Josh A - NEGATIVE THOUGHTS

OUT THE GRAVE

Josh A - OUT THE GRAVE

Josh A - BLOODLUST

iamjakehill - Eye For An Eye

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6CIjVuxAANxL0oULLN7I0C?si=oiqQu3DPQ161FH5PpSBJMA

Youtube: https://youtu.be/idV9frKvxg4?si=O4DDXP9d8ba9S1oN

Josh A - Fighting The Devil

https://open.spotify.com/track/247yP6hq3AJkZxxLwJN3Cd?si=3eLk2-7vQOOUOOtmwA0cXg

Josh A - The Brink

THE BRINK

It’s a fun party song, healthy, clean for families. It’s a anthem to Jesus Christ.

help-them.mp3

Одометр застыл на круглой цифре
Не юбилей, не праздник, просто отметка
Сто тысяч, тысяча сотен по этим дорогам
По асфальту, что плавился летом, по зимней каше
Мы их не считали, мы их проживали
Каждый щелчок счётчика, это был наш общий вдох
И вот он: щелчок, и тишина
Ты не остановилась, ты просто ехала дальше

Сто тысяч ударов о кочки!
Сто тысяч ударов о кочки!
Мы их проебали, проели, проехали!
И знаешь что? Мы ещё на ходу!
Мы ещё на ходу, блядь!

В этих ста тысячах песок Карелии
И соль зимних дорог, въевшаяся в рамы
В этих ста тысячах следы от моих пальцев на руле
И окурки, и слёзы, и мои крики от бессилья
В этих ста тысячах все твои старые детали
Что остались там, в грязи, на обочинах памяти
Ты меняла кожу, кости, суставы
Но оставалась собой
Ржавой, упрямой, родной

Сто тысяч ударов о кочки!
Сто тысяч ударов о кочки!
Мы их проебали, проели, проехали!
И знаешь что? Мы ещё на ходу!
Мы ещё на ходу, блядь!

И я смотрю на тебя сейчас, на стоянке у гаража
На твои новые царапины поверх старых
И понимаю: мы не просто проехали расстояние
Мы стёрли его, мы его победили
Мы не цифра на счётчике, мы каждый момент.
Каждый пинок, каждая поломка, каждый восход за лобовым
Мы карта из шрамов, написанная вместе
И она не закончена

Заправлен, обслужен, готов
Для двухсот тысяч
Как минимум

РЖАВАЯ ЧЕСТНАЯ ДУРА

СТО ТЫСЯЧ УДАРОВ О КОЧКИ

Verse 1

I’ve spent too long standing still
Waiting on the world to change
Letting doubt tell me who I am
Letting fear decide my fate

I’ve lost some things I thought I needed
Found myself in the wreckage too
Turns out when everything falls apart
You finally see what’s true

Pre-Chorus

I’m done explaining who I am
Or shrinking just to fit
I know what I want out of life
And I’m not done with it

Chorus

I want a life that means something
A reason to wake up proud
I want love, purpose, a future
And I’m going after it now

I’ve been held down, I’ve been broken
But I still stand my ground
This is my time, my moment
Nothing holds me back now

Verse 2

I want a wife who stands beside me
When the days are heavy and long
Someone who builds, not runs away
Someone who knows where I belong

I want kids running through the house
One little girl, one little boy
Loud mornings, quiet nights
A life built on love, not noise

Pre-Chorus 2

I won’t let my past define me
Or my failures write my name
Every scar I carry forward
Is proof I learned and changed

Chorus

I want a life that feels like mine
Not borrowed, not delayed
I want to build something real
With every choice I make

I’ve been tested, I’ve been tired
But I’ve found solid ground
This is my voice, my future
Nothing holds me back now

Bridge (strong, purposeful)

I don’t need permission
I don’t need approval
I’ve walked through hell and made it out
That made me unmovable

I’ll fail, I’ll fall, I’ll rise again
That’s how I’ve learned to fight
I won’t wait for the perfect moment
I’m taking my life

Final Chorus

I want everything I’ve dreamed of
And I’m willing to bleed for it
I won’t live scared of losing
I’ve already been through it

I choose commitment, growth, and truth
I choose to stand my ground
This is my life, my future
Nothing holds me back now

Outro (calm, resolved)

I know what I’m building toward
And I’m not stopping now

Nothing Holds Me Back

LaLion - Demons Screaming (Prod. LaLion)
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L Y R I C S :


Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

They go every night
Left and right
Both of the shoulders cold as ice
Hoping they focus off my life
Done with the lotus out of sight
So tell me how’s it feel (feel)
Walking through the city with no chills, counting kills yeah
I been here freezing in the summer, the sun belong to another
Like Billie Jean, I don’t feel a thing, other than rocks that under
My feet
Stay strapped on the moon
Loaded gun I've had aimed at the stars in my room

Oh
My finger tips
Bloody at the ends
I'm out of bliss
Oh 
My feelings missed
Numb me at the heart
Since like 06

This is more than pain now
Curtis feeling bane now
Run the city gas mask bandit
All insane now
Living inside of a coffin
The problem is all of the profit we take
All of us popping the thoughts out the bubbles and mixing it in with the hate

Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

They know every song
Sing along
Fuck it they writing them I been a pawn
Checking the mate I been seeing is gone
Leaving me hollow to never move on
So tell me how’s it feel (feel)
Yelling like a fucking siren drill, what's the deal
Don’t tell me you feel guilty
When all that you do, it kills me
The filthy habits of Whitney
The city never give pity
So
On your tippy toes
You expose you were never close
Running through the roads
Screaming close or get bullet holes

Oh 
My reason skips
Running out of hope
I've come to grips
Every other night my
Soul eclipse
They know what know
Cuz they run this shit

Falling on my blade with
All of us insane is
This the problem mom was saying I've had in my brain since.
I was just a kid
Who knew he seen some shit
Take another hit
Try to forget it

Say less
I don’t want to take no 
Pain meds
I dont want to talk
Can’t take stress
Every other night 
My demons screaming

Hate this
Oh no I don’t know
How to fake this
I know I let go
Can’t taste this
Every other night
My demons screaming

Wait now
This is it
Never wanted love
All we need is bliss
All weve grown to judge
Wont amount to gifts
You domt wanna fade
But you've erased us




#hiphop #seattle #banger

Josh A - The Brink

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