SadBoyVibes

i will never be a memory @4evrgone 2/14/18

let the rain drop down on your wedding gown
let the blood taint the purity of fairy tales
crystals dancing in the air falling to the ground
light shining hrough my heart i dont make a sound

used to cut my wrist with a razorblade
now i cant pick which designer ima wear today
raf simons, hidden characters, and yohji
wish i could go back in time and kill the old me

bitch im plottin on whoever wanna kill me
masamune on my back you should fear me
filth raining from the heavens now its gloomy
demons running thru the streets like a movie
my bitch look just like an angel when she fuckin me
im not fuckin w these groupies dont be touchin me
all my brothers in the stars gloin up with me
do you really think i care if you dont fuck w me

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i will never be a memory (prod. 4evr)

i will never be a memory 2/14/18


i dont got nothin but time
i feel it burning inside
the ghosts of my past they berate me
the feeling just cannot escape me
hate me but you are forgiven
this is the point that youre missin
blind faith in apparitions
no way to lose inhabitions

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again

wasting the day
and im wasting your space
you told me to get the fuck out your face
sometimes i wish i could just fade away
the same way the ink on my skin turns to grey

scars on my body remind me of pain
reminding me that nothing will be the same
reminding me that nothing gold ever stays
and itll always be this way

violence in the purest form
we both know when it rains it pours

shadows in the dark
ripping out my beating heart
wiping blood off of my face
there isnt much you could take from me
crying on the phone
feeling numb down to the bone
watch the world turn into ashes
as i suffer alone again
(x2)

violence in the purest form (prod. charlie shuffler)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

end game...

moonlight garden (prod 4evr)

super ghost kamikaze attack (prod 4evr)

see u in my dreams [feat. guccihighwaters]

faith in an apparition (prod 4evr x bloodworth)

+69xp! [feat. supachefm!] (prod 4evr x kellbender)

wayside (prod 4evr)

rnrn (prod 4evr x shini)

i dont need ur luv (prod 4evr)

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

my friends are my power! (prod. 4evr)

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video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
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music video

as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

walk away and lock the door again
hold my breath and wait for death

i hope tonight that you regret
fucking with my head again i know
its all part of history
i know that youll be missing me

i dont need
to hold your hand
to save my life

ill rest my head
and close my eyes
and hope to die

all thats left are fragments of my heart inside

ive never felt this alone
in my life

im sick and tired of the lies just get away
get away from me
im sick and tired of this world i need to get away
get away from here
my dear its not very clear

like a needle in my veins
you take the pain away
escape from me
before its too late my dear

cut me open
watch me bleed
watch me suffer on my knees
this is just a sacrifice
lust is all i need
pour your salt into my wounds

grimworld

veins (feat. from first to last)

im away
in a world
where the stars burned out and left us in the dark
all alone
in the frigid cold with nowhere else to go

its a shame how
youre a slave
to the paper in your pocket
you cant take it to your grave
i know that

i lay in silence
with ghosts by my side

watch the sky falling slowly
the rift is closing in

im away
in a world
where the moonlight shows the path that ive been taking
feel the ground beneath me shaking
im frozen
im alive
in a place
where i can see the sunlight thru my window
feel you with me yeah were so close
its hard to

fall asleep with all these nightmares
grip my blanket tight i get so scared
alone
grind my skin down to the bone

skyfall

i can see your face in my dreams
beggin me to stay
feel your heart beating faster
finally fell in love

silent voices screaming at me
telling me to change
i grow cold by the hour
i think that im going insane

its hard to trust
its hard to care
when i feel things that arent there

i really miss how it used to be
feel like im missing a part of me

the world will turn
ill crash and burn
im starting to think that ill never learn

how to breathe
i wont survive
the thought of you will just fade in time


i can see your face in my dreams
beggin me to stay
feel your heart beating faster
finally fell in love

silent voices screaming at me
telling me to change
i grow cold by the hour
i think that im going insane

silent voices

let it burn
strike a match and watch it light
its a curse
in a hearse that leaves tonight

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

and i regret all the time that i spent
wishing for a way out
hope you remember the words that i said
wish you could figure it out

u keep on running away
u dont know to say to me
it makes me feel like im the one
whos been stuck in the rain
ive been drowining in pain u see
feels like im choking on these words i cant say to u

runaway

why the fuck u gotta be like this
talk like this
act like you know me
you dont know shit
you dont know the half of it
just fucking quit

dont hit up my phone cus i dont feel like talking
sorry if i leave u in the dark its nothing
personal im having trouble keeping up with
how ive been feeling lately

i dont care if you think im obnoxious
im aware that ive got fuckin problems
im running out of ways that i can solve them
and its all keeps coming back

clouds in the sky
with the stars is where i lie
i see fear between your eyes
everytime i say goodbye

dont waste my time with the bullshit and the lies
i see thru it everytime
i wont let u dim my shine

ya im over this
i glo like an angel trapped in the mist
feel like i dont exist
look at the blood flowing down my wrist
down my wrist
make a wish
that it all will get better
the tides will twist
im sick of this ion give a shit
wrap this chain round my neck
ya i fucking quit

obnoxious

this is just a way for me to say
cus sometimes i cant speak at all
ill forget the memories and grit my teeth
i promise that ill prove you wrong
im sorry that we cant see eye to eye
but sometimes it makes me feel blind
i hope that this storm will just blow over
maybe im wasting my time

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

this is all i have
this is all i need
and i wanna take u with me
ive got the world
inside my hands
but the weight is too heavy

maybe i
can walk this road alone
maybe im
not worthless after all x2

SadBoyVibes

ALo