just because I want to doesn’t mean that I should call 

Never meant anything to you, and I guess it never meant anything to me too (x4) 

Break me cuz I think I’m more than bent see, I’ve been just tumbling in my sheets
Snow falls like me out the window, told you all I’m fine but I’m really kinda tense though
And fuck this I’m still as cold as last year, touch me and then we’ll end up back there
And please don’t hit me I don’t care that it’s the weekend
I've been getting faded fallen off into the deep end

Spotify

Break Me (prod. splashgvng)

w/ @frvrndalwys  prod @sadeku 

Lyrics

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

and i'm fading in silence
away from this world
away from it all
and i'm sick of complying
i'm slowly dying
i'm slowly bleeding out

all alone overthinking everyday i
would do anything to take away the pain like
drown my troubles with a bit of liquor in my blood
it never works but i've gotten used to fucking up

i ain't got no one by my side i'm all alone now
imma get high, get high till i pass out
hope i fall down hit my head and never wake up
no dreams no fears no changes

(normal speed version @bitekivibes)

No One By My Side w/ Frvr&Alwys (prod. Eku)

Original song "suffocate" written and produced by Days To Waste,
Mixed and Mastered by lifehold.

suffocate

neverending winter

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

[+] i know all of this is just pretend, i really thought you were my friend
* prod by @metlast *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
lace on and she dancin
so fine, she transcend
i know all of this is just pretend
i really thought you were my friend
game on and she panicked
just like that, she vanished
this was forever we planned it
how could you do this? like dammit

[verse:]
all of these thoughts in my head
like what is she doing in my bed
and i dont wanna talk in the end
cus i know im goin wind up dead

sparkin a spliff so my lungs collapse (i be off the pack)
fuckin a bitch so my heart turn black (til i can't feel bad)
pourin drank in my cup, no, i don't hold back (so i can't feel sad)
feelin all on my dick, shorty bring that ass (shorty bring that ass)
hop in the whip and i drive real fast (sippin a forty, foot pressin the gas)
guessin we're done so leave me in the past (first girl i loved, and i swear you're the last)

ay watch me im sippin on dat, yah
layin my head in your lap, oh
fallin im right in your trap, yah
right in your trap yah

apple music + spotify

ghost girl

Let me know what you think 
Hope yall dig this cover!!! <3 
 
Lyric vid !! 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1Gs-vyLhvg

Art/Mix by @scottysplash

Year 3000 (Cover)

prod. sketchmyname & vaegud 

sketchmyname: @sketchmyname
vaegud: @@vaegud

Cover art by the beautiful: @sushisai

Love you guys...

Lyrics:
Do you wanna watch me die like this
All the thoughts and the feelings reminisce 
And i cant seem to crawl out the abyss
I made a home with the demons in my head

I want all the fucking money i can get
When my dreams come true then ill rest
No I cant fucking leave not yet
I dont wanna leave this place with regrets

With regrets
Heart break, ship wreck
im drowning
I know youre better off without me
Prescription settle in my body
Blunt emotions left me foggy

Let me die while im numb
Let me die while im numb

I dont need no one
I dont need no one

DIE LIKE THIS

should've thought twice before i left my broken heart in your hands </3

produced by @jason22k
recorded and mixed by @heartbox_prod
Art by Gage Boss of Mishandled

Lyrics:

Look
I’m sorry
I know i shouldve known that you still wouldn’t want me
I know you’re better off
well im not
And im sorry that i just can’t figure out how to stop

And i didn’t mean to forget all my things
I didn’t mean to leave you with pieces of me
I’ve been feeling so weak 
I’ve found it hard to stand
Guess I should’ve thought twice before I left my broken heart in your hands 

2 years later now i wish we could restart
back from the beginning or at least from the part
Where you moved on, and I stayed in the dark
But this time I promise I won’t leave you with my heart

when we packed up all our things, you thought you couldn’t leave
but then everything you needed fell right down at your feet
i couldnt be free , cause you still had a piece of me
well at least if it’s my heart, how much longer could i bleed?
Is this really all that's left for me?

brokenheartboy (prod. jason22k)

i put a ton of work into this ep and hope you enjoy and get a little glimpse of whats to come. <3

✨ polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ business inquires ✨
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✨ featured producers ✨
💎 @taurusmoon 💎
💎 @smilecrayola 💎
💎 @4evrgone 💎

the best is yet to come </3

lyrics:
dark times call for desperate measures
pills I crush just to make the time pass better
it's all in my head
I can get through this
it's all in my head 
ill make it through this alive

its time to get better
its time to get better 

love compels me to do things that I don't want to
you know well that I can't forget you and I will not leave
time that I spent alone
all the time that you don't know
I think of you inside my head
but ill get better in the end

its time to get better
its time to get better

stream ❄️

time to get better (prod. smilecrayola)

yeah don't sleep on this.

@lilskeleskrrt
@lullabyboy
@nate2timezz

lil skele - bad luck pt. 2 (ft. lullabyboy) [prod. nate2timez]

Look around
I see it in your eyes 
Breaking down 
You’re not the type to cry 
But I know the secrets you keep inside 
And if I let you in 
Will you run away? 
Linger in my head
Like my past mistakes?
I still think about yours and mine 
I feel dead at the best of times 

We used to stay up all night 
And you’d keep me awake 
Now I sit in the dark 
While I plan an escape 
And you say that you’ll try harder 
You’ll just be the same 
No, stay out of my way 

Take me back 
To the days 
Wish I never knew that
What we had 
You can’t replace 
I keep overthinking 
Everything 
Everyday 
Not it won’t be the same 


Looking back 
I remember this one time 
We were young 
With nothing on our minds 
Nowadays 
I’m only out 9-5
Take me back 
So I know what it feels like

we were young

Why am I suprised...

Lyrics:
Why am i suprised that you picked them first
Why am i suprised that things got worse
I cant feel a thing but it all hurts
Cycle on repeat cause my lifes cursed

I hear a silent melody play inside my head
Then i put it in my songs and i light a cigarette 
Things arent ever changing i just wish that i was dead
I got chains around my neck i feel existential dread

I dont wanna do anything 
I just wanna get high again
Lay in bed, feel depressed and lie again

My eyes close slow
All i feel is low
Numb my pain then go
I sleep in my smoke

I speak to my ghosts
They say im crashing
Ive been on my own
Its the last thing i ever wanted

I CANT FEEL A THING BUT IT ALL HURTS (Prod. IOF)

Ghostboy : https://soundcloud.com/lucas-whitaker

Lyrics

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
I'm Always Tryna To Find Things To Do
But There's Nothing To Do
I'm Just Alone In My Room
And I'm Missing You
Always Missing You

And I've Been Tryna Find Piece Of Mind
But I Find Myself Inside Overthinking Life
What Will I Leave Behind?
Which Day Will I Die?
I Don't Want The Truth , But Keep On Looking Inside

Cause I Got Nothing Left To Hide , No I Don't
I Just Wanna Find Some Answers But I Won't
So I'll Stick To Making Music, To Clear My Chest
And I Will Keep On Making Music With My Final Breath

When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

Ghostboy 
You Left Me Broken So I Guess I Left You
Fucking Wasted On This Dark Cold Afternoon
I Don't Care, I'll Sell You Out Anywhere
I've Given In Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Slow It Down, I'll Take You Out Another Night
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess You're High Now
Starry Vision On The Brink Of Fucking Dropping Out
I Guess You're High Now, I Guess I'm Losing Myself

Paradoxx
When I'm Feeling Down I Be Smoking On Some Dough
Always Feeling Down You Don't Even Know
Feel Like I'm Losing My Self (Yeah I'm Lost)
I Am Really Losing Myself Now

My Spotify

Losing Myself Feat. Ghostboy (Prod.Diamond Style)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head 
Ive put the knife in your back 
Now look I’m just like the rest 

Now I’m afraid to wake up 
But maybe one day I won’t 
And then I’ll try but I’m stuck 
And there won’t be tomorrow 

“I wish that I could just could just run”
You whispered under your breath 
Yeah I can act like a cunt 
And Ill just say I’m depressed 

You thought that I never tried 
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes 
And it won’t even hurt 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way 

How do I keep this up
Ill make the same mistakes
Tell me you’ve had enough 

Hear you still cry 
Didn’t think twice 
I’m that same guy 

But the way that you felt 
That might stick in my head 
From the lump in your throat 
To that crack in your neck 
What the fuck have you done 
To be left with with this mess 
But for all I did wrong 
I still never regret 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way

i see the tears in your eyes (prod. brody)

@prodiof

Lyrics:
I wont let you let me go
I got more i wanna show
All these feelings i cant hide
You just wanna leave my side

I cant get you out my mind
I try and try
Everytime
But im back at the start, square one
And i dont give a fuck lets just have fun
a second by your side i fall in love
I dont know if this is right i think to much

I think to much x3
Yeah

Sometimes i find myself stuck in my head for so long
So long
All the times ive fucked up baby i was so wrong
So wrong

I need you more then ever
Could you stay forever
Caving to the pressure
Promise me that youll remember me

I cant get you out my mind
I try and try
Everytime
But im back at the start, square one
And i dont give a fuck lets just have fun
a second by your side i fall in love
I dont know if this is right i think to much

I think to much x3
Yeah

Come and find me
I know you love me
I know your waiting
I know you need it
Cause i need you too

I cant get you out my mind
I try and try
Everytime
But im back at the start, square one
And i dont give a fuck lets just have fun
a second by your side i fall in love
I dont know if this is right i think to much

I think to much x3
Yeah

SPOTIFY

I THINK TOO MUCH (prod. IOF)

(prod. sketchymyname & kuroime)

Lyrics:
Ive been walking miles
Ive been doing time
Learning bout myself
Tryna socialize
I cant realize 
Look into my eyes

If you wanna kill me you can do it
Take your knife yeah, you can do it
I wont stop you, im letting go of the edge tonight

Walk down stairs and im falling now
Catch me quick im balling my eyes out

Were you gon
Why arent you here anymore
Why did you leave me on the flo-or
Crying and I dont know where to go-ho
One more time x3

dexd w/out u

Aa