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jim shepard - fat john
beck - truckdrivin' neighbors upstairs
nihilist spasm band - destroy the nations again
marc ribot - i fall to pieces
marie goyette & mike patton - romance for a choking man/woman
jim shepard - 17, a rock aesthetic
marc ribot - clever white youths with attitude
briscoe VIOLENCE promo
seigen ono - all men are heels
was (not was) - the party broke up
amy denio - (when george bush was head of the) cia
jon spencer blues explosion - mars, arizona (dfa remix)
peter bjorn and john - lets call it off (jeans team remix)
westbam - die dunkelsequenz
**cw: trainwrecking**
blowfly - electronic pussy sucker
crash course in science - jumping over barrels remix
takbam - elektronische tanzmuzik
N.Y.P.D. 南洋派對 - BMUU (mr. ho remix)
cymbals - low cost, low price, & high return
mike flowers pops - venus as a boy

hostage situation radio episode 4

how could i dance

sticker wall (get it up)

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Thorhighheels - Pop'n Sequins

Commiehog - It's Okay, You're You And That's Enough (Buffy, Take my Hand Part 2)

BREAK!

[0:00-0:20] Intro
Hello? Who are you? Don't you know? BPD... I'm your DID...
[0:20-1:00] Verse 1
Look in the mirror and see who you are,
We are you helping you survive,
Can't trust the world we help you let go,
Burying the pain in amnesic memories.
You don't remember but we know all you hide,
Ten years passes with no memories of what I did,
15-17 nineteen to twenty nine years blank space no time no place no face.
[1:00-1:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[1:20-2:00] Verse 2
Full of dread and the feeling of death I'm running from,
29 I'm awake for a moment to move to the next place in life.
Got married started a life memories shaky but I manage to stay in the light,
Seeping out into my eye the breaks in time were I fought to survive.
PSTD blacked out till 31 evolved by 38 sitting in a room,
With four unknown until I'm told that's not normal people don't do that.
[2:00-2:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[2:20-2:40] Bridge
We don't work that way we do though no one understands,
Walk in infinity cosmic gate many I am so like shattered glass.
I'm so alone but not alone at all I feel you moving under my skin,
Their echoing voices of memories hello? You don't remember...
[2:40-3:00] Verse 3
But we've been talking to you for a long time now you notice us,
Now we can come together to support you inside of hiding you in the light and dark.
Of dissociative mental states we are the love the fear the hope the destruction of you,
Protector lover the torched like black as embers glow.
[3:00-3:20] Chorus
Walking in a empty space I called my home,
A world inside while I ran on autopilot...
High out within my mind I hide from life breaking out in clips,
Frames chips of film play by smell tastes touch a panic rush...
This is the end of everything...
[3:20-3:40] Bridge 2
Self distortive only when the pain leaks out of are cut skin,
We speak to help you not to nose dive into a hell you never knew.
But crawled through over like embedded razors on naked flesh hello?
Your not crazy you're just noticing us now we've been here along...
[3:40-4:00] Outro
No memories that we don't hold from you're heart,
It's nice to be with you this is evolution trauma evolution.
Hello you know your not doing this alone,
We have our own illnesses ideas thoughts hold emotions like masks with sub layers of attached memories...
Places people faces we are you just hiding the pain internally,
If we let you see well all died with you you wouldn't be able to handle,
The visions we each hold for you to live... (fade: "visions... hold... eternal, gas chamber whispers black, hollow wind ashes forever")




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