I’ve been pacing in my head, can’t rest for a second
Told you how I feel, but you keep deflectin’
All this noise, I can’t hear my reflection
Why you always gotta be the one who tests it?
I’ve been calm, but I’m reaching the edge, yeah
You don’t see the weight that I’ve been left with
Every word you say got me second-guessin’
Every promise made turns into a lesson

I’m not your exception,
I’m not the one you bend the rules for
I’m not your redemption,
You can’t fix what you ignored before
Don’t tell me “maybe,” don’t say “later,”
I’m not waitin’ for your favor
I’m not your exception, no, not anymore

You say “let’s chill,” but it feels like pressure
Every time I give, it don’t get better
Caught in your words, like a guilty pleasure
You just take your time like it’s forever
I’ve been tryna breathe but I’m losing direction
Every little move turns into correction
All I ever wanted was a bit of affection
Now I’m just a ghost in your recollection

If you call, I won’t be answerin’
If you fall, I won’t be panickin’

I’ve been pacing in my head, can’t rest for a second
Told you how I feel, but you keep deflectin’
All this noise, I can’t hear my reflection
Why you always gotta be the one who tests it?
I’ve been calm, but I’m reaching the edge, yeah
You don’t see the weight that I’ve been left with
Every word you say got me second-guessin’
Every promise made turns into a lesson

exception

…No one’s going to cry on my behalf even if i’m sad.

This sadness is mine to bear, after all.





creature

foxes & snow leopards (or any cat) = my fav animals

sam’s boyfriend 💙💜

project moon enjoyer, also likes multiple other things like helldivers, scav prototype, rain world, deepwoken, etc.

a furry with bipolar music taste

pfp: Golden Empire Soldat (Roblox: Grave/Digger)

mentally ill Xd     >⩊<
ᡕᠵデᡁ᠊╾━ ✷ NORMIES

exception

lain. @blindbylain