Lovers Avenue

i wanna be ur drug

A love that once felt unbreakable, now reduced to the one thing that stayed: hate and tears.
This track tells the story of two people who held on too long, who drowned in memories, regrets, and everything they never said.
A male and female voice carry the weight of a relationship that slowly collapsed — not with a loud ending, but with silent wounds that kept bleeding.
It’s the sound of two hearts breaking in different ways, trying to find light in the wreckage, asking the same question:
Was it love… or was it just the pain that kept us together?

Hate and Tears — a final confession, a last echo, the truth behind why we cried.

Title: Hate and Tears (make us cry)
Lyrics and arrangement by PRF Soundscapes (All rights reserved 2025)
Music Style: emo-core blues
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In the shadows where our love once stood
Echoes of laughter now misunderstood
You and I tangled in our fears
Hate and tears flowing like a waterfall of years 

Make us cry… make us cry…

Broken promises, shattered dreams
In the wreckage, nothing gleams
You and me caught in regrets
Hate and tears the only thing we ever shared 

Make you cry… yeah
Make me cry… yeah
Make us cry…

Down the river of memories, we glide 
Lost in the currents where our pain still hides
You and I drowning in our fears
Hate and tears flowing like a waterfall of years 
Hate and tears… hate and tears…

But in the chaos burns a flicker of light
A memory of love that survived the night
You and I could we find our way?
Or will hate and tears keep pulling us astray?

Hate and tears…
Make us cry…
Hate and tears…
Make us cry…

Down the river of memories, we glide 
Lost in the currents of the pain we hide
You and I drowning in our fears
Hate  and tears flowing like a waterfall of years

Down the river of memories, we glide 
But you’re no longer walking by my side
You and I drowned in a big lie
It was the hate that made us cry…
Made us cry… cry… cry…

Hate and Tears (make us cry)

Everything Has Changed

honestly - jordan suaste

my skin is on fire right now
right now
your lips they left their mark somehow
and now i’m way past empty

i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

who am i without your silly laugh
and golden touch
i cant hold myself the same way that you do
when you hold me tight

oh red eyes
wondering where you are tonight
up all night just sitting 
waiting 
wishing you’d come bye

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

i’m made of glass
every single time you touch me there’s a scratch
oh there’s a scratch
i’m made of glass
if you play with me too rough you might just break me
you might just shatter everything that i am
that i was
oh he’s gone, he’s gone, he’s gone

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
cause i love you
oh i need you

black & blue - jordan suaste

told me that you loved me 
told you that i loved you too
look at where we’ve fallen
thought i had nothing to lose
but i’ve been missing the long drives
i’ve been missing the late nights
everything in between us was gone in the blink of an eye 

but i don’t give a fuck i’m gonna be the best i can
i’m my no.1 lover baby catch me if you can
i love you and i miss you and i wish that you were here
why am i so indecisive 

thought we were forever
guess forever never lasts
wanna move forward but i’m stuck in the past with you 
tel me you love me and you cared
it wasn’t all just in my head
but i’ve been missing your stories
how you lit up the room when you smile
everything we had is gone gone in the blink of an eye 

but i don’t give a fuck i’m gonna be the best i can
i’m my no.1 lover baby catch me if you can
i love you and i miss you and i wish that you were here
why am i so indecisive 
i don’t give a fuck i’m gonna be the best i can
no.1 lover baby catch me if you can
i love you and i miss you and i wish that you were here
why am i so indecisive 
catch me if you can
come catch me if you can
catch me if you can

catch me if u can - jordan suaste

oooooh
i try so hard
but i am never good enough for you
you have the key to my car
but you won’t ever let me love you
we have done things that we will regret
oooh
we’ve fallen deep into our own mess
oooh

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
and fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
so what’s the point
of going on
if all we sing are sad songs
oooo oooo 
sad songs
ooooo ooooo
sad songs

you always assume things
always confuse things 
try to accuse me 
it gets in my head
you call me your hero
you call me your only
when you are lonely 
i’m always there

tell me you love me
tell me you want me
tell me you need me
but then you go leave me 
and then you go hurt me
try and control me 
can’t let go

we try try try
we fight fight fight
but we can’t ever seem to make it work
you fuck with my head
you fuck with my heart
break me apart from the inside out
i cant leave you
__________
i just need you 
please don’t leave me
ooooooooo

_________
please don’t go

all we sing are sad songs (full) - jordan suaste

i always wanted to be the pretty kid
told myself no i can’t eat so just pretend
your voice is too high
you’re the joke so laugh along
and now you’re too thin eat some more 
you’re not enough

no matter what i did they never liked me
i changed the way i looked and tried to hide me
i’m not a perfect fit in this society
but i’m happy with me
i’ve got all i need

i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
i’m just me

now that i’m older
i’m not as filled with envy
there’s still parts of me i’m learning to embrace
i still struggle with the way i
i view my body
i still have things i wish i wish that i could change

no matter what i do i’ll probably find something
but i’m happy with myself and now i’ve grown
but i’m not a perfect fit in this society
i’m happy with me
and  i’ve got all i need 

i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
that’s ok with me
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid pretty kid
i’m not the pretty kid
that’s ok with me

Never Forever

brookepichel