A Childhood Erased

Play the Record

Dandelion Love

Daniel Seavey-untitled

Big Mistake

rory webley-paper town.m4a

Everything Has Changed

smile look pretty
don’t let them see me
lock how i feel inside
they’d never like me if they really knew me
full of insecurities and pride

but i’m fine 
look at how i’m smiling
no i’m good
look at how i’m laughing
but deep down i feel like i’m breaking
oh deep down i feel like i’m falling

i don’t wanna fake a smile just to make them happy
i don’t wanna fake a laugh just to make them want me
i don’t wanna fake a smile
i don’t wanna fake a smile

smile look pretty
if they see me they’ll pity
all the things that make me, me
look in the mirror
so i see myself clearer
but that’s not the me i feel is me

pop a pill 
i’m ok
all the sad goes away
and i’m dancing 
giving everything you want
just say cheese
let it go
leave me blue
just pretend i am everything you want

fake a smile
and fake a laugh
just say cheese and pretend and that’s that

i don’t wanna fake a smile just to make you happy
i don’t wanna fake a laugh 
it’s my turn to be happy

fake smile - jordan suaste

my skin is on fire right now
right now
your lips they left their mark somehow
and now i’m way past empty

i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

who am i without your silly laugh
and golden touch
i cant hold myself the same way that you do
when you hold me tight

oh red eyes
wondering where you are tonight
up all night just sitting 
waiting 
wishing you’d come bye

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to give me all you can
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to show me your best hand
cause i love you
oh i need you 

i’m made of glass
every single time you touch me there’s a scratch
oh there’s a scratch
i’m made of glass
if you play with me too rough you might just break me
you might just shatter everything that i am
that i was
oh he’s gone, he’s gone, he’s gone

oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
oh i’m black and blue
waiting for you to come home
cause i love you
oh i need you

black & blue - jordan suaste

so many expectations now set on me
and i’m not the boy i used to be
you’re so damn lucky 
you’ve got it all now you’ve got money
this is your dream
so you can’t cry aint if funny

how sometimes i miss me
and the boy that i used to be
how sometimes i miss me
and the boy that i used to be

sometimes i miss me - jordan suaste

grace from the musical episode (song beneath the song 7x18) in grey’s anatomy!!

Sincerely, me.

brookepichel