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Dandelion Love

Daniel Seavey-untitled

Big Mistake

rory webley-paper town.m4a

Everything Has Changed

(when singing this, jordan sung 'are you happy' instead of 'am i happy')
i miss my mum and dad
i miss all that i had
skipping stones and making fires
when the world just felt much brighter

growing up is hitting hard
moving on and gaining scars 
life’s just not as easy
lost a part that’s cheesy

i don’t remember just last december
so much has happened
and now i’m in the deep end
losing the part of me that i always used to think
would stay with me
wouldn’t change a thing

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks 
take a pill your happy 
that’s what they all tell me
growing up is part of life 
it’s time to let it go
are u happy
are u happy
is this happy

i used to lose myself
in worlds of something else
superheroes, no disasters
mum and dad had all the answers
now i don’t know what to do
when the world seemed so blue
playing games, up for hours
not the same now that i’m

i don’t remember 
how did we get here
so much happened 
and now i’m in the deep end
losing the part of me that i always used to think
would stay with me
wouldn’t change a thing

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking 
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks
post a picture like it
isn’t that some bullshit
acting like they know me when they rly rly don’t
but are u happy
is this happy

everybody’s sinking
look at all this drinking
trying to find happiness in someone else
fake a smile post it
doing good they like it
remember when the world didn’t revolve around this shit

nicotine and drinking
everybody’s sinking
losing who we are in what everybody else thinks
pop a pill ur happy
that’s what they all tell me
everybody’s faking it
faking it
but are u happy
are u happy 
is this happy 
are u happy

am i happy - jordan suaste

smile look pretty
don’t let them see me
lock how i feel inside
they’d never like me if they really knew me
full of insecurities and pride

but i’m fine 
look at how i’m smiling
no i’m good
look at how i’m laughing
but deep down i feel like i’m breaking
oh deep down i feel like i’m falling

i don’t wanna fake a smile just to make them happy
i don’t wanna fake a laugh just to make them want me
i don’t wanna fake a smile
i don’t wanna fake a smile

smile look pretty
if they see me they’ll pity
all the things that make me, me
look in the mirror
so i see myself clearer
but that’s not the me i feel is me

pop a pill 
i’m ok
all the sad goes away
and i’m dancing 
giving everything you want
just say cheese
let it go
leave me blue
just pretend i am everything you want

fake a smile
and fake a laugh
just say cheese and pretend and that’s that

i don’t wanna fake a smile just to make you happy
i don’t wanna fake a laugh 
it’s my turn to be happy

fake smile - jordan suaste

my skin is on fire right now
right now
your lips they left their mark somehow
and now i’m way past empty

i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

who am i without your silly laugh
and golden touch
i cant hold myself the same way that you do
when you hold me tight

oh red eyes
wondering where you are tonight
up all night just sitting 
waiting 
wishing you’d come bye

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

i’m made of glass
every single time you touch me there’s a scratch
oh there’s a scratch
i’m made of glass
if you play with me too rough you might just break me
you might just shatter everything that i am
that i was
oh he’s gone, he’s gone, he’s gone

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
cause i love you
oh i need you

black & blue - jordan suaste

so many expectations now set on me
and i’m not the boy i used to be
you’re so damn lucky 
you’ve got it all now you’ve got money
this is your dream
so you can’t cry aint if funny

how sometimes i miss me
and the boy that i used to be
how sometimes i miss me
and the boy that i used to be

sometimes i miss me - jordan suaste

grace from the musical episode (song beneath the song 7x18) in grey’s anatomy!!

Sincerely, me.

brookepichel

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