the imperfection that spawns from my mind
i’m learning to create on my own, in my own space
thank you for listening <3


i will go
i stand across the room 
my legs are crossed my hands are shaking
i can’t even look your way
or at your face
i hate this mess ive made
should i just stay away?
i hate to see you cry, i do the same
i know that i’m to blame
i hide my face, cant stand to meet the shame

ive been lost and ive been trying to find myself in an unknown place
and you’re the one thing that ive shared my mind and life with
i’m sorry for the pain

that comes with being around
my thoughts my mind i lack the self control
i should just be alone
my mind screams when my heart has made you home
it’s made of broken bones
unhealed still up the walls as hard as stone
don’t wanna let you go
i don’t deserve this im the worst you know

i’ve been lost from all ive known 100 times ive had to build a brand new home
it breaks me down it aches my soul i cant forget the pain they left inside my bones

i’ve been lost for all my life ive wandered far and watched the time just pass me by
now im searching for myself to understand and heal the worst things in my mind

losing my mind for the sake of you and i

Bladee / Redlight 
for personal use all credit to Bladee 
@bladeecity

losing my mind for the sake of you and i

lyric lopez

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