hyperpop, dance, alternative

my head is underwater
and i’m looking up to catch my breath
you hold my head
with lies you fed
my thoughts are drowned in everything you said

maybe i don’t wanna wake up
maybe you’re the reason things around me
fall apart
glimpse of the dark
i medicate, u curse my name in stars

do i scare you
i might come off as too intense
i’m such a mess
half dead at best
lack tepid blood
i boil or i’m dead

do i scare you
a siren singing songs, you pick
your favorite fix
who do you miss
look in your eyes
a game, you play pretend

don’t you go stand close to me
cause the way you drain me takes me to the deep
losing all your hope in me
cause the game we play we stay stuck on repeat
surface levels all u see
cause ur eyes fixate on what i chose to be
hate the way you make me see
you don’t care about the things that run through deep

it’s okay to get everything off of your chest
cause idk if ima see u again

feel my skin this one last time, i’m holding your hand
cause i don’t really wanna see you again

call me cold, i’ll make the world burn
suffocate me with the words you say in bed
stuck in my head
then left on read
i know you say you want me dead

my head is underwater
and i’m looking up to catch my breath
you hold my head
with lies you fed
my thoughts are drowned in everything you said

maybe i don’t wanna wake up
maybe you’re the reason things around me
fall apart
glimpse of the dark
i medicate, u curse my name in stars

do i scare you
i might come off as too intense
i’m such a mess
half dead at best
lack tepid blood
i boil or i’m dead

dancing when i shOuld be crying. - lyric lopez

i made this alone in my bedroom on bandlab. enjoy:)

lyrics:
i’d reach my hands up to the heavens just to feel your cheeks
and i’d race myself against all time, yeah just to watch you leave
i can barely speak
can’t my feel my bones they’re stuck between the floorboards
as i watch you leave
and i drown myself within lies you sang to me
so fast asleep
i can’t let you go again
it’s hard to play pretend
when i’m lying on the bathroom floor
i can’t do this anymore

no i can’t do this anymore
my heart is sore
my bodies aching 
bones are breaking at the core
when all you’ve lost shows up in dreams
in hauntings 
wake up shaking
i can’t feel my face
it’s all the drugs im taking
stop the aching

i cant do this anymore
no i cant do this anymore

brain please stop (an acoustic, unmixed demo)

the imperfection that spawns from my mind
i’m learning to create on my own, in my own space
thank you for listening <3


i will go
i stand across the room 
my legs are crossed my hands are shaking
i can’t even look your way
or at your face
i hate this mess ive made
should i just stay away?
i hate to see you cry, i do the same
i know that i’m to blame
i hide my face, cant stand to meet the shame

ive been lost and ive been trying to find myself in an unknown place
and you’re the one thing that ive shared my mind and life with
i’m sorry for the pain

that comes with being around
my thoughts my mind i lack the self control
i should just be alone
my mind screams when my heart has made you home
it’s made of broken bones
unhealed still up the walls as hard as stone
don’t wanna let you go
i don’t deserve this im the worst you know

i’ve been lost from all ive known 100 times ive had to build a brand new home
it breaks me down it aches my soul i cant forget the pain they left inside my bones

i’ve been lost for all my life ive wandered far and watched the time just pass me by
now im searching for myself to understand and heal the worst things in my mind

lyric lopez

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